عشوائي(٣)

يا أهلين كيف حالكم؟

Hello everyone, how are you?

هذا بودكاست ليلة هادية

This is the podcast of a quiet night.

وأنا ليان

And I am Lian.

وموضوعنا اليوم رح يكون

Our topic today will be

أشوائي بارتستري

I am random pantry.

طبعاً I know

Of course, I know.

أنه كثرت وزودتها صراحة بالعشوائيات

That it has increased and I explicitly supplied it with the informal settlements.

لكن حرفياً صار

But it literally happened.

أنه

That he

ما عارفة وش أنزل وما بي الحلقة

I don't know what to post and I don't want the episode.

تكون محصورة بشي معين

It is restricted to a certain thing.

أو موضوع معين لأنه صراحة

Or a specific topic because frankly

ما عندي موضوع معين أسأل عنه

I don't have a specific topic to ask about.

أنه عندي كذا موضوع فحبيت أني

I have several topics, so I wanted to...

أهبط كل شي تمام؟

I have dropped everything, okay?

لأنه صراحة من زمان ما نزلت

Because honestly, I haven't posted in a long time.

فقلت يلا

So I said, "Let's go."

خليني أقول لهم صارف كذا

Let me tell them to spend this much.

ربما تحبون هذا الشي

You might like this thing.

and

and

I'm sorry

آسف

because لأني قطعت

because I cut

ولأني

And because I

من زمان ما نزلت ولأني

I haven't posted in a long time, and because I...

يعني

It means.

صراحة أنا قطعت بسبب أنه

Honestly, I stopped because...

مو بدون سبب يعني مو

It means "Not without a reason, I mean no."

لأني أنا ملي خلق أو شي

Because I am not created or anything.

لا أصدق أنه قطعت

I can't believe it's cut off.

بسبب أن

Because of that

اختبار

Test

وكذا

And so.

ومريت فترة سيئة

"I went through a bad period."

واختباراتي كانت سيئة

And my tests were bad.

وأحس أن دي الحلقة

"And I feel that this is the episode."

فيها طاقة سلفية

It has a Salafi energy.

ما دري ليه أفهمته

I don't know why I understood him.

اللي ضر معصفة من الأشياء

What hurts is a combination of things.

اللي صارت

What happened.

أنا الآن بحالة زينة

I am now in a good condition.

أنا مرة سعيدة

I am very happy.

وميبي أنه فيه تأثير

And it seems that there is an effect.

شوي من ذيك الأيام

A little from those days.

لكن الحمد لله الآن أنا كويسة

But thank God now I am fine.

وهذا أفضل شي صراحة

And this is honestly the best thing.

لأنه عادي أنا جالسة أتكلم عن الموضوع

Because it's normal, I'm sitting here talking about the topic.

بدون ما

Without what

ماهو الشيء

What is the thing?

no

لا

ألνεه صدق

The truth is a burden.

كانت فترة

It was a period.

اللي حسيت فيها أنه

What I felt in it is that...

I'm Not Good Enough

I'm not good enough.

حاول

Try.

يعرف تلي

Tally is known.

لو أنني أبيغير من أي شي فيني

If I could change anything about myself.

أنا موسيقى

I am music.

أنا أنا

I am I.

أنا

I am

مو كيفاية

Not enough.

اني

I am

أسوي حلقة

I will make a ring.

podcast

البودكاست

أنا مو كيفاية

I am not enough.

أني

I am

كدا حرفيا

Literally like that.

كنت أفكر

I was thinking.

كدا حرفيا

Like this literally.

اللي كان فيني

What was in me.

كدا كان يجيني

That's how it would come to me.

انا مو كفاية اني اتكلم للناس

I am not enough just to talk to people.

انا مو كفاية لكلام الناس اللي قاعدين يقولون عني

I am not enough for the words of the people who are talking about me.

انو انتي مرة افضل شخص انتي مدري ايش

You are the best person ever, you don't even know what you are.

احس هذا الكلام فوق يعني ما يشبهني هذا الكلام مولي

I feel that this talk is above, meaning it doesn't resemble me, this talk is not mine.

لشخص احسن مني لشخص يستاهل

For someone better than me, for someone who deserves it.

انا حرفيا كنت كده حرفيا كنت كده

I was literally like that, I was literally like that.

يعني حرفيا فوق هذا الشي اللي كان يصير لي

It literally means "above this thing that was happening to me."

كنت في الاختبارات

I was in the exams.

اوه ماي غاد

Oh my God.

اوه ماي غاد الفعاليات اللي صارت في الاختبارات حرفيا جبت أم الليد

Oh my god, the events that happened during the tests literally made me faint.

لكن الحمدلله است Aidتنا كويسة ان شاء الله

But thank God, our aid is good, God willing.

و بتحاول انها بحاول اتفاهمها

And she is trying to understand her.

يعني لازم لازم لازم يعني والله دراجاتي و مستقولي ما بيروح فيها

It means I have to, I have to, I have to, I swear my bikes and my independence won't be lost in this.

المهم انو حرفيا جبت أم الليد في الاختبار

The important thing is that I literally brought my mom to the test.

كنت كنت يعني كنت

I was, I mean I was.

رفتوا لي الشخص اللي يذاكر يذاكر

You took me to the person who studies, let him study.

يحط مجهود كل طاقته في المذاكرة وعارف وواثق ويدخل المدرسة ومبتسم شاق الابتسامة بس خلاص بيجلس على الطاولة وبيختبر وبيجيب كامل الدرجة الكاملة

He puts all his effort into studying and is aware and confident. He enters the school with a smile, wearing that smile, and then he sits at the table, takes the test, and gets a perfect score.

انا وش صار فيني صار فيني لاكس مستوى بين حسيت كده والله العظيم حسيت اني حرفيا not good enough حرفيا حسيت اني انا انسانة حرفيا كده اول ما طلعت من قاعة الاختبار انا غبية كده قاعدة اقول لنفسي انا غبية ولا وش

What happened to me happened to me at the level of anxiety. I felt like this, I swear to God, I literally felt that I am not good enough. I literally felt like I'm a person like this. As soon as I left the exam room, I felt stupid, I kept saying to myself, "Am I stupid or what?"

يعني ليه ليه ليه لكن الحمدلله انا راضية بقضاء ربي قدره لانه

Why, why, why, but thank God I am content with my Lord's decree because it

of course

بالطبع

فيه صوت

There is a sound.

انه ليه We have a reason

We have a reason.

يعني فيه سبب لان ذا الشي صار فمتولاي يعني الرب ما يحط شيء الا بسبب تمام أنا حاضي راضية باللي صار اتمنى ان اعدها

I mean there is a reason for this to happen, so my lord does not put anything without a reason. I am accepting of what has happened and I hope to overcome it.

واش العظيم يالي مرا قهر المهم استطال انا الحين بخير

What a great thing, my friend, after a hardship, I am now fine.

بس والله يعني حبيتش و duration

But honestly, I mean I loved and the duration.

والله العظيم trainees wow la ziem

"I swear by God, trainees are wow."

اني انا مرة احبكم ومرة فخورة فيكم

I sometimes love you and sometimes I'm proud of you.

ومرة فخورة بالناس اللي جابوا درجات عالية

And once again, I'm proud of the people who achieved high scores.

واللي مجتهدين واللي يذاكرون

And those who are diligent and those who study.

كل شيء اي شيء انتي ودك تسوينا وجالسة تشتغلين عليه

Everything, anything you want to do and are actively working on.

انا فخورة فيك لانك انتي في الطريق الصح

I am proud of you because you are on the right path.

دقيقة انا دخلت موضة ثانية

Wait, I just entered a different trend.

المهم انو

The important thing is that...

من موضوع لموضوع ماينفع كده

From one topic to another, this doesn't work like that.

لازم شيء ينظمني لازم نصل الحلقة

I need something to organize me; we must reach the circle.

ما رح سوي عشوائي مرة ثانية

I won't do it randomly again.

المهم guys انو مرات انتي تحسين انك مو شخص كفاية

The important thing, guys, is that sometimes you feel like you are not enough.

او انك ما تستحقين ان الناس يقولوا لك هذا الكلام

Or you don't deserve for people to say this to you.

او اي شيء

Oh, or anything.

بس انا بقولك لحين انتي تستحقين

But I'm telling you that you deserve it.

او اي شيء

Oh, anything.

لانك

Because you

لانك تستحقينه

Because you deserve it.

لانك انتي جالسة تتعبين

Because you are sitting and getting tired.

حتى لو قاعدة تتعبين

Even if you are feeling tired.

يعني حتى لو قاعدة تتعبين

It means even if you are tiring yourself out.

بدون نتيجة حتى لو قاعدة تتعبين

Without any result even if you keep exhausting yourself.

بدون مقابل حتى لو تتعبين

For free, even if you get tired.

انتي يعني مثلا

You mean, for example?

مثلا خلنا نعطيكم مثال

For example, let me give you an example.

انتي جالسة تسوينا رياضة

You are sitting doing exercise.

كل يوم

Every day

كل يوم تشوفين

Every day you see.

تشوفين نفسك بالمراية

Do you see yourself in the mirror?

ما تغير شيء

Nothing has changed.

نفس التراهلات

The same sagging.

نفس الجسم

Same body

نفس المدري ايش

What do you mean by the same thing?

تمام

Okay.

تعصبين من نفسك

You are being overly strict with yourself.

وتكرهين نفسك

And you hate yourself.

وتقولين كلام انت ما تستعمل

"And you say things you don't use."

ليه ليه ليه

Why, why, why?

مرات صح الانسان

Sometimes the person is right.

انسان مرة يكون قاسي مع نفسه

A person sometimes can be harsh with themselves.

مرة مرة قاسي مع نفسه

Sometimes he is tough on himself.

لكن مرات

But sometimes

لما تجلسين

When will you sit down?

تفكرين بنفسك

You’re thinking of yourself.

كذا تجلسين في مكان حادي تفكرين بنفسك

This is how you sit in a lonely place, thinking to yourself.

راح تحبينها

You will love her.

لانك انتي

Because you are.

تمام

Okay.

راح تحبين نفسك

You will love yourself.

والله العظيم

I swear by God.

لما اكون معصبة من نفسي

When I am angry with myself.

لما اجلس مع نفسي

When I sit with myself

اقول انا ليش قاعدة اسوي فيك كذا

I say, why am I treating you like this?

حرفيا كذا قاعدة اقول

Literally, this is how I say it.

ليه قاعدة اسوي فيك كذا

Why am I doing this to you?

يا اخي المشكلة انا مدري كيف

Oh brother, the problem is I don't know how.

متضاربة افكاري

Conflicting thoughts.

قسون بالله خلنا نطلع من دا الموضوع

"By God, let's get out of this topic."

لانا ما اعرف كيف اشرحها

I don't know how to explain it.

اقول لكم

I say to you.

من ذي الفترة صايرة مرة ضايعه مرة

Lately, I have been feeling really lost.

بس انو احنا قاعدين نحاول

But we are just trying.

فهذا اكبر ترير يعني

This is a bigger trap, I mean.

هذا اكبر شي انو

This is the biggest thing that...

احنا قاعدين نحاول لانو عادي

We're trying because it's normal.

قاعدين نحاول الحمدلله

We're trying, thank God.

اوكي

Okay

اوه يا ربي مدش قاعدة اهبد

Oh my God, I'm not in the mood to argue.

بس انو يعني

But what does that mean?

يا ربي

O my Lord.

شوفوا

Look.

امم

Ummah.

اش كنت بقول ايوه

What was I saying? Yeah.

في اشخاص

There are people.

اوكي خلنا ندخل في موضوع العلاقات وكذا

Okay, let's get into the topic of relationships and so on.

احسن

Better.

يعني لانو هذا لو بدخل فيه

It means because if I get involved in this.

بتعمق وبتصير الحلقة

It becomes deeper and the circle is formed.

اطول من حياتي

Longer than my life.

اوكي

Okay.

المهم انو موضوع الصداقات

The important thing is the topic of friendships.

والعلاقات والاشياء

And the relationships and things.

وكذا

And so on.

تخيلوا

Imagine.

حاولت انو يعني

I tried to mean.

يعرفتوا اللي تبون تعرفون اصدقائكم

You know what you want to know about your friends.

او الاشخاص اللي تعرفونهم من المواقف

Or the people you know from the situations.

وكذا

And so.

حرفين

Two letters

تعرفون لما يكون عندكم شخص قريب مرة

You know when you have someone very close to you.

تحسونه هو اللي خلاص

You feel that he is the one who is finished.

لما يصير طيحين في اي موقف

When we become confused in any situation.

من اي شي

From anything.

تكونين فيه

You will be in it.

هو اللي بيجيك

He is the one who comes to you.

هو اللي بساعدك

He is the one who helps you.

هو اللي بي

He is the one who is.

تمام

Perfect.

يعني انتو واثقة لانو هذا الشخص

So you are confident because of this person.

24 ساعة معه

24 hours with him

او او

Oh oh

مولا لازم 24 ساعة

A servant is needed 24 hours.

يعني شخص مهم

It means an important person.

تمام

Okay.

انتو يا بعض مرة مهمين مع بعض

You guys are sometimes really important to each other.

المهم

The important thing.

مثلا صديقك

For example, your friend.

قلت لها

I told her.

مثلا

For example

انتي

You

جيكتي العيد في الاختبار

My Eid gift is in the exam.

خلينا نقول كذا

Let's say this.

المهم

The important thing.

جيتي لها

You came to her.

وقلتي لها

And you told her.

يا اخي انا ما قدرت اركز في الاختبار

My brother, I couldn't focus on the exam.

جاتني مليون فكرة

A million ideas came to me.

وكنت متوترة

I was nervous.

وكنت ابي خلص بسرعة

And I wanted my dad to finish quickly.

وما دري ايش

And I didn't know what.

وقعدت احل بسرعة

"I sat down and solved quickly."

وما دري ايش

And I don't know what.

هي جاست تقول

She just said.

انتي دايم كذا

You are always like this.

انتي دايم تكونين متوترة

You are always tense.

انتي دايم

You are always.

انتي دايم تكونين مشتتة

You are always distracted.

انتي دايم

You are always.

انتي

You

انتي يعني حين

You mean when?

كلمك الحين انت لما تسمع هذا الكلام من صديقتك اللي انت كنت

I'm talking to you now when you hear this from your friend that you used to...

واثقة مية بالمية انها في اي موقف راح يصير لك هي اللي بتكون

I am 100% confident that in any situation that happens to you, she will be the one.

جنبك يعني حتى لو حتى لو يعني ما تواثيك حتى لو تخفف عنك وتقول

It's by your side, meaning even if, even if, it means it doesn't support you, even if it eases your burden and you say.

لك هادي يعني طلع لك حل من تحت الاطل ما ليش يعني عارفين راح انت

This means that a solution has come out for you under the table. I mean, we know you’re going.

راح يقلمك هذا الشي تخيلوا يعني بس شخص انت ومهم يعني لا

This thing will trim you, imagine it means just a person, you, and it's not important, right?

قيمة عندك تمام يقول لك ذا الكلام طيب انا تبني طالحة مرة

The value is good for you, it says this speech. Okay, I will adopt a bad one this time.

يعني تعبانة نفسيا وتعبت هنا اذاكر وانتي جالسة تقولين ذا

It means I'm mentally exhausted and I've been struggling to study here while you're just sitting and saying that.

الكلام طيب وبعدين يجي يجي الشخص اللي ما كنت يتهتمين فيه

The words are nice, and then the person you didn't care about shows up.

واللي بيخليه كأنه هو طرف ثالث اي شيء يجي هو هذا الشخص اللي

"And what makes it seem like he is a third party is anything that comes, he is that person who..."

يواسيك الشخص اللي ما كنت تهتمين فيه الشخص اللي ما كنت

The person you didn't care about comforts you, the person you didn't...

تعطينا اي قيمة

What value does it give us?

كأنه ولا شيء هو اللي يجي يواسيك ويقول لك في محاولة ثانية ما

As if it's nothing, he comes to console you and tells you to try again.

عليه كلمي الاست هذا لا يهمك انا معك ويحاول انه يخفف عنك

"Let me tell you, this doesn't concern you; I'm with you and I'm trying to lighten your burden."

حتى لو انه الموضوع كبير يحاول يخفف عنك هذا بالله يجرح يجرح

Even if the topic is big, he tries to ease your burden; this, by God, hurts deeply.

والله العظيم انه شخص

I swear by Allah, he is a person.

اكرة الناس غسل الله اللي عطيهم قيمة فجأة يصيرون ناس سيئ

I hate people whom God has given value, and suddenly they become bad people.

ولولى الناس اللي و Geez who

And if it weren't for the people who... Geez who...

دايم يطلبون منك انك تكونين معهم دايم يطلبون منك لكن

They always ask you to be with them, they always ask you, but...

ارفتوا لي لما دايم كنينم مع هذا الشخص لحالكقم يقول لك قيمة

They told me why you always seem to be alone with this person, and they say to you what your worth is.

تحسين ان بقيمتك فذي المكان تحسين انه ماضيق comahوجادي تكلم معك

Improving your value in this place improves that it is not a narrow corridor, talk with you.

حتي وازقة قيمتكم جسدكم لا يكون لحال الكومنستاане البعض failure

Even the alleys of your value, your body will not be for the sake of the communists; some failure.

هو يعني يتحدث مهتم مهتم لانك تسمعين بس لما يكون مع اشخاص

He means he's talking because he is interested, interested because you are listening, but only when he is with others.

ثانين ايش يصير كأنك ولا شيء يمكن طاولة كرسي اي شيء انسان

What happens is that you feel like you are nothing, maybe a table, a chair, anything, just a human.

لا عارفين يا كهر والله العظيم عارفين اكرههم يعني اكرههم

I swear to God, we know, I hate them, I mean, I hate them.

بشكل مطبي يعني يعني تخيلوا يعني شخص يعني لما يجي الشخص

In a clinical way, it means, imagine, I mean, a person when the person comes.

اللي اهم مني اللي هو يعني عنده اهم مني خلاص يسحب عليه ويصالف

The one who is more important than me, meaning if he values someone else more than me, then he should just ignore me and talk to them.

مع هذا الشخص مرات اشوف نفسي ولا شيء يعني ما عرف كيف اشرح لكم

With this person, I sometimes see myself as nothing, and I don't know how to explain it to you.

والله العظيم قاعدة احرك يدي في الهوا حس اني قاعدة اشوفكم تخيلوا

I swear to God, I move my hand in the air and feel like I can see you all, can you imagine?

قاعدة كده كأني افاهم ناس او ماي جاد ما

It's like I'm trying to understand people, but I'm really not.

دري المهم انه طولت الحلقة بس اعتقد اني مرة شتكت لكم ما بيقفلوا

I know it's been a long episode, but I think I complained to you a lot about them not closing.

اقفلوا كده بس انو راح اخليها شوي اطول اخليها خمستاش دقيقة احسن

Just close it like that, but I'm going to make it a little longer; I'll make it fifteen minutes, it's better.

المهم انو مدري وشبت صراحة في الحلقة تكلمت وصراحة بنزلها بدون

The important thing is that I don't know what happened, honestly, in the episode I talked, and honestly, I'm going to release it without...

ما سوي ايدت لاني مالي خلق و بنزلها كده واسمعوا الاصوات

I didn't do it because I don't feel like it, and I'll just post it like this for you to hear the sounds.

و

And

اسمعوا كل شي اتس اوكي صرنا نعرف بعض انو عادي يعني حس مالا

Listen, everything is okay. We got to know each other, so it's normal, I mean, feel it.

داعي اسوي ايدت وقبطة على اصوات اللي مالا هداعي

I need to edit and proofread the voices that don't make sense.

شلو مشروبكم المفضل عن القهوة مدري شو السئلة اللي قاعدة اسألها

What is your favorite drink other than coffee? I don't know what questions I'm asking.

لكن مدري ابي اقول لكم كلام بس ما اعرف كيف اربط معه فاض

I don't know, I want to tell you something, but I don't know how to connect it.

شوفوا تراني اعرف اتكلم في الحياة الواقية

Look, I can talk in real life.

لكن بالبودكاست لما يكون كده صدق في موضوع جدي ما انسى كل شي وشوان اتعلم اتكلم وما اعرف شوان اركب جملة المهم انو

But in the podcast, when it's like this, I really focus on a serious topic. I don't forget anything, and I learn how to speak, even though I don't know how to form a sentence. The important thing is that...

تعرفون لما انت تكونين جالسة في مكان ومثلا في دوامك او في المدرسة او اي مكان تكونين تفكرين في فكرة ومثلا تطرحينها على استاذك او مديرك في الشقض

You know when you are sitting in a place, for example at work or school, or anywhere, and you are thinking of an idea and you bring it up to your teacher or your manager in front of everyone?

المهم تكريجات مضبعية المهم انو تطرحين فكرة معينة فجأة انت تفكرين في هذه الفكرة فجأة شوفين هذا الانسان اللي جالس جنبك يقول الفكرة

The important thing is the random coincidences. The important thing is that you suddenly come up with a specific idea, and suddenly you see the person sitting next to you stating that idea.

وانت خايفة تقولين الفكرة تخافين انها تكون غضط تخافين انها تكون او اجابة في المدرس تمام اجابة خايفة انك تقولين دعو بين فيها ثم تقوم صاحبتك و hospital

You’re afraid to say the idea because you’re afraid it might be wrong, you’re afraid it might be an answer to the teacher, you’re worried that you might say something and then your friend goes to the hospital.

داوب عنك. تمام? داوب. الاجابة اللي كنت اتفكرين فيها. تعرفون

I missed you. Okay? I missed you. The answer you were thinking about. You know.

هذا الشعور اللي اه لما قمت يلايتني قايمة يلايتني ما اخذها

This feeling, oh, when I stood up, I wish I hadn't taken it.

تدرجة ما ادري ايش. هذا اسوأ شعور يجيني حرفيا. اوه. ما اعرف

"I don't know what else to say. This is literally the worst feeling for me. Oh. I don't know."

كيف. ما اعرف. اكرهها. اه ما ادري ليه كاد اتكلم كده اليوم.

How. I don't know. I hate it. Oh, I don't know why I almost spoke like that today.

ما اديش سالبها. المهم. بس والله. شكرا. شكرا لانكم موجودين.

I don't care about its negativity. What's important. But really. Thank you. Thank you for being there.

شكرا لانكم تستمعون لي. والله العظيم والله العظيم والله

Thank you for listening to me. I swear by God, I swear by God, I swear.

العظيم اني احبكم لدرجة اني ما صرت اهتم للناس اللي حوالي. يعني

The amazing thing is that I love you all so much that I no longer care about the people around me. I mean.

ما صرت اهتم للناس اللي

I no longer care about the people who...

معي يعني مو اصدقاء. مو اصدقاء يعني مو بست فريند. اصدقاء فريند.

With me means not friends. Not friends means not best friend. Friends of a friend.

يعني انه والله العظيم اني اهتم لكم. حرفيا اهتم اهتم اهتم.

It means that, by God, I truly care about you. I literally care, care, care.

بشكل بشكل فضيح. لدرجة اني. اوه يا رجال. ايش سويتوا فيني. والله

In a very embarrassing way. To the point that I. Oh man. What have you done to me? I swear.

العظيم اني انا ما اقدر يعني احبكم. اوه انتري. ودي اسالف

It's great that I can't love you. Oh, I want to chat.

معكم.

With you.

اربعين ساعة عودي. احس انه لما افتح بودكاست. احب اتكلم اكثر.

Forty hours back. I feel that when I open the podcast, I like to talk more.

احب اني اطلع وش. وش صار وش ما صار.

I love to know what happened and what didn't happen.

ولا تنسون. انتم ونحالكم. مهما صار. مهما حسيتم انكم تبون تتركون

Don't forget. You and your situation. No matter what happens. No matter how much you feel like you want to leave.

هذا العالم. مهما حسيتم انكم تبون. ما تكونون في البيئة اللي انتم فيها.

This world. No matter how much you feel that you want, you are not in the environment you are in.

بيئتكم سيئة. بيئتكم محطبة. بيئتكم اللي هو. تعالوا هنبي. انا راح اسمع لكم. انا

Your environment is bad. Your environment is destructive. Your environment, that is it. Come here, let me tell you. I will listen to you. I...

ارد بالانستا. اتكلم مع الناس. اصالف. عادي. كلنا بشر. تمام?

Reply on Instagram. Talk to people. Chat. It's normal. We're all human. Okay?

وي نوت. تمام? تعالوا نصالف مع بعض.

Yes, sure. Let's chat together.

وذات ست. طولت في الحلقة احس. فشكرا يا دماء على الحسن

And with six. I felt like the episode was prolonged. So thank you, O Dima, for the goodness.

الاستماع. ووصلنا لنهاية الحلقة. اتمنى لكم ايام مليئة بالحب. والامان

Listening. And we have reached the end of the episode. I wish you days filled with love and safety.

والانجاز. وكل شيء انتم تتمنون استمونا في حياتكم.

And the achievement. And everything you wish for continues in your lives.