السوشيال ميديا | سَبَبْ ١
Lena Fakahany | Mai Zahran
سَبَبْ
السوشيال ميديا | سَبَبْ ١
انا حابلة افتحها
I want to open it.
بتشتت بسرعة
It disintegrates quickly.
استني
Wait for me.
انا دخل عشان افتح
I entered to open.
احنا كده بدأنا
We have already started.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
تعالي نجدد باسم نية
Come, let us renew with the name of intention.
ان احنا بنعمل ده لي
We are doing this for you.
اه
Ah.
ان ربنا يتقبل مننا حاجة زي كده
May our Lord accept something like this from us.
اللهم اجعل
O Allah, make...
كل اعمالي خالصة بوجهك الكريم
All my work is dedicated to your noble face.
ولا تجعلها لنفسي
And do not make it for myself.
ولا للشيطان منها بسبيل
"And there is no way for the devil through it."
بتقبلها اللهم تقبلها حسنا
Accept it, O Allah, accept it well.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
اهلا يا جماعة
Hello everyone.
اوكي بصوا يا جماعة
Okay, look guys.
احنا في قطة مبدئيا
We are in a cat initially.
الفكرة
The idea
هنقولكو ايه هي بقى الفكرة
We will tell you what the idea is.
الموضوع ابتدا
The subject has begun.
من واحنا مع بعض في العربية
From when we are together in the car.
وحسينا انو
And we felt that...
احنا بنقول كلام ديب قوي
We are saying very deep words.
وعظيم قوي
And great strong.
ما ينفعش يتقبل عليها عربية
It isn't appropriate to accept a car on it.
وننزل من هنا خلاص ننزل
"And we will get down from here, that's it, we will get down."
فالكلام بيبقى بجد مهم
So, the conversation really becomes important.
ويعني
And it means
احنا كل ما
We every time...
بنبقى بنتعمق في توتك
We get deeply involved in your talk.
يا مي كونتنت
Oh, my content.
كونتنت
Content
ففلوس بقى
So, it's about money then.
ان مي عرفتني على وعي
My mother introduced me to awareness.
بتقى حسن الصديق
Hassan Al-Siddiq remained.
وشريف
And noble.
احنا بادي عامل
We are starting to act.
وانا برضو انبسطت منهم جدا
I also had a great time with them.
ومن زمان بقى من ايام
And it has been a long time since the days.
الصحبة وبيج الصحبة بتاعتهم
The companionship and their companionships.
وانا من زمان عندي
I have had it for a long time.
فكرة انو هو ليه مفيش زي ده
The idea is why there is nothing like this.
بنات
Girls
الموضوع كان واكل دماغي اوي
The topic was really on my mind.
ولما قلت المي في العربية
"When I said the water in Arabic."
انا جدا من زمان عندي الفكرة دي
I have had this idea for a long time.
بتقولي بجد طب يلا
You’re really telling me? Okay, let’s go!
هتزني علي
You will shake me.
هتزني عليكي
"I will shake for you."
فالحمدلله
Praise be to God.
يعني شجعنا بعض
It means we encouraged each other.
شجعنا بعض
We encouraged each other.
وقررنا ان احنا
And we decided that we
نعمل زي بودكاست
We work like a podcast.
ممكن ينزل
It could go down.
على بودكاست وساوند كلاود
On the podcast and SoundCloud.
لسه هنشوف انهي بلاتفورمز
We will still see which platforms.
لسه هم مفروض يكونوا نسبة يعني دلوقتي
They are supposed to be a percentage right now.
من ضمنهم
Among them.
برضو يوتيوب علشان لو حد
Also YouTube in case someone...
بيحب الانتر اكتيفتي فكرة انه
He loves the idea of interactivity.
الواحد يشوف
One sees.
الإكسبرشنز بتاعت
The expressions of
الشخص وكدا
The person and so on.
هدي البلاتفورمز اللي هنبقى بننزل عليها
These are the platforms that we will be uploading our content to.
يعني بس هو في الاول وفي الاخر
It means, after all is said and done.
هو زي بودكاست شبه بتاع واعي
It's like a podcast similar to "Wa'i."
بس ايه بنات
But what about the girls?
احنا فكرنا كتير
We thought a lot.
اصلا في حوار بفكرة انه
There is actually a dialogue with the idea that...
مش عايزينها تكون
We don't want her to be.
يعني
It means.
ادرا واحنا ايه
What do we know?
واخدينها كدا نعملها
We're taking it like this, let's do it.
بس حتة فعلا كوميونتي البنات
But really, the girls' community.
دي اولا احنا مفتقدينه
This is first, we miss him.
لانه
Because
كأنه اتقفل كدا حاجة
It's as if something just closed like that.
ومحدش عارف في
"And no one knows in..."
يروحها ويفتحها
He goes to her and opens it.
مشواشا
Moshawasha.
حتة فعلا كوميونتي البنات دي
It's really a girls' community, this.
مهمة قوي
A strong mission.
لان احنا كبنات
Because we as girls
احنا حقيقي احنا بنفتقر
We are really lacking.
حتة ان حد
Just an individual.
عالسوشيال ميديا بيكلمنا
He talks to us on social media.
بيكلمنا
He is talking to us.
بالمستوى الفكري المطلوب
At the required intellectual level.
اللي اخبطها كلها
The one who messed it all up.
اللي بتبقى موجودة
That which remains available.
وفكرة انه
And the idea is that
تبقي بتفكر ازاي
You keep thinking about how.
وعملها ازاي
And how did she do it?
والآخر الحاجة
and the other is a need
ولكن اصلا اكتر حاجة بسيطة
But originally, it's the simplest thing.
كاسا حاجات بسيطة كتير
There are many simple things.
بيعنيهم حاجة جديدة
They are selling them something new.
فطريقة التكر
The method of repetition.
طريقة نظرتنا لبعض
The way we look at each other.
طريقة نظرتنا للناس
The way we look at people.
وللحياة
And for life
اللي هو
"Which is"
واللخبطة اللي بتبقى جوانا
"And the confusion that exists within us."
اللي احنا مفاكرين كل واحدة
What we are thinking of, each one.
متخبطة لوحدها
Confused by herself.
لا محدش بيتكلم
No, no one is speaking.
محتش بتكلم
I’m not talking.
انا متخبطة او حتى مش بقول ان انا تايهة او حتى مش بقول ان انا
I am confused, or I’m not even saying that I am lost, or I’m not even saying that I am.
محتاجة صعبة
A difficult need.
ايه زم كده شو يعلمك ازاي
What is this, how could it teach you?
طب ليه
So why?
فكرة ان البنات مقتصر ان هما يبقوا على سوشيون ميديا بلوجرز ويفلونسرز
The idea that girls are limited to being social media bloggers and influencers.
الموضوع ده مستفز قوي
This topic is very irritating.
يعني حسسني انه قد ايه ان احنا بجد انا مفيش حد بيتكلم في اللخبطة اللي انا بتكلم فيها
It makes me feel how much we are really lost; there’s no one talking about the confusion I’m in.
يعني انا بشوف حتى البلوجرز انا بجد بتعقد
I mean, I see even the bloggers, I really get frustrated.
يعني جو الانفلونسرز وكده
It means the vibe of influencers and stuff like that.
وعلى فكرة انا في وقت سديم ولما رجعت منه موضوع ان انا بقى انفلونسر ده واكل دماغي
By the way, I was at Sidim, and when I came back, the idea of becoming an influencer has been on my mind.
واكل دماغي قوي
My brain is strong.
وحتى انا مش عارفة بقى on standards
"And even I don't know anymore on standards."
يعني
It means.
يعني فكرة consistency ما كنتش عارفة بالconsistency
It means the idea of consistency; I wasn't aware of consistency.
فكرة انه ايه ده لا انا عايزة هدية بقى كتير
The idea is what is this, no I want a lot of gifts.
انا عايزة البراندات تيجت تعمل معايا sponsorship
I want brands to sponsor me.
وفي الاخر انا بجد انا مش قادرة انزل
In the end, I really can't go down.
حتى لو جتلي حاجة بحس ان انا بعملها كتاسك
Even if something comes to me, I feel like I'm doing it as a task.
افرد مش طبيعي
Extraordinary.
بتحسي اللي هو
You feel that he is...
وبعدين بقى من zoom out قوي
And then it zooms out a lot.
ومفروضا بقى بعملي كده ه Sadhguru
It is supposed to remain like this, Sadhguru.
العيش كده
Living like this
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يعني الواحد حاسس بقيمة الكلام اللي هو بيقوله
It means that a person feels the value of what they are saying.
فيعني ما إحنا ما إلا حاجة
It means we are nothing but a necessity.
بالضبط إحنا ما إلا سبب
Exactly, we have no reason.
بس نفتح أنوار في دماغنا
We just turn on lights in our minds.
زي ما حصل أصلاً أول مرة خالص
Just like it happened the very first time.
لما رينا قلت يلا نعمل بودكاست
When I saw you, I said let's make a podcast.
اللي هو هواهنا كل مرة
Which is what he desires here every time.
بنبقى اللي هو أوف رينا هورت حاجة
We end up, like, off-radar or something.
أوف أوف
Oh, oh.
إحنا عادتنا بيبقى فيك بودكاست
We usually have a podcast.
اللي هو قلت يقف يا مي أنا زي ما فكرتش في كده
What I said is to stop, oh Mai, I didn't think like that at all.
بالضبط قلت بأصلاً أحيان بسيطة جداً
Exactly, I said it in very simple terms.
بس حرفياً معنى وذكر
But literally, it means and mentions.
أيوه بالضبط
Yes, exactly.
كنا بنقول على فكرة يعني السوشيال ميديا وكده
We were talking about the idea of social media and stuff.
إن إحنا كبنات مفتقرين للكوميونيتي
As girls, we are lacking community.
ف
F
يعني الفترة اللي فاتت
It means the past period.
طبعاً يعني معظم الناس أخذت منها
Of course, I mean most people have taken from it.
بقى لي يعني من سبتمبر
It means I have left since September.
سبتمبر
September
أكتوبر
October
نوفمبر
November
ديسمبر
December
يناير
January
فبراير
February
مارس
March
أنا دخلت على ست شهور
I have been in for six months.
وواي أنا سعيدة من الناس الحمد لله
And wow, I am happy with the people, thank God.
بقى لي ست شهور
I have six months left.
قفلت السوشيال ميديا
I closed social media.
مش مسحت إنستجرام وفيسبوك
I haven't deleted Instagram and Facebook.
ما فيسبوك دخل بيني
Facebook didn't intervene between us.
مشكلة في اللعبة
A problem in the game.
مشكلة في الكمبو كله
A problem with the whole combo.
بالضبط بالضبط
Exactly, exactly.
أصلاً حوالي ست شهور ده
It's actually been about six months.
it's something عشان
It's something because.
فيه فيلم ما عرفش الناس عارفة إياه ولا إلا بس بسوشيال
There's a movie, I don't know if people are aware of it or just on social media.
حتة إنه
Even though it
it is addictive
It is addictive.
يعني
It means.
إحنا في حد طبعاً هو الفيلم عمتناً
We have a certain person, of course, he is the movie in general.
بيتكلم ناس كتير
Many people are talking.
كانوا كل واحد فيهم شنال بحيث شكل ما
They were each like a bag in some way.
اللي كان فورمر مش عارف جوجل وإنستجرام وتويتر
The one who was a former doesn't know Google, Instagram, and Twitter.
فيه أصلاً واحد في تويتر كان بيقول إنه إحنا ما كناش متوقعين كل اللي حصل ده
There was actually someone on Twitter saying that we weren't expecting all of this to happen.
وإحنا بنبدأ الفكرة
And as we start the idea.
وفي حد في بداية الفيلم خالص قالوا هويقة
At the beginning of the film, someone said, "What a scene."
يعني الهواقة بالضبط كانت
It means the novelty was exactly...
it's a force for good بس
It's a force for good, that's all.
إحنا كنا
We were
سوزج على the coin
Soozaj on the coin
the other side of the coin حرفياً
the other side of the coin literally
إنه هو في كوين إحنا بصين من هنا
He is in Queen, we are looking from here.
بس إحنا عاملين نفسنا مش عايزين نبص تحت
But we are pretending we don't want to look down.
جماعة تحت
Group under
إنت عارفة يعني والله بجد أنا في الخمس شهور ولا ست شهور دول أنا توصلت لي
You know what, honestly, in these five or six months, I've reached a point.
هي تحطت في مكانها يعني social media هي تحطت في مكانها
She has found her place, I mean social media, she has found her place.
it's just a tool
إنه مجرد أداة
هي هي هي tool
It is a tool.
هي tool بس
It's just a tool.
وعلى فكرة يعني تعالي نتكلم طيب على good side بتاعها
By the way, let's talk about the good side of it.
يعني هاي social media بتعامل معنا إيه
What does this social media deal with us?
هي بتخليني مثلاً إن أنا أتواصل مع ناس معرفهاش أو صحابي اللي بعيد عني
It makes me, for example, connect with people I don't know or my friends who are far from me.
إحنا أصلاً على social media الوقتي أصلاً ده حوار تاني
We are actually on social media right now, and this is a whole different conversation.
أما بالضبط أيوة صح
Well, exactly yes, that's right.
يعني ودي حتى في podcast بتاع واعي حركة social media كانوا قايلوا له أصلاً
I mean, I wish even in the podcast of Wa'i, they had told him originally about the social media movement.
هي لها معاني أكبر مثلا حدث انه جمعت ناس ما كانتش طاقة مثلا قائمة
It has bigger meanings; for example, it happened that she gathered people who were not able to, for instance, have a list.
بس طبعا دي كيسز ومظلوم اشتريها في مواطن
But of course, these are cases and they are wrong to buy them in their locality.
لا والله لا استنجو ده مانعانتي صحابة مهاجرين ولا مسافرين ولا بتاع
No, by God, I will not seek help; this does not prevent my companions who are immigrants or travelers or anything else.
بس دي معاني عائلات كمان
But these are also the meanings of families.
بصراحة مثلا يعني انا عائلية قصرا بره بس مش قصرا معا
Honestly, for example, I am family-oriented outside but not family-oriented inside.
ايه ايه
Yeah, yeah.
فديس اس دا جود سايد بس المشكلة انه
"Fadis is the good side, but the problem is that..."
اقرا سكرا السلوك بتاع نوكيا
Read the behavior document of Nokia.
لا
No
connecting people
connecting people
فين دا دلوقتي
Where is he now?
المشكلة انه انا مستق في حتة انه طب ماشي معانا يليها جود سايد
The problem is that I am stuck in a place where it’s okay with us, followed by a good side.
بس لما تيجي تقارنيها باللي بقى يحصل
But when you compare it to what will happen.
واللي بلي احنا عايشين فيه
"And the one we are living in."
والميكس بقى الاكسبكتيشنز على كل حاجة كل حاجة كل حاجة
And the mix became the expectations for everything, everything, everything.
بتحسين انه هو فيه choice مفروض يحصل
I feel that there is a choice that should be made.
بس ماس الوقت
But time is precious.
انا مش عارف
I don't know.
هروح فين
Where am I going?
مسلوبة الاراضة
Deprived of will.
اللي هو اتهاز الاراضة يعني من اول قصة فكرة انها ستبدأ شغل فوقها
Which means seizing the opportunity, that is, from the very start, the idea that she will begin to work on it.
والاساس هو سانسوشيني
And the foundation is San Sushini.
طب انا مش عايزة
Well, I don't want to.
انا بجد مش عايزة
I really don't want to.
انا مش عارفة ايه
I don't know what it is.
طب هوصل الناس ازاي
How will I reach the people?
طب هقولك طيب هقولك
Okay, I will tell you.
هي بروسيس طويلة ع بال ما اما وصلت فعلا ان انا
It is a long process until I actually arrive at that point.
الاقي alternative يسليني يعني
I can find an alternative that entertains me.
انا برضو مش هدفت حكي على نفسي انا منقول ان لازم نبقى نستخدم السوشيال ميديا زي المكتبة
I also didn't mean to talk about myself; I meant that we have to use social media like a library.
لا خالص يعني عادي انا باعترف ان انا عادي انا بروح علشان تسليني
No, it just means that it's normal. I admit that I’m normal; I go just to entertain myself.
ده جزء من احتياجاتي الطبيعية يعني ربنا خلق عندنا شعور بتاع البوردم يعني الواحد يوزه ان
This is part of my natural needs, meaning God created in us a feeling of boredom, that one should be occupied with.
it's one of the tools tools ان هي تخليني ان انا اتسلم
It's one of the tools that makes me submit.
بس بقى ان انا ابقى
But I just want to be.
مدخلاتك ايه بالتسلية دي
What are your inputs on this entertainment?
بالضبط بالضبط بالضبط
Exactly, exactly, exactly.
مع مع
With me.
انا ضدك في حتة انه تسلية بسوشيال ميديا عشان يعني هو مش عارفة اشرحها بس
I disagree with you on the point that it's just entertainment on social media because, I mean, I don't know how to explain it, but...
بحنا منحنا وده اشوف ايه
We gave, and I want to see what it is.
مدخل واحد
Single entrance
حتى لو قلنا مثلا ادعية و ازكار وتجاو ده مثلا يعني لو ده مش تسلية مثلا
Even if we say, for example, prayers and remembrances, and it goes beyond that, for instance, if this is not merely entertainment.
هو انت مش معنى ان انتي اريتها معنى ان انتي خلاص كده تمام واقفش ايه
Just because you showed her doesn't mean that you're done or that it's all okay now.
وكده خلاص وكده انا ايه
That's it, and what about me?
وكده الهو انا اضب
I am not sure about that.
كان حتى عبد الرحمن ذاكر عامر السلسلة اسمها عامر الواحد بتاع سوشيال ميديا
Even Abdur Rahman was remembering Amer, whose series is called Amer Al-Wahid, the one related to social media.
إذن يا عوالي
So, oh Alawi.
زي بودكاست
Like a podcast
فهو كان يقول
He used to say.
حتى أنا كتبها هل أنا مؤثر
Did I write it too? Am I influential?
تأثير حقيقي لما كتبت البوست
A real impact from what I wrote in the post.
طب أنا أثرت على نفسي
Well, I affected myself.
أنا عملت قيمة على نفسي
I set a value on myself.
يعني اللي هو أنا عندي مشاكل
It means I have problems.
قد كده
This much.
آه ما حدش بقى حيث البروفكشنزم
Ah, no one is concerned with professionalism anymore.
واللي هو أنا رزمة أجامل
And what I am is a package of flattery.
قوي عشان كده
Strong because of that.
إحنا أصلاً أول حاجة كنا متشاركين فيها
We were originally involved in something together first.
بحوار البودكاست ده اللي هو إحنا ولا علماء
In this podcast dialogue, are we or are we not scientists?
ولا شيوخ ولا أصطحناء
No sheikhs and no authenticity.
والله فاللي هو
By God, what it is.
دي ما نهاش داعو بدي
This has no reason to be my desire.
بس لو عايز تأثر
But if you want to make an impact.
إنت
You
أهم لما أنت تبقى تمام
It's important for you to be fine.
هتعرف
You will know.
تشرح ده من غير ما تحاول
You explain this without trying.
فهي دي حتة
This is a piece.
متعلقة بين تسلية
Related to entertainment.
طب إيه التسلية
So what's the entertainment?
إيه اللي بيتخلي
What makes it happen?
آه إحنا محتاجين نشرح
Ah, we need to explain.
حوار انتوكس باشنو واحد
A dialogue about what one wants.
بس هي واضحة
But it is clear.
أي حاجة في الحياة
Anything in life.
أي أكشن أنا بعمله
What action am I doing?
بيبقى بسبب إن كان فيه
It remains because there was.
في عمل بشكل صح
Work properly.
أو بشكل خاطئ
Or incorrectly.
حصل الأوتوت اللي هو الأكشن بتاعي
I got the auto, which is my action.
أو الأتاتيوت بتاعتي
Or my attitude.
المظرة بتاعتي الكلمة بتاعتي
"My umbrella, my word."
ففعلاً
So indeed.
السوشيال ميديا يعني
Social media means
يعني الإمبوتس اللي فيها مش
It means the imports that are not in it.
وبعدين التدرج
And then the progression.
التدرج بتاع كان فيسبوك الأول
The gradient of Facebook's first version.
وبعدين
And then.
لا مش كفاية الكتابة
No, writing is not enough.
يلا صور
Let's take pictures.
يلا نموذج حياة سريعة
Come on, a fast lifestyle model.
عامل زي الفاستفود بالضبط
Works just like fast food.
فكرة إنه هو إتسا كونست عمداً
The idea is that it was intentionally a coincidence.
فعلاً اللي هو إيه
Indeed, what is it?
الناس ما بقاش عندها صابر إنها تفتح
People no longer have the patience to open up.
حاجة نص ساعة
Half an hour needed.
تركز فيها مثلاً زي
It focuses on, for example, like.
إحنا نتفرج على فيلم 90 دقيقة
We are watching a 90-minute movie.
أوكي
Okay
تفتقري كده مثلاً
You might think of it this way, for example.
صورة رقعتين مثلاً
An image of two patches, for example.
بقى أصغر صور
The smallest images remained.
أنا بفكر اللي هو اللي أنا هماليه آخر اليوم
I'm thinking about what I will do at the end of the day.
أنا هاكل اللي بعد ما خلص
I will eat after I'm done.
تركز 3 دقيقة
Focus for 3 minutes.
وصوت 90 دقيقة
And a 90-minute voice
أنا مرتفزة
I am nervous.
أنا حدد على أنكم مش معمول شوية
I am starting to think that you are not doing much.
ما سامية
What is Samia?
فهو دي التسلية
It is for entertainment.
لأ
No.
يعني في هنا بقى مغلطة
It means there is a mistake here.
في الـ
In the
بس
Just.
أجريت جداً أنت لما صورتها
You look very beautiful when you took the picture.
بفكرة الفاستفود
With the idea of fast food.
ترعبت شوية
I was a bit scared.
يعني هو كنسة دارج في السوق
It means he is a common broom in the market.
بتضحك بيها علينا
You're laughing at us with it.
بس إحنا مش فعايين ليه خالص
But we are not interested in it at all.
طيب ماشي
Okay, fine.
أوكي
Okay.
كان يعني في فترة الـ
It meant during the period of the...
الـ 6 شهور دي
These 6 months.
والله قعدت أفكر يعني
By God, I sat and thought, I mean...
هو وأنا
He and I
وأنا ماسكة الموبايل وبقلب عشان
And I'm holding the phone and looking around.
هفتح الـ Instagram
I will open Instagram.
أو هفتح الـ Facebook
Or I will open Facebook.
بحس طب هنا إيه الموتيف
I feel that there is a motive here.
وأنا دخلة
"I am entering."
إن أنا سلة
I am a basket.
ولنا مثلاً أنا
And for us, for example, me.
يعني دي بتحصل مثلاً كتير
That happens a lot, for example.
الواحد بيبقى مثلاً متوتر
One might feel, for example, anxious.
فبتبقى بالنزول الـ
So it remains at the descent of the...
فالله هو خالص أنا مثلاً
For God is pure, I am, for example.
قعدة في الـ
Sitting in the الـ
عند الدكتور وأنا قعدة مع ناس معرفهاش
"I'm at the doctor's, sitting with people I don't know."
فالواحد بيبقى فعلاً متوتر
So one really becomes tense.
يوم فتح الـ
The day of the conquest.
أو مثلاً أنا بجد
Or for example, I am serious.
متدائقة النهاردة
I am feeling down today.
النهاردة هقعد في السرير
Today I will stay in bed.
هكل نوتلا
Nutella spoon
دستراكشن
Distraction
ما بقيتش دستراكشن
I no longer have distractions.
أنت عارفة في حتة التول دي
Do you know about this whole thing?
برضو في الفيلم ده
Also in this movie.
تكلموا على فيه فرق كبير
They talked about it; there is a big difference.
قوي بين التول
Strong among the weeds.
وبين يعني مثلاً
And it means, for example.
لما العجلة طلعت قالوا المثال ده
When the car came out, they said this example.
هل عمر حد
Does life have limits?
قال يا جماعة العجلة دي
He said, "Oh, people, this wheel..."
هتضيع لنا وقتنا
You will waste our time.
ومش هسفدنا في أي حاجة
And it won't benefit us in anything.
نحنا ننسوق
We are shopping.
عشان فيه فرق كبير
Because there is a big difference.
ومفيدة للصحة
And beneficial for health.
وقلنا إن هي بتفصل ناس عن بعض
And we said that it separates people from each other.
والجو ده
And this atmosphere.
فحتة التول
The piece of tulle.
لا فيه تولز
No, there are no tools.
ممكن
Possible.
غير دي
Not this.
وقعدين قالوا حاجة حوار
"Then they said something about a dialogue."
أنا برضو
Me too.
سوقفت كده
I stopped like that.
مفيش غير
There is nothing else.
تولز بيستعملوا كلمة
Tools use the word.
يوزر على المستعمل
User on the used.
الليجل دروكس
Legal Drugs
احنا يوزر
We are users.
الروك يوزر
The rock user.
فبرضو
Likewise.
احنا
We
بصي
Look!
قول جين مش هتروح من مخي
Say, "Jean, you won't leave my mind."
لوحد بيتحك من الهم
Someone laughs to hide their sorrow.
بصا
Look.
if you're not paying for the product
If you're not paying for the product.
then you are the product
ثم أنت المنتج
of
of
oh it makes sense
أوه، هذا منطقي.
يبدو بشكل مفهوم
It seems understandable.
مع الفكرة هم بيبيعوا داتا
They are selling data with the idea.
بيبيعوا ايه؟ بيبيعوا ليك شوية حاجات؟
What are they selling? Are they selling you some things?
ده بيكانوا في الفقه العاقبة
They were in the jurisprudence of the consequence.
مش عارفة الفن
I don't know art.
اه ماما تعالي شاركينا
Oh mom, come join us.
اوه اكل خلص
Oh, the food is finished.
لا اكل خلص
There is no food left.
اكل خلص
The food is finished.
عامة ممكن نتمنى منها حتة اللي هو ان احنا برضو احنا كلامنا نفسنا قبل اي حق
Generally, we can hope for something, which is that we also talk about ourselves before any rights.
وان احنا مش بنشاكح
And we are not joking.
طب انا لو حطتها
Well, if I put it.
سايد انا عامل ايه؟
Saad, how are you doing?
برضو فكرة ان انتي
Also the idea that you
all or nothing mindset
All or nothing mindset
برضو مش تمام
Still not okay.
انتي ما جاتش معاكي في يوم وليلة
You didn't come with me overnight.
انتي في 6 شهور دول
You are in these 6 months.
كم مرة تريجر
How many times trigger?
انا ايش
What am I?
لاخر شهر انا نزلت انستجرام
I haven't posted on Instagram for the last month.
و يعني
And it means.
بفوت عليه كده كل شوية
"I drop by like this every little while."
بس يعني
But I mean.
تبقي خايفة قوي وانتي فايتها
You stay very scared while you are going through it.
نصيبتي
My share.
بتبقي خايفة انو انتي عارفة ان هو رجلك بتجي في حوار
You might be scared that you know he comes into a conversation with you.
اصلا هو من اول
He was from the very beginning.
الوان
Colors
البوست الصخمة بيقروكي بيها اللي بتلايكت
The massive post reads to you what you've liked.
ده متتلفة دي
This is a mixture.
بعيدا عن اللي اصلا دي لها اسم
Away from what actually has a name.
ما رضي انا بس
I am just not satisfied.
قد ايه ساكنز بتوقفي على الصورة
How long do you stand in front of the picture?
بيتراكت عشان
I don't understand why.
يديكي اكتر وانا اوراقة
"Your hands are more than I can handle."
ويوم ايه حاطتلك قد في النص فلوس
"What day did I put money for you right in the middle?"
انتي بتبقي خايفة
You are afraid.
تنجرفي ورا حوار ده
You get swept away by this conversation.
لان انتي عارفتي basic thing ان هي it's addictive
Because you know the basic thing is that it's addictive.
قلق اين كان بقى ساينز بان
Worry where it remained, science has been.
انا عايزة اتفرج عليه تاني
I want to watch it again.
بس انا اتفرجت عليه عالنص
But I only watched it halfway.
بسم الله بحيث شوف اكمل
In the name of Allah, so look, complete it.
عايزة اتفرج عليه تاني
I want to watch it again.
طب ممكن
So, is it possible?
ممكن نتكلم
Can we talk?
ممكن
Possible.
ممكن نتكلم
Can we talk?
بلونتلي قوي على موضوع الانفلونسرز
I am strongly against the topic of influencers.
تفضل
Please go ahead.
نتكلم
Let's talk.
ما ترمني الشرطة
What does the police throw me?
طب دوسي وراها
So step on it.
يعني
It means.
انا بجد
I am serious.
انا كالينة انا بتعقد منهم
I am Kalina, I am complicated by them.
وانا كالينة باعترف ان انا
And I, Kalina, admit that I...
كالنفسي
Like the psychological.
ابقى زيهم
Stay like them.
وجوه
Faces
ابقى البس احسن البلانس
Stay wearing the best balance.
وبيجيلي هدايا ومن غير مدفع فلوس
"And gifts come to me without spending money."
و
And
انبوكسنج
Unboxing
وبصوا يا جماعة بيتي شكله عامل ازاي
Look, everyone, this is what my house looks like.
و
And
وعملت
And I worked.
baby shower cake
baby shower cake
من فين
Where are you from?
وسافرة الامر
And the matter is clear.
ممكن نسمي دا ايه
What can we call this?
social approving
القبول الاجتماعي
او ان الباحث يبقى بيضاور على validation
Or the researcher continues to focus on validation.
هذي اللي اصدق عليها
This is the one I believe in.
مثلا
For example
ليها باعث كتير قوي بس
It has a very strong motive, but...
انتي ليه عم عايزة كل ده
Why are you wanting all this?
حقيقي مش عارفة
Honestly, I don't know.
انا مش عايزة خايفة
I don't want it, I'm scared.
هي دي فكرة
This is an idea.
احنا
We
بمجرد فكرة
Just an idea.
احنا فوق
We are above.
احنا في تحت
We are downstairs.
انتي تاخدين معلومة كده
You're taking information like that.
او انا نفسي في كذا
Oh, I myself feel like that too.
طب انتي ليه نفسك في لبسك تجيل
Why do you want to be in your clothes?
ليه نفسك في جوة انبوكسي
Why do you want to be inside the inbox?
عشان
For the sake of
ما هو انتي دا
What is this?
عفوا انتي دا لو بتعمل ليه بينك وبين نفسك
Sorry, are you doing this to yourself?
مش هيبقى عند نفس البلاجر
It won't be the same blogger.
وهو ده من الناس
This is one of the people.
هي دي الفكرة
This is the idea.
احنا بقينا
We have become.
صوت حنين
The sound of longing.
انا اقول لكم
I am telling you.
اقول لك انا اقول لك
I tell you, I say to you.
اللي هو
Which is
خلاص مشروع
Project finished.
خلاص
Enough.
عفوا
Excuse me.
الامام
The Imam
حسن البصري كان
Al-Hasan al-Basri was.
امام عمر سليمان
Imam Omar Suleiman
في الفيديو دي
In this video.
قال ان الامام حسن البصري رحمه الله
He said that Imam Hasan al-Basri, may Allah have mercy on him.
قال مقولة كده
He said something like that.
من علامات اعراض الله تعالى
Among the signs of God's blessings.
عن العبد
About the servant.
ان يشغله في مراعنه
To keep him occupied in his pastures.
فانتي
Fanti
دا هيا يعنيك في ايه
What does this mean to you?
الحتة الجد اللي بتستفزني انو
The part that annoys me is that...
احنا بقى عند
We are now at
التربة عندنا بسبب السوشيال ميديا
The situation with us is due to social media.
حتة الفضول
The piece of curiosity.
اللي بحق مكتسب
What is rightfully earned.
انو احنا بقينا
We've become.
بنشوف الانفلوانسرز والبلاجرز
We see influencers and bloggers.
انه هما كل تفاصيله
It is all its details.
في حياتهم بيورواها لنا
In their lives, they show it to us.
فأنا بقيت غضبا عني لما بيجيلي مثلا صورة انفلوانسر بعمل زوم وراها
I remain angry when I receive, for example, a photo of an influencer and I zoom in on it.
لأ أنا عايز أعرف الكوفي اللي هي بتشربه في الترابيزا اللي وراها كان شكله عامل إزاي
I want to know what the coffee she is drinking at the table behind her looks like.
ولا إدا مين الحلوة اللي واقفة ورا دي
"And who's the pretty girl standing behind her?"
ولا لبس صاحبتها اللي وراها دي جايبها تجيبها من في
"And her companion who is behind her is bringing her from where?"
يعني عارفة اللي هو وبقى حقه مكتسب
It means, "You know what it is, and it has become his entitlement."
ولهو الناس تقلت
And the people became heavy.
مش عايزة
I don't want it.
ده كان صح لما قالي إن ده حرفيا بيربي أمراض قلوب
That was true when he told me that this literally breeds heart diseases.
أصلا إن إحنا نبضل مهتمين بالحاجات دي
Actually, we remain interested in these things.
ده فيش هوائب كده
There are no such worries here.
بتاعي أنا بجد أنا عملت أنفلو كل الإنفلوانسر
"This is mine, I really followed all the influencers."
حتى الناس اللي أنا أعرفهم واجه اللواج
Even the people I know have faced it.
ومش عايزة خلاص
"And I don't want it anymore."
أم
Mother
مش عايزة أخوض في
I don't want to get into.
ومش عايزة أخوض مع الخائدين
"I don’t want to engage with those who are misleading."
بجد
Seriously.
وكن أنا أخوض مع الخائدين دي دي بالنسبة لي مرعبة
And I am entering with the leaders; this is terrifying for me.
ففعلا الواحد
So indeed, one...
لا أنا
No, I.
وبعدين أنا اللايك اللي أنا بديه
Then the like that I want.
والشير اللي أنا بديه
"And the thing I want."
وأنا ما ليش كلمة فيه
I have no say in it.
يعني
It means
أيوا إنت عارض كل كلب
Yeah, you're flaunting every dog.
كل حاجة كل صورة كل حرفيا يعني
Everything, every picture, every literally يعني.
يعني مثلا
For example, it means.
لايكلينج صورة فيها حاجة مش تمام
Lack of a picture that doesn't seem right.
أهم كان
The most important was.
في جملة اتأدت لي إنه
In a sentence, it was conveyed to me that...
ده
This
هيتفلم معايا يوم القيامة
He will call me on the Day of Judgment.
الهيستري مش رمزوح
The history is not a symbol.
يعني ربنا كده يتفرجي
It means our Lord shows off like that.
إحنا عارفة تلي الهيستري اللي بنعملها دي
We know what this history we are making is.
مش حاسة ما هناك كده
"I don't feel like there is anything like that."
ما فيش بقى حاجة كده
There’s nothing like that anymore.
والهو فعلا إنت هتتفرجي ها
And really, you will watch it, right?
هتروح بدا فين
Where are you going soon?
يعني هتروح بقى
So you're going to leave then?
إن شاء الله يعني
God willing, it means.
وبعدين يعني
And then what does that mean?
فكرة إن أنا
The idea that I...
يعني أنا مرة ابن أختي
I mean, I'm really my sister's son.
شفته قاعد جنبي
I saw him sitting next to me.
ما يزكي الإنستجرام
What does Instagram promote?
بجد هو مش باصص على الإنستجرام
Seriously, he's not looking at Instagram.
هو باصص على التليفزيون
He is looking at the television.
وبيعمل سكرون لايك
And he does a "screwn like."
وبعدين بشوفه بيعمل لايك لإيه
And then I see what he is liking.
لا هو حاجات ما ينفش تعملها لايك
No, there are things that you shouldn't like.
أو يعني
Or means
إنت بتعمل لايك على إيه
What are you liking?
وده صغير
This is small.
إنت بتعمل لايك على إيه
What are you liking?
وبعدين هو أنا اللايك ده بيديني
And then does this like give me?
آه أوف
Ah, ouch.
يعني أوكي ماشي
I mean, okay, fine.
يعني
It means.
I can validate
I can validate.
فكرة إن أنا
The idea that I am
لما أبوست فيديو عن نفسي
Why didn't I post a video of myself?
لما أبقى بحط صورة عن نفسي
Why do I always put a picture of myself?
عن الكوفي
About the Kufi.
عن الكتاب اللي أنا بقرأه
About the book I am reading.
واتسو أفر
Watso Afr
ده بيديني validation
This gives me validation.
بس إن أنا أعمل لايك لحد
But I just like someone.
ده بيديني validation
This gives me validation.
هي وصلت للدرجة دي
She has reached this level.
يعني بعيدا عن أصلا اللي هو validation لأولاني
It means, away from the fact that it is the initial validation.
هو مش تمام
He is not okay.
ما ورا حاجة
Nothing beyond necessity.
ما فيش حاجة
There's nothing.
بس
Just.
ده بقى
This is it.
أنا مش حاسة أنه بيبدي validation
I don't feel like he's giving validation.
بتبدي validation
You start the validation.
هو بتبدي
He is starting.
عارفة especially لما بيجي
I know, especially when he comes.
بيجاله مثلا 300 ألف حد عامل لايك
For example, there are about 300,000 people who liked it.
هو أنا ما عملش لايك ليه
Why didn't he like it?
ما دوس لايك
What did you like?
أنا مش عارفة أنا عمري
I don't know how old I am.
طب ما فكرت فيها عام مطلع كده
Well, have you thought about it in the early year like that?
مش حاسةها بالنسبة لي validation
"I'm not feeling it for me as validation."
اه
Oh.
طب هو فعلا ما احنا بنعمل لايك ليه
So why are we really liking it?
اه
Oh
حاسةها جوا قوي
I feel it strongly inside.
بصي أنا برضو أنا جاتلي فترة قفلت
Look, I also had a period when I shut down.
و كنت مبسوطة جدا
And I was very happy.
و I replaced صراحة
And I replaced honestly
أنا شايفة أن أنا
I see that I am
فعلا حتة التسلية دي
Indeed, this bit of entertainment.
راحت
She left.
أنا مش متسلمة بيها
I am not satisfied with it.
أنا بقى إيه
What am I then?
هي لهاية إلكترونية
It is an electronic pacifier.
بتضعف قدرتي
You weaken my ability.
على أن أنا أتعامل مع حاجات كثير
I deal with many things.
و دي لما بعد شوية self-awareness
And this is after a little self-awareness.
بتفهمي الحوار ده
Do you understand this conversation?
هي لهاية
It is a pacifier.
مش تسلية
Not entertainment.
في فرق كبير
There is a big difference.
فلما أقفلت فترة
So when the period ended
و بعدين
And then?
قعدت أنا أفتح
I sat down to open.
كده
Like this.
بدأت أنجرفه
I started to drift him away.
بدأت أحس أنه هو
I started to feel that it is him.
الحلقة دي إحنا في وقتها
This episode is right on time.
عشان فقالتي عشان شوية
Because you said just a little.
ما رخصت تعملتين
What did you permit yourself to do?
فكرني ده
Remind me of this.
ماذا بدأت أن اسيبه
What did I start to leave?
ثم أتركه ثلاث شهور
Then leave it for three months.
أنا تمام جداً
I am very good.
بقيت حاسة أني عندي طاقة أني أتفرج على علم حرفي
I still have a feeling that I have the energy to watch a literal science.
اللي هو لو أنا هتعلم
Which means if I will learn.
أنا هفتح مادة ساعة نصف ساعة
I will open the subject for half an hour.
رابع ساعة خمس دقايق
Quarter after five minutes.
إن شاء الله أنا بسمع واعي في العربية عطول
God willing, I always listen and understand Arabic.
أو ساعد مثلاً نقعد وأكتب وراهم وكدا
Or help, for example, we sit and write behind them and stuff.
وعبد الرحمن دايماً شاف إيه
"And Abdurrahman always saw what?"
فأنا بقى بقى بقى
So I will remain, remain, remain.
وكل ما بقي بقى
And everything that remained, remained.
إنت لها إرادي تحلي كدا
"You have the will to make it like this."
بعدين فجأة لو بقى كذا مرة
Then suddenly, if it happened several times.
إنت لو أنا ليه بقى من كدا
If you're me, then why am I like this?
طب أنا ما عايزش بس حتحلي وصف ولا
Well, I don't want to, but will you explain it or not?
طب ما حد لو أنا بقى
So what if it's me then?
إنت دلوقتي إنت كنت بتعملي حاجة
You are now doing something.
عارفة إن لو أنا رايح أبص في التلاجة في إيه من خمس دقايق
I know that if I go to check what's in the fridge in five minutes.
هو بالضبط كدا
He is exactly like that.
الفكرة بقى إن إنت التلاجة ما بيبقىش فيها حاجة جديدة
The idea is that the fridge doesn’t have anything new in it.
ده ما بيبقى فيها حاجات جديدة
There aren't usually new things in it.
وكل ريفلش وراه حاجة
And every refresh has something behind it.
وأصلاً دي برضو تكلموا عليها في الفيلم
And actually, they also talked about it in the movie.
الفومو اللي هي fear of missing out
FOMO, which stands for "fear of missing out."
ودي حاجة
I wish it was something.
التاني حاجة اللي هو أصلاً
The second thing, which is actually...
مش عارفة أقرب عن إيه إيه
I don't know what to get closer to.
بس تكلموا علي حاجة دي اللي هو إيه
Just talk about that thing, what is it?
إنت مش موقف
You're not parked.
fast track مش طبيعي
Fast track is unreal.
وإحنا بقى فجأة بتحس إن هو
And suddenly we feel like he is...
أنا ما أعملي في حاجة
I don't have anything to do.
أنا مهم
I am important.
أنا بقى أبسط حاجة ممكن بتعمليها
I will do the simplest thing you can do.
بتحس إن it's nothing
You feel like it's nothing.
اللي إنت شايفاه
What you see.
بتعمل مع إنه برد وكل ده
You’re working despite the cold and all of that.
اللي يسمى
The one who is called
سورة
Chapter
سورة وراها
Surah and then it follows.
أنا فرهطة
I am Farhata.
أنا فرهطة فعلاً
I am really happy.
أيها وراك عمين
O you, where are you going?
أيها what's next from it
What’s next from it?
إلا يعني في كامل كتير قوي صراحة يعني
It means a lot in general, honestly.
يعني في أيها في سورة
It means in which chapter.
سورة إيه
Which chapter?
سورة طه
Surah Taha
اللي هي
which is
my favorite song
my favorite song
أنت من غادرها
You are the one who left it.
مع برد سورة
With the coldness of the surah.
رجال
Men
الله
God
أنا ما يفكريNEY صورة دولتي صورة السجدة
I am not thinking of a picture of my country, but rather a picture of prostration.
مش عارفة ليه
I don't know why.
للاعين
For the eyes.
عارفة
I know.
في حاجة الكتابة تعلمين
In need of writing, you know.
وقبلها كان صورة القيامة
And before it was the image of the Day of Resurrection.
إلا هم بتغيروا
Except they change.
أو هم بتغيروا
Or they are changing.
أنا مش عارفة
I don't know.
صمت عم مقتش
Silence prevails.
كم حقيقية
How real.
بس رقم لي
Just give me a number.
فَأَسور الطهى كان بيقولوا لا تمُدَّنَّ عِينايكَ
So the chef's ring was saying do not extend your eyes.
إلى مامتَّعنَا بِهِ أَسرِيَسُمُهِمْ
To what we have been granted in our abundance.
فلى هوا تخيق يعني
What does "fally hawa takheek" mean?
نغض بصرنا. يعني غض البصر ده مش مش مش للرجالة يعني مش للرجالة
We lower our gaze. This means that lowering the gaze is not for men, I mean, it's not for men.
بس. يعني ومش بنتكلم على ان غض البصر عن عورات الناس. ولكن غض
That's it. I mean, we're not talking about lowering one's gaze from people's nakedness. But lowering...
البصر في حاجة تدور قلبي. ففعلا يعني ان الراحد يبص يشوف الشمطة
The sight needs to turn my heart. It really means that the one who looks sees the situation.
دي برند ايه ولا يشوف ولا لا لا لا ده انا ممكن اعمل على الاسم
Is this a brand or not? No, no, I could work with the name.
الانفلوانسر دي وعلشان افتح بستوري بتاعتها علشان كانت بتحضر
The influencer was there, and I wanted to open her story because she was attending.
فرح حد تاني كان نفسي اشوف ليه ليه ليه وجعت دماغ ده وبعدين انت
I was so happy for someone else, I wanted to see him, why, why, why did this upset me, and then you...
كانفلوانسر بقى بتانفلوانسر ايه يعني كلمة انفلوانسر والله كلمة
"Being a 'influencer' has become a thing. What does the word 'influencer' even mean? Honestly, it's just a word."
قيمة. اه. بس جبنا بيها الارض. عارفة حوار البنانس بقى عمل لي
Value. Ah. But we got the land with it. Do you know what the Kharijite dialogue did to me?
اصلا في دماغي انا بقى اي مثلا لبس عندي اي حاجة انا بقيت مش
I don't really have anything in my mind anymore, like any outfit or anything, I just feel empty.
عايزة
I want.
الاسم يبقى مكتوب موجود يعني اللي هو العمالة اللي هو وبقيت
The name remains written as present, meaning it is the workforce that is left.
احاول لو اجيب حاجة انا افكر انا عايزة اجيبها ليه انا ليه عايزة
I'm trying to find something; I'm thinking about why I want to get it and why I want it.
اربس شنطة من حياتي ممكن اقربها من حياتي التانية. اه. اللي هو طيب
I want to take a bag from my life and bring it closer to my other life. Yes, that's good.
لو انا عارفة فيه ناس بنتاخدها من حياتي اللي هو ايه? انا لنفسي
If I knew there are people being taken from my life, what is it? It's for myself.
وانا تمام ما عنديش مشكلة اه.
I'm fine, I have no problem, yes.
بس. انا انا لو اكتب اقول كده كانت تبقى راح حاجات حتى لو حاجة
That's it. If I were to write and say that, it would have been like losing things, even if it was just something.
صغيرة لما تبدي مجال الحاجة الصغيرة دي تحدي. ام. تفضل. بحر.
When the small one starts, the little need becomes a challenge. Um. Go ahead. Sea.
تفضل. اللي هو اللي تقوليه تفضل. اه. و بصي كده كده هتفضل وهتفضل وهتفضل
Go ahead. Whatever you say, go ahead. Yes. And look, you will stay and you will stay and you will stay.
وهتفضلي نمسح وننزل ونروح ونيجي. بس اه هو
And you'll keep erasing, downloading, going, and coming. But yes, he is.
فاليو.
Value.
عليك مستفتح علي. انا ما تقضيت قوي لما انت قلتيني حتة انه احنا
You need to open up to me. I didn't really understand when you told me that we...
بنكلم مين? انا انا ببقى خايفة انه انا تعالي لم كنتش عارفة
Who are we talking to? I get scared that I come when I didn't know.
تكلمي اصلا. وما بين شيء في مخي ولا كنت افهمه واللي هو انت
Talk to me, actually. There wasn't anything in my mind that I didn't understand, and that is you.
بتقولي ايه ما. ايه ايه. ده ده ايه ده انا ببقى ده.
What are you saying? What? What? What is this? I am this.
ده.
This.
ام.
Mom.
فالهو انا خايف انا بردو ان مثلا حابس يستطيع الكلام بس ايه احنا بنكتهد انه نجيب كل العقد المنخبطة اللي هي اللي احنا فاهمة ده كده معنا
I'm scared, I'm also worried that perhaps Habes can speak, but what are we doing? We're trying our best to bring all the intertwined contracts that we understand.
انت عارفة مؤخران لقيت دي خلتني اطلع برا فكرة ان انا عايزة بقى انفلونسر او كونتونت كريتر انا مرت على كذا لابل فحسة ان احنا مش لازم اصلا يتحطلنا لابل بس فيه لابل عجبني جدا ومش موجود في لابل بتاعة الانستجرام
You know, recently I found something that made me get rid of the idea of wanting to become an influencer or content creator. I've been through several labels and I feel that we shouldn't even be labeled at all, but there’s one label that I really liked and it doesn't exist in the labels on Instagram.
يعني انت ممكن تختاري مثلا انت فيديو كريتر رافت بيزاينر مش موجودة بقى
It means you can choose, for example, you are a video creator, and Rafft is not a designer available anymore.
ان الواحد يبقى انا بعمل
That one remains, I am doing.
سالف ايه
What happened?
انو انا بجد بيعبر عن افكاري
I really express my thoughts.
انا بيعبر عن اللي جوية
I express what is inside me.
وبالطريقة اللي انا شايفاها
In the way that I see it.
مناسبة
occasion
في اي وقت
At any time.
انا عايزاه
I want her.
مش لازم ابقى محكومة بانه
I don't have to be governed by that.
قف الفولورز مستنين مني
The followers are waiting for me.
و بعدين حتى
And then even
يعني
It means.
انا بقى كفولور
I am now a follower.
انا عاملة فولو
I am a follower.
انت عاملة فولو لكم اكام
You are following you, how many?
لا انا اخير في الاول خالص
No, I am better in the beginning at all.
اول ما عم تقير فيه
The first thing you are changing in it.
فاللسفة
So philosophy.
انا اخير في الاول خالص
I am the best at the very beginning.
كنت محتمية قوي بحتة انو الفولورز ما يزيدوش عن الفولوي
I was strongly convinced that the followers wouldn't exceed the following.
ولعبت صحيح انا مش فاكره ايه
And I played, but I really don't remember what.
ولو ايه لو انا عملت فولو واحد وصاحبيتي مثلاً وما عادليش فولو باك
What if I followed someone, like my friend, and they didn't follow me back?
انت عادش فولو باك ايه؟
Are you not going to follow back?
اه
Ah
بعدين جاتلي فترة
Then I went through a period.
لأ عملت فولو لأي حد يشوفه قداني
I haven't followed anyone who sees me in front of them.
مش عارف مين بيتمرن ايه انا عايزة
I don't know who is training what, I want to.
مش عارف لبس ايه مش عارف ايه ده
I don't know what to wear, I don't know what this is.
لبس ايه طب يلا نشوف كل باقي
What to wear? Come on, let's see the rest.
اللي شبههم
Those who resemble them.
اللي هم بيبقوا
"Those who are"
ريكماندد
Recommand
فجأة لقيتني مثلاً فالوينج مش عارفة يعني ممكن قربت على 2x
Suddenly, I found myself, for example, in a state where I didn't know, maybe I was close to 2x.
2x
2x
الرقم
The number
اللي هو اللي انا باربان فولو
Which is what I'm following.
اللي هو عملي فولو
What is practically following me.
مش ببص على الرقم مش فاكره بس هو معدي الاف ومص
I'm not looking at the number, I don't remember it, but it's over a thousand and something.
سام
Sam
بس دلوقتي
But right now
لما بدأت ارجع
When I started to come back
بخور الشغل في انستجرام
The work incense on Instagram.
وقلت ايه
And I said, what?
انا هفتح واي اكونت بس عشان اشار الاكونت اللي فيه فتح الشغل علشان الناس اكتر
I will open a new account just to share the account that has the job opened so that more people can see it.
عمداً ده حوار تاني ورما
This is a different conversation on purpose.
وانت بردا
And you are cold.
خطوات الشيطان
The steps of the devil.
هي ده الخرم اللي بيدخل حرفياً كل حاجة
This is the hole that literally lets everything in.
يعني انا اصلاً ما اقول طب
I mean, I don't actually say medicine.
طب انا سايب
Well, I'm leaving.
طب انا عامل ايه ده
So, what should I do about this?
انت عارفة والله اللي هو لا سبب
You know, honestly, there is no reason.
انا كنت هحس انه
I was going to feel that.
مش عايزة ارجع اصلاً للسوشي ميديا
I don’t want to go back to social media at all.
بس
Just.
بس انا مستخسرة
But I'm feeling regretful.
ان دي نعمة من عند ربنا
This is a blessing from our Lord.
ان هي اوه اتس جوست اتول
It's just a joke.
بس نعمة من عند ربنا
It's just a blessing from our Lord.
ان الواحد بس يستخدمها صح
Just use it correctly.
وان الواحد يحاول يتجنب
"And one tries to avoid."
الناجتيف افكت بتاعها
Its negative effect.
هقولك هالحاجة
I'll tell you this thing.
كان من ضمن الحاجات
It was among the things.
اوه ايه احنا ممكن نعمل فيديو قصن تاني
Oh yeah, we can make another short video.
عن الموضوع ده
About this subject.
بس
Just.
يعني من ضمن الحاجات اللي رايحتني قوي
It means one of the things that really relaxed me.
ودي اللي اكتشالي أنا بقالي مثلاً
I wish I had actually been, for example.
3-4 سنين مثلاً عليها
About 3-4 years, for example.
انه انا قفلت نوتفيكيشنز
I have turned off notifications.
انا قفلت نوتفيكيشنز
I turned off the notifications.
حتى الريد باتج اللي بيطلع 15-10 ميسيج
Even the red badge that sends out 15-10 messages.
مش بيطلع لك مثلاً واتساب مثلاً
It doesn't show up for you, for example, WhatsApp.
ده انا شايلانة
I am carrying it.
بيرعبني
It scares me.
15 ميسيج
15 message
معلشها قطعي بس
It's okay, just cut it off.
انا صحيح بيحس قصراً احنا
I really feel like we're in a palace.
احنا بردو في حتة
We are also in a place.
فهمها ممكن حد يورى عشان
"Is it possible for someone to show it?"
ان انتو تمام
You are all fine.
فاهم ما قصدي؟
Do you understand what I mean?
ما هو بعد معاناة
What comes after suffering?
واستل مواستل اللي احنا بنقوله ده
And this is what we are talking about.
احنا مش تمام خالص
We are not okay at all.
انا بدأت والله بجد بدأت اخش
I swear I really started to get involved.
على الانستجرام
On Instagram
بيديني دوبامين
In my hands, dopamine.
قالو كده في الابناب
They said this in the outskirts.
ايوة
Yes.
انا لايزوكي
I am not lazy.
اللي هو فعلاً ببرسانتجز بقى
Which is really represented by...
انت امتهت
You have finished.
دايقلو كده
They say like that.
ما كانوا الـ facial expressions
What were the facial expressions?
وايه بقى
And what then?
يشوفوا الـ proximity مين قريب منك
They check the proximity to see who is close to you.
مسلاً صاحبتك فيبعتلك مش عارف ايه
For example, your friend sends you something, I don't know what.
انت حافظ قصراً حوار
You have memorized a dialogue castle.
الـ tagging ده
This tagging
لما هم
Why them?
بدأوا يعملوا
They started working.
لقوا انو في engagement مش طبيعي
They found that there is an unusual level of engagement.
عشان الناس فاهمة
So that people understand.
فايلاً
Faylan
tagging يلا
Tagging, let's go!
وبردو حتة اللي هو ايه
And also the part that is like what?
social validation
الت validation الاجتماعي
ايوة بردو قصراً حتة ان انت يؤد
Yes, still, it's a matter of you performing.
انت تختاري
You choose.
انت فاكراً ان انت تختاري
You think you can choose.
مين يبقى معاكي ومين يبقى مش معاكي
Who will stay with you and who will not?
بس
Just.
ده كلو
This is all.
احنا ما تحكي علينا
We don't want you to talk about us.
احنا ما تحكي علينا ابي
We don't want you to talk about us, dad.
مشكلة انو بعد كل ده
The problem is that after all this...
طيب
Okay.
يعني ماشي
It means "Okay."
كده كده
Anyway
هي بقت حاجة كبيرة قوي في الحياة
She has become something very big in life.
و
And
personal
personal
opinion صغنون يعني
A tiny opinion means.
اعتقد شخصي
I personally think.
هو مش هيروح
He is not going to go.
تعالي جداً لافتكر لما
Come here very much to remember when.
الانترنت قطع
The internet is cut off.
3 ساعات
3 hours
كان عاملين ازاي
How have you been?
الناس كانت عاملين ازاي
How have people been doing?
انا عمالة عم refresh واتساب
I'm constantly refreshing WhatsApp.
الناس كانت حدها يبعتلي حاجة
People were supposed to send me something.
او اين كان
Or wherever it was.
وفي ناس بقى اللي هي
And there are people who are...
اصلاً متعودة على دي
I'm actually used to this.
و انستجرام و سكرول
Instagram and scroll.
في ربع ساعات و شهرة بالك و عنينك كده
In a quarter of an hour, fame will be with you, and your eyes like that.
فجأة حصل
Suddenly it happened.
shut down
إيقاف التشغيل
anyway
عموماً
انتي بقيت
You have become.
انتي لازم تتقاضي
You have to get paid.
او تقاضي هنا على السرير
Or suing here on the bed.
فانتي ما عندكيش
So you don't have it?
alternative
بديل
تسلية
Entertainment
بالمغنوزة دي
With this hidden treasure.
تخيلي كده ان حصل
Imagine if that happened.
في العالم drop في الواي فاي
In the world, there is a drop in Wi-Fi.
ايه؟ ايه؟
What? What?
انا مرعوبة على اللي هشوفوه
I am terrified of what I will see.
انا مرعوبة
I am terrified.
مش معايا
Not with me.
انا مرعوبة على اللي هشوفوه
I am terrified of what I will see.
انا مرعوبة على النفس
I am terrified of myself.
هو كده كده من النفس دي حوار تاني
It's just that this kind of conversation is different.
بس اصلي فكرة
Just an idea.
امجن بقى انتي بقى ده
What do you mean by this?
في ناس كتير كل واحد بشخصيته
There are many people, each with their own personality.
بالرئاكشنز بتاعته
With his reactions.
بتعامل مع الاخوار
I deal with the brothers.
و ان دول يتحطوا قصات بعض
And that the countries are compared to each other.
ان انتي ساعاتها هتحتاج ان انتي تحتكي
You will need to interact at that time.
في الوقت اللي انتي عايز تحتكي جي في حد
At the time you want to touch, there is someone there.
و انتي فاكرها ان ده غروبي
"And you think this is my sunset?"
ما يعملون الليميت تايم
They don't do limit time.
واي فاي
Wi-Fi
والله يجب
By God, it must be.
احنا بالله
We are by God.
اللي هو
which is
عفوا قيله في الاخر
Excuse me, say it at the end.
اللي هو طبيعي اخياتها هاي
Which is naturally her after this.
هي اخياتها في الناس
She is her sister among people.
الناس محتاجة
People are in need.
واعي
Awareness
و سبب
And reason
سبب للواعي
Reason for the conscious.
الناس محتاجة سبب للوعي
People need a reason for awareness.
انو
It means "that" in English.
انو طب
What a doctor!
هنعمل ايه
What are we going to do?
احنا اللي
We are the ones who
احنا اللي لازم نصلح ده الاول
We are the ones who need to fix this first.
و بجد كل حاجة بعدها
And really everything after that.
عارفة لما بتنضفي قلبك
You know when your heart gets cleaned.
ابسط حاجة مثلا
The simplest thing, for example.
مش بتاخدي حد مثلا
Aren't you taking anyone, for example?
انا اتعصب قدامك مش بتاخديه على محمل انه مش طايقك
I get angry in front of you, but don't take it as if I can't stand you.
او مش عارفة ايه
I don't know what.
بتنسيله اعضاءك
You are controlling your members.
لو انتي بدأتي
If you started
تنضفي قلبك عارفة
You know how to cleanse your heart.
ورقة بيضاء
White paper
و احنا كل حاجة
And we are everything.
كل حاجة بتنقط يسود
Everything that drips turns black.
و بنحاول نضافها بقى عدبادات
"We're trying to add it as substitutes."
تعيل من مش عارفين
"Don't know what to do."
فتخيلي انو
So imagine that...
طب فعلا التمس لأخيك سبعين عزرا
"Indeed, seek for your brother seventy excuses."
فاللي لم تجد له سبعين عزرا
"Whoever you cannot find seventy excuses for."
فالتمس له
So seek for him.
واحدة ثانية زيادة
One more second.
تخيلي تعالي مقام ريفلاكت ده
Imagine you come to the place of this reflection.
فحوار ان احنا
So the dialogue is that we...
مش بنقول ان احنا خلاص
We're not saying that we've finished.
احنا جادين جدا
We are very serious.
نسيح فهمنا كل حاجة
We forgot, we understood everything.
بس كل واحد
But everyone
لما يعرف
When he doesn't know.
ما هي الصعبة
What is difficult?
يعني انا كمان مستوى صعبها
It means I also made it difficult.
واللي هو
"And what is it?"
عن ان انا اتاكت
About that I have confirmed.
علشان انا ليه
Because I have it.
افرع نفسي في حاجة
I find myself in need.
دي بقى مش بتوصلني
This doesn't reach me.
للألتيمت جول بتاعي خالص
For my ultimate goal completely.
يعني
It means.
ايه بقى الألتيمت جول
What is the ultimate goal then?
طولر
Toler
لما دا يكون الدرايف بلاعي
Why does the drive seem to be empty?
اجري
Run.
اجريت بس دا يوتوبيا
I just did this, but it's a utopia.
هما قلو هو يا يوتوبيا يا ديستوبيا
They said it's either utopia or dystopia.
بس يعني
But I mean...
انا معاكي
I am with you.
انا صراحة
I am honestly
ادليبت فعلا عن ان انا
I really spoke about me.
اقعد اخد فيها وان انا عافر
"Sit down, I'm struggling with it."
ان انا ما ابقاش اتتشت
I won't be wasting my time anymore.
وان انا عايش ان انا متأثرش
And that I live without being affected.
بس مش هتحصل
But it won't happen.
بس ان الواحد يحاول مثلا ياخد بالأسباب
But one should try, for example, to take the necessary measures.
علشان
For the sake of
يعمل
He works.
حواجز
Barriers
او كده
Or like this.
يعني زي ما احنا والله زي ما احنا
It means, just like we are, by God, just like we are.
احنا عايزة نتكلم من فكرة الانفلوانسر
We want to talk about the idea of influencers.
خلاص يا جماعة انفلو انفلوانسر
Alright, folks, it's time to influence the influencer.
حاسين انه مثلا في انفلوانسر
We feel that, for example, there is an influencer.
بتعمل البرامز كويسة
You make good programs.
نحطها نعملها سيف
We put it to make it a sword.
او نحطها في ألبوم
Or we put it in an album.
صح ممكن نحط ترايت الحوار دا اللي هو
Yes, we can put the highlight of this dialogue, which is...
ما دام احنا عارفين ان دا بيتسبب لمشاكل دي
As long as we know that this causes problems.
اوكي
Okay
فا ستاب نومبر ون مثلا
For example, it will be November 1.
شوف اكتر انا مثلا اللي هو اكتر حاجة
Look more, for example, the thing that is more.
اللي انا فجأة ممكن انا عارفة كده
What I suddenly know like this.
او ماسكة موبايك طيب
Oh, you have a good phone.
هبوط افرت ان انا اعرف انا ليه عايزة اروح لده
I want to know why I want to go to this.
ايوة بالضبط
Yes exactly.
وما رحش نعمل حاجة تانية او حتى
And I won't go do anything else or even
او حتى
or even
انا نزلت لعبة
I downloaded a game.
اسمها project makeover
Its name is Project Makeover.
اللي عايز
Whoever wants.
عايز وبنت وتالي
I want a girl and then.
على فكرة دي فيها مدخلات تانية خالص
By the way, this has completely different inputs.
عليك تكلم عليها بعدين
You should talk about it later.
لا والله احسن من المدخلات
No, by God, it's better than the inputs.
اللي الواحد بيشوف على
What one sees on
وهبقى مثلا بيشغل
And I will stay, for example, working.
ايمن عبدالرحيم
Ayman Abdel Rahim
خاص
Special
تعالي بس نريكاب كده
Come, let me show you something like this.
بسرعه يعني احنا مثلا قلنا فكرة
Quickly means we, for example, discussed an idea.
ان الواحد يقوم follow influencers
That one follows influencers.
وحتى يعني
And even means.
ما احنا معاناش follow influencers
We don't have influencers to follow.
هنعمل follow مين
Who will we follow?
جماعة في حاجات كتير يعني انا بجد
There are a lot of things, I mean, I'm really...
انا بقيت بحب الفيد بتاعي
I still love my video.
بيبقى فيه photographers قطط
There are cat photographers.
اكل يعني الاكل ده برضو قصة تانية
Eating is a whole different story.
خاصة وعلى تاني فيها
Especially and on the second one.
انا عايزة سؤال لسه انا كمين
I want a question, I am still a checkpoint.
او احنا عايزين نجد حلول
We want to find solutions.
او لان مش الحل
It is not the solution.
ان احنا نشيلو
We will remove it.
مش الحل يعني انا عارفة
That's not the solution, I know.
ان انا اوه انا واخد بريك
Oh, I'm taking a break.
بس انا واخد بريك انا مش
But I'm taking a break, I'm not.
هسيبو
Don't leave.
لان it's part of life
Because it's part of life
قبل حتين
Before the two Hattins.
unfollow influencers the self work الاول
Unfollow influencers, self-work first.
تمام حتعلم
Okay, I will learn.
انا كمين مش عارفة ان انا ممكن اوصل لامتنا
I am a mine, I don't know if I can reach my nation.
ان انا تمام مع
I am fine with.
مع social media
With social media
عشان كده يعني مثلا
That's why, for example.
كم حد اتكلم في الحوار وكم حد
How many spoke in the dialogue and how many didn't?
يقل يلا ن unfollow ناس
He says, "Come on, let's unfollow people."
مش عارفة بس يعني ما هو يعني
I don't know, but I mean, what does it mean?
هي برضو حتة ان انا unfollow
It's also a matter of me unfollowing.
influencers هي برضو
Influencers are also.
مش فكرة ان انا اوقف
It's not the idea that I stop.
المدخلات
The inputs
ولكن ان انا انا
But if I am I
انا زي بقوا
I am like them.
عافي نفسي من حتة ولا تمدن
"I recover from a part and do not extend."
عينيك ان انا ما اخدش مع الخائزين
Your eyes, I won't be with the losers.
عشان انت عندي مشكلة مثلا في حوار
Because you have a problem with a dialogue, for example.
انفلوانسي نسعى لنا بشكل تاني خالص
We seek influence in a completely different way.
تمام فا
Okay then.
قولولنا ايه ايه
Tell us what it is.
محتاجين محتاجين محتاجين
We need, we need, we need.
عادلين بقى ملمين
Justly, we are now well-informed.
بكل مشكلة بتحصل
With every problem that arises.
وطبعا هتلاقي كل واحد
And of course, you will find everyone.
تكملي
Continue.
personal
personal
experience مختلفة
different experience
انا بس
I am just.
صعبه قوي حوار الكوتنج
The coaching dialogue is very difficult.
مش فانت خايلة
You're not imagining it.
بس هتعملوا
But what will you do?
بس تمام
Just fine.
فا قلت بقولك انو
So I said to you that
حلوه قوي لنسكن في ده
It's really nice to live here.
بس ده perspective
But this is perspective.
لحتة
"Piece"
جدا
Very
كل واحد ليه
Everyone has their own.
personal
personal
experience و thoughts
Experience and thoughts
و emotions
and emotions
انا فاهم ان احنا برضو مش هنعرف
I understand that we also won't know.
نتجذب قوي قوي
We are strongly attracted.
بس
Just.
احنا محتاجين حل
We need a solution.
لإيه والمين
"For what and for whom?"
وهل هو حل
And is it a solution?
فاهمة
Understood.
انا فاهمة قوي انت بتحاول
I understand very well that you're trying.
انت تسوى لإيه
What are you worth?
حلوة ده
This is sweet.
معهم الموتر مش هيجي برضو من
The motorcycle won't come with them either.
من
From
من مرة واحدة
From one time.
و مش من جهدة
"And not from his effort."
و مش فكرة مرة
It's not just an idea.
ما هو بص
What is it?
ما هو علشان تتزبطي فكرة المدخلات
What is the purpose of organizing the input ideas?
او ال input اللي بتقولك
Or the input that tells you.
ان انت
You are.
انت محتاجة تلاقي
You need to find.
فانت المدخلات اللي بتضر الواحد
You are the inputs that harm a person.
معناها ده عبد الرحمن ذكرها
It means that Abdul Rahman mentioned it.
إنو
That
ان انت مش فكرة وحشة برضو
You're not a bad idea either.
لأ انت بتشوفي
No, you are watching.
يعني عارفة جو ان انا بسيب الاغاني بس بدعمها بالقرآن
It means I know the vibe that I leave the songs but I support them with the Quran.
فاهمة؟
Do you understand?
دي ده حوار لوحده ده حوار جداً
This is a conversation by itself, this is a very deep conversation.
بس انت بتشيلي مدخل عشان تحطي مكانه مدخل
But you are removing the entrance to place another entrance instead.
فهوية نفس الفكرة
The identity of the same idea.
انا بشيل الانفلونسرز عشان احط مكانه حاجة اللي هي ممكن تبقى بتأفكت بدا النجاتيب
I am removing the influencers to put in their place something that might have a negative effect.
يعني فكرة برضو اللي احنا قلناها انو الموتيفشن او الموتيف ان انا رايحة امسكه
It means the idea we mentioned that motivation or the motive is that I'm going to catch him.
ان انا اسلف اكسلور بس شوية اقعد مع نفسي وانا رايحة له
I am going to explore, but I will sit with myself for a while before going to him.
ستوب
Stop
ستوب بالضبط
Stop exactly.
ستوب تكنيك
Stop Technique
يعني في حاجات كده الواحد بس لو عملها وهي تربية ان الواحد بجده بيربي نفسه
It means that there are certain things that if one does them, they are essentially educating themselves seriously.
تربية مانية
Maniacal upbringing
تربية مانية ده احنا عايزين الكاميرا فوق
"Raise the camera, we want it up."
جماعة والله سوف نتكلم عنها
Group, by God, we will talk about it.
صحيح صحيح يعني قولولنا ايه ممكن الواحد يتكلم فيها لان كل حاجة اللي الواحد ممكن يتفرح فيها بشكل تفصيلي اكتر
That's right, that's right. So tell us what one can talk about because everything that one can be happy about is in more detail.
ولكن يعني برضو ما يطلبه المشاهدون اهم يعني
But it also means that what the viewers want is important.
بس كده
That's it.
سبحانك الله وبركاته
Glory be to You, O God, and Your blessings.
اوه ماشي اوه سيبانها ماشي
Oh, okay, oh, let it go, okay.
سبحانك الله وبركاته نشهد ان لا اله الا انت
Glory be to You, O Allah, and blessings upon You. We testify that there is no deity but You.
نستغرفك ونتوب اليك
We seek Your forgiveness and turn to You in repentance.
وعصر
And the afternoon.
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
وعصر
And the afternoon.
وقبل انه ليس لنا في خسر الا الذين اعملوا عملوا الصالحات
"And indeed, we have no loss except for those who believed and did righteous deeds."
فتواصلوا بالحق وتواصلوا بالصبر
And hold firmly to truth and be patient.
اميني يا رب العالمين
O my Lord of the worlds, I trust in You.
ما سليمه
What is Salima?
نويس
Nuisance
انا مصطفى
I am Mustafa.
مصطفى؟
Mustafa?
اوه الحمدلله
Oh, thank God.
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