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أهلا وسهلا فيكم بحلقة جديدة من قتريل مع كارول

Welcome to a new episode of Qatril with Carol.

حلقتنا اليوم مع صانعة محتوى أنا بحس أن أكثر الناس العفويين

Today's episode is with a content creator whom I feel is one of the most spontaneous people.

ياللي تعرفت عليهم الأخير فترة

Those I got to know recently.

يا ري عزيز هاي

Oh dear Riy, this!

استحيت

I was shy.

قلت عفوية

I said spontaneity.

موضحت كتير

You explained a lot.

ايه بس بس تحي شوفوا صاروا

What, but just look at what has happened.

قبل ما نبلش

Before we start.

إذا كنتوا بعد مش مشتركين بالقناة

If you haven't subscribed to the channel yet.

ما تنسوا تعملوا سبسكرايب

Don't forget to subscribe.

واتابعونا كمان دايما دايما تكونوا أول من بيشوفوا الفيديو

And always follow us so you can be the first to see the video.

أنا بالإنترو قلت أنه

In the intro, I said that...

أنت من أكثر الأشخاص العفويين

You are one of the most spontaneous people.

ياللي تعرفت عليهم الأخير فترة

You who I got to know recently.

رغم هالشي

Despite this

ما فيني ملاحظة أنه يارا اللي قاعدة هلأ قدامي

I can't help but notice that Yara is sitting right in front of me right now.

منا هي زي طيارة اللي بشوفها على السوشال ميديا

"Is she like the planes I see on social media?"

أنا أعتقد بستحي كتير قدام العالم

I think I am very shy in front of people.

يعني بستحي وبظلني بقعد هيك

It means I feel shy and I keep sitting like this.

بالحقيقة العالم بتفكرني أنه

In fact, the world makes me think that...

واو راكزة وهيك

Wow, that’s solid like this.

وكتير بتستحي وكتير كوايت وكالم

And often you feel shy, and often you are quiet and thoughtful.

بس لأنه عندي يعني توتر

Just because I have, you know, stress.

أنا متعب دايما

I am always tired.

عنديك توتر وقتها تكوني قدام العالم

When you are nervous, it's like you are in front of the world.

إيه

Yeah.

قدام الكاميرا

In front of the camera

أنا كذلك مع صحابي

I am also with my friends.

مع أي حدا

With anyone.

يعني طبيعتك هي اللي منشوفها على الكاميرا

It means that your nature is what we see on the camera.

ياس

Yas

حتى هلأ

Until now.

لتشوفي قدام فرق بين إنتي على السوشال ميديا وقدام الحياة

To see the difference between you on social media and in real life.

أنا وياكي وقتها كنا عم نحكي أول ما تدور الكاميرا

You and I were talking as soon as the camera started rolling.

كان نبرد صوتي غير

It was a different sound of silence.

نبرد

We cool down.

هلأ صارت أكتر هيك

Now it's become more like this.

أكتر

More.

ما بتلاحظ

Don't you notice?

ما بتلاحظي

Don't you notice?

نو ما بلاحظ

I don't notice.

I don't know

I don't know.

يمكن لأنه عن جدي كتير بحاول أقعد positive energy

Maybe it's because I'm really trying to keep a positive energy about my grandfather.

فبحس هيدا الصوت

I feel this sound.

بس كمان بغير لحشتي لأنه ما كل العالم بتفهم علي لما أحكي لبناني

But I also change the dialect because not everyone understands me when I speak Lebanese.

فبغيرها بعملها بيضة

Without it, I make it an egg.

شو هالجمال

What beauty is this?

شو هالأناقة

What elegance is this!

جل

Gel

ضعفان

Two weaknesses

شنحي

Shanhi.

ع فكرة أصلاً كثير جاني أسئلة

By the way, I've actually received a lot of questions.

شو جنسيتك

What is your nationality?

وحتى في ناس قالوا ليه ما بتحكي لبناني

"Even some people asked me why I don't speak Lebanese."

بالحياة الطبيعية بحكي

I speak about normal life.

بس العالم ما عم تفهم

But the world is not understanding.

يعني لأنه كثير بقول كلمات ضيعة يعني

It means that because he often says lost words, I mean.

رفتين ومع أهلي ما بيفهموا علي

I'm exhausted, and my family doesn't understand me.

فأنا ماما سورية

So I am a Syrian mom.

بس ماما حنطة ما بتحكي سوريا

But mom, Hanta doesn't speak Syrian.

يعني she speaks Lebanese

It means she speaks Lebanese.

أما عايشي كل حياتي بكندا

I have lived my whole life in Canada.

فأنه تعلمت العربي بكندا

I learned Arabic in Canada.

فالعربي تبعي كان مكسر

My Arabic was broken.

رجعت ع دبي

I returned to Dubai.

أنت ولدت هون

You were born here.

إيه

Yeah.

وأيه متى طلعتها ع كندا

And when did you bring it to Canada?

لما كان عمري شو 12 سنة

When I was around 12 years old.

12 سنة

12 years

إيه فكد ما عرف عربي

Yeah, so what? I don’t know Arabic.

أما هونيك ما حدا بالمدرسة بيحكي عربي وهيك

Well, over there, no one at the school speaks Arabic and so on.

بس رجعت ع دبي

I just returned to Dubai.

كل صحابي مصري أردني فلسطيني هيك

Every Egyptian, Jordanian, Palestinian companion is like this.

ففتت اللهجات كلهم ببعضها

The dialects have all mixed with each other.

بس فيه قوات بلاظة حالة إنه

But there are forces in a state of alert.

لما كون عم بوجه الكلام للأودينس

When I’m addressing the audience.

فيه كلام

There is talk.

لما كون عم بحكي معاك بحكي كلام

When I talk to you, I say things.

فليك تنزل الصورة بدون ما تسأليني

Just go ahead and post the picture without asking me.

كل مرة أنت بدك تنزل بتسأليني

Every time you want to go down, you ask me.

يا بنتي الصورة حجبتني فنزلتها في إلال الله

Oh my daughter, the image has veiled me, so I brought it down in the name of God.

أنت تلعت كن عمري 12 سنة قلت لك على كندا

When I was 12 years old, I told you about Canada.

أوكي

Okay

تلعتوا ليش بوقتها

Why did you come to me at that time?

تلعتوا من الإمارات ع كندا

You came from the UAE to Canada.

بابا إجته فرصة

Dad, an opportunity has come.

إنه يطلع ع كندا

He is heading to Canada.

وهي قلت أوكي

And she said, "Okay."

لماذا لا؟ يعني منيح إنه نروح ونتعلم هناك

Why not? I mean it's good for us to go and learn there.

وناخد السرطان الكندي

And we take the Canadian crab.

وأعتقد من شان هيك طلعنا صراحة

I think that's why we honestly came out.

تتذكر أول نهار إليك بالمدرسة؟

Do you remember your first day at school?

أول نهار إلي بالمدرسة كان حلو

My first day at school was nice.

كان رائع

It was wonderful.

كنت متحمسة؟

Were you excited?

شوفي أنا كنت متحمسة أروح إلى كندا

Look, I was excited to go to Canada.

لأنه كنت مفكرة هتجوز جوستن بيبر

Because I was thinking I would marry Justin Bieber.

فمن شان هيك

So it's like this.

يعني

It means.

طيب لأ بشوفه بقطعة قلب

Okay, I will see him with a piece of my heart.

أوكي

Okay

عن جد لهايك درجة

Seriously, to that extent?

فإنه كنا رايحين وعايشين بالمدينة اللي هو كان عايش فيها

"We were going and living in the city where he was living."

لحظة

Moment

إجا بايك قال لك

He came to you and said.

يارا

Yara

إحنا كعائلة بدنا ننتقل نيش بكندا

We as a family want to move to Canada.

شو قلت إلو؟

What did you tell him?

إيه انبسطت

Yeah, I had a good time.

أنا كنت سعيدة

I was happy.

ما أنا عن جد كنت مسدقة

I really wasn't believing it.

أنا كنت أعمل فوتوشوب صوري وصور جوستن بيبر

I was working on Photoshop for my pictures and pictures of Justin Bieber.

لا

No.

وفرجو لنا تاتا وقلنا إنه

"Show us, Tata, and we said that it is..."

تاتا

Tata

هذا جوزي

This is my husband.

إحنا حنتجوز

We are going to get married.

فلما قال لي بابا أكيد زعلت على صحابي

"When my dad told me, 'I'm sure you were upset about your friends.'"

بس أنا مش رايحة

But I'm not going.

كسر روحه

He broke his spirit.

مرض جوستن بيبر

Justin Bieber's illness

جوستن بيبر صوري يعني

Justin Bieber is a picture, I mean.

إيه فرحت ورحت شفت وين بيته

Yeah, I was happy and went to see where his house is.

وهيك تور وكان كل شي عنده جوستن بيبر

And that's how the tour was; everything he had was Justin Bieber.

فكنت مبسوطة

I was happy.

أول يوم مدرسة كان حلو

The first day of school was sweet.

أما كانت لهجة تقيلة

Wasn't it a heavy dialect?

إيه

Yeah.

كثير كانت لهجة العربية تقيلة

The Arabic dialect was often heavy.

وقبل يعني ما كانوا هال

And before, I mean, they weren't like this.

يعني لما أنا كان عمره 12 سنة

It means when I was 12 years old.

ما كانوا هالقدم تطورين

They weren't developing like this before.

فرحت لهنيك كنت

I was happy for you.

أوف

Oof

it was hard ليه لأنه

It was hard because.

يتمسخروا أنه

They mock that...

ليه هي بتحكي

Why is she talking?

القار يعني

The reader means.

it's

It's

I need water

I need water.

أنا بقولها

I'm saying it.

I need water

I need water.

هيك

Like this.

عرفت

I knew.

فهيوا قاعدة يتمسخروا علي

They are making fun of me.

أنه

That هو

أنه كيف بتحكي وكيف كذا

How do you talk and how so?

بس كنت

I was just.

كنت البنت الحلوة بgrade 7

I was the pretty girl in grade 7.

كانوا يقولوا لي أنه

They used to tell me that it

أنت you're so pretty

You are so pretty.

و هيك

And like that.

grade 7 كان حلو

Grade 7 was sweet.

عابلة أحكي عن فترة كندا

I want to talk about the time in Canada.

واللي إجا بعدها قبل السوشال ميديا

"And what came after that before social media."

يمكن الناس بيعرفوا أنه

People might know that...

أنت هالفترة ما كانت أهيان فترة عنديك

You haven't had an easier time lately.

بيعرفوا

They know.

بس ما بعتقد بيعرفوا عن جد

But I don't think they really know.

باللي قطعت فيه لأنه

"Because I cut through it."

أنت شخص وقلتلي إياها

"You are a person and you told me that."

ما بتحب تحكي بهيدا الأمور

You don't like to talk about these things.

no

لا

ما بتحب ترجعي لها

You don't like to go back to it.

ليه

Why?

ما بتحب تتذكريها

You don't like to remember it.

أو حاطتها هيك

Or she placed it like this.

بسندوق أسود بعيد براسك

With a black box far away in your head.

اتنين يعني

Two means.

I don't know

I don't know

I don't think أصلا أهلي بيعرفوا يعني

I don't think my family knows what it means.

ممكن أول مرة هيسمعوا

They might hear it for the first time.

هلا اللي عم يتابعونا مش كتير يمكن فهمانين

Hello to those who are following us, they may not understand very well.

بتضبط أنا عن شو عم بحكي

You understand what I'm talking about.

شو صار بكندا

What happened in Canada?

أول ما بلشت مدرسة بكندا كان كل شيء تمام

When I first started school in Canada, everything was fine.

كل شيء perfect

Everything is perfect.

wow

Wow

بجنن

It’s amazing.

حياة طبيعية

Normal life

and then وصلنا للصف

And then we arrived at the classroom.

I think عاشر

I think it is the tenth.

وبلشت فترة التنمر

And the bullying period began.

يعني متنمر علي

It means someone who is bullying me.

I don't know ليه

I don't know why.

ما كنت لاق زيتون ولا عملتلون شي ولا

I wouldn't have found olives or done anything for them.

no reason يعني

"No reason means."

أنه كانوا أهلي مرتاحين وهيك

That my family was comfortable and like that.

فأني هني يتمسخروا علي

So, they mock me.

أنه إيه أنت بيك وكذا

What is it that you are with and so on?

وأمك ما عن مصاري

And your mother has nothing about money.

يلا

Let's go.

يعطينا مصاري

It gives us money.

يعطينا كذا

It gives us this way.

وكان صعب

It was difficult.

ليه لأنه كانوا يروحوا

Because they used to go.

لعند كل حدا ويكرهوا فيني

"To everyone and they hate me."

ويحكوا أنه أنا قلت شي عنهم

And they say that I said something about them.

وأنا ما أعرفهم أصلاً

And I don't know them at all.

لا أحكي شي عنهم

I don't say anything about them.

إيه

Yeah.

فكانوا كتير يكرهوا العالم فيني

They would often dislike the world because of me.

فسافانة I only had like

"Fasafana I only had like"

يمكن رفيق أو اتنين

It can be one or two companions.

كنت كل يوم كل يوم كل يوم

I was every day, every day, every day.

أبكي أبكي أبكي أبكي من وراهم

I cry, I cry, I cry, I cry behind them.

كل يوم روح ع المدرسة عم ببكي

Every day, I go to school and cry.

أرجع من المدرسة عم ببكي

I came back from school and I am crying.

روح ع المدرسة عم ببكي أرجع عم ببكي

"I'm going to school, I'm crying, I keep crying."

فأتوز

Fatwaz

أصعب ممكن فترة بحياتي مرقت فيها

The hardest period I went through in my life.

كنت تخافي على حالك؟

Were you worried about yourself?

أي

Any

لدرجة مرة

To an extent.

كانوا يؤذوك جسدياً؟

Did they hurt you physically?

لا بس مرة كانوا راح يؤذوني

It's okay, there was a time they were going to hurt me.

أنه

That he

طلعت لعي لبرا

I went outside.

في حدا بدو يشوفك بدو يحكي معاك

Someone wants to see you and talk to you.

فجأة تجمعوا كلهم هيك علي

Suddenly, they all gathered around me like that.

ما ماعرف أنا شو عملتلهم لهلأ

I don't know what I have done to them until now.

لـ this day

To this day

أنه أنا ما بعرف

I don't know.

هول الناس ليه هيك

Why are people like this?

فهيك هاي جمعوا ليه

So this is how they gathered it for me.

in a circle

في دائرة

to the point أنه

To the point that...

they're like

هم مثل

we're gonna

نحن سوف

رح نضربك أنه بالإنجليزية

We will hit you that in English.

we're gonna slap you

We're going to slap you.

كسو كسو كسو

Kasu kasu kasu

أنا I'm like ليه

I'm like why.

أنه شو عملتلكم يعني

What did I do to you?

ليه كل هالأس

Why all this anger?

كنت لوحتك

You were my canvas.

I was alone

I was alone.

وكانت فترة رفيقتي كانت ما بالمدرسة

My companion's time was at school.

I just had one friend

I just had one friend.

كانت ما بالمدرسة

She was at school.

فكنت أعيدي في المكتبة

I was studying in the library.

لأنه بس ما تكون

Because it just isn't.

ما عندي حدا أقعد معه تحت بالكافتيريا

I don't have anyone to sit with in the cafeteria.

وهايك فخلاص أروح على المكتبة

So that's it, I'll go to the library.

وبدرس

And I study.

وكنت قوي كثير

I was very strong.

فكانوا كثير يتنمروا علي

They frequently bullied me.

لأنك شاطرة

Because you are clever.

yeah

نعم

anyways

على أية حال

لبين ما إجا الأستاذ والشيف

Until the teacher and the chef arrived.

أنه شو هالشي اللي عم يصير

What is this thing that is happening?

شو الجامعة اللي برا اللي عم بتصير

What university is happening outside?

لأجوا أنه

I hope that

لأجوا خلصن الموضوع

Let's finish the topic.

other than that I think

بخلاف ذلك أعتقد

ممكن كانوا ضربوني أو شي ما بعض

They might have beaten me or something like that.

بس تعرفش اللي بضحك

But you don't know what's funny.

إنه ما كانه أجانب كانوا عرب

They were not foreigners; they were Arabs.

اوف

Oh!

طيب شو كانوا قولولك يعني غير هذا الحادث

Okay, what else did they say to you other than this incident?

لما يجوا يتنمروا عليك شو يقولولك

When they come to bully you, what do they say to you?

إنه يسبولي

He is cursing me.

إنه مثلاً أنا مني معودة مثلهم إنو

For example, I'm not used to it like them.

حفلات وهيك

Parties and such.

أنا جايب أني هاي الأساس المتربيت والمؤسسة تبعيني من دبي

I am bringing that this is the foundation that I was raised on and my organization is from Dubai.

فما متعودة ألبس مثلهم

"I'm not used to dressing like them."

ما متعودة أسهر مثلهم

I'm not used to staying up late like them.

ما متعودة أعمل اللي هني بيعملوه

I'm not used to doing what they do.

فدايمان خلقوها إنه

"Forever they created it, indeed."

ويضغطوني أنه أعمل القصص اللي هني بدونيها

"They pressure me to do the stories that they want."

وأنا I don't like this stuff

And I don't like this stuff.

فيتنمروا علي أنه أنتي كتير

"They bully me about you a lot."

Daddy's girl

Daddy's girl

وكتير كي نيرد وما بعرف شو

And a lot of times I get angry and I don't know why.

سخيفة وسبولة

Silly and ridiculous.

أنه على كل شي

That he is over everything.

أنه على سيارتي أنه أنا

That it's on my car that I am.

أول واحدة في المدرسة كان مع سيارة

The first one in school had a car.

أنه أهلي مرتاحين

My family is comfortable.

فthey gave me كل شي كان بدي

They gave me everything I wanted.

فيتنمروا علي

They are bullying me.

وأنه يسحبوا مني مصاري

"And that they are taking money from me."

أنه if I'm going to the cafeteria

That if I'm going to the cafeteria.

اشتري شي أنه يخدوها مني

I bought something for them to take it from me.

يخدموا صريكي

They serve my partner.

فإنه it was very bad

It was very bad.

وما كنت قدر أقول شي لأنه ما كان عندي صحابي

And I couldn't say anything because I didn't have my friends with me.

ما قلت لأهلك

What did you tell your family?

لا بخاف

I am not afraid.

بخاف أنه يكونوا هكي يتضايقوا

I'm afraid they might feel uncomfortable like this.

تخاف أنه أهلك يتضايقوا

You are afraid that your family will be upset.

بس ما حسيت أنه كان بدك

But I didn't feel that you wanted it.

حدا يحميك

May someone protect you.

I don't know

I don't know.

أهلك لليوم ما بيعرف

Your family still doesn't know to this day.

تعرفي سألتيني شغلة أنه

You know, you asked me something that...

okay I'm ready I'm ready

حسناً، أنا مستعد، أنا مستعد.

الحياة تحلو

Life is sweet.

لكي إذا عم تبكي

So that if you cry.

يعني القصص بعدها بتأثر فيكي لهلأ

It means that the stories still affect you until now.

يعني بعد ما طلعوا

It means after they went out.

لأنه

Because

ما وجهتي هالشي ما سألت حالك

Why didn't you ask yourself about this?

سألتيني سؤال قلتيها مرتين

You asked me a question, you said it twice.

بعتقد نحن عم نحكي قلتي

I think we are talking, you said.

ما بعرف ليه كانوا يعملوا هيك

I don't know why they used to do that.

أنا ما عملتلهم شي

I didn't do anything to them.

عفكرة هني المتنمرين

By the way, these are the bullies.

ما بيتنمروا على شخص عمللهم شي

They don't bully someone who has done something to them.

إذا بتفوتي على التعريف المظبوط

If you want to get to the right definition.

السايكولوجي للمتنمرين

The psychology of bullies.

هني الأشخاص يلي بيلاقوا هدف

Blessed are those who find a purpose.

لو شخص بدون يتنمروا عليه

If a person is being bullied.

تكون هالشخص ما بيشبهن

This person will not resemble them.

أنت عم تتخيلي كم حدا عم يحضرنا

You're imagining how many people are watching us.

ما هو

What is it?

بيقطع وعم يقطع بالتنمر

He is being bullied and is cutting himself.

شوفي اتطفوا

Look, turn it off.

وأنا بعدها بتأذيني لأنه بتصير

"And after that, it hurts me because it happens."

لهلا بتصير

May it never happen.

أكيد بتصير

Sure, it will happen.

حتى بعالم السوشيال ميديا

Even in the world of social media.

هاي القصص بتصير

These stories happen.

it's the same thing

إنها نفس الشيء.

كلها memories كانوا عندي من قبل

All of them were memories I had before.

بصيروا again and again

It becomes again and again.

هاي القصص حتى لو صار عمرك 40 سنة

These stories are still relevant even if you are 40 years old.

فيه ناس رح تجي وتتنمر وتعمل وتحكي وتساوي

There are people who will come, tease, act, talk, and do.

فأنا كتير بزعل على أنه بعرف أنه فيه kids هلا

"I get very upset knowing that there are kids now."

الناس عم تتنمر عليهم

People are bullying them.

بس بحس هلا بهاي الفترة

I just feel that at this time.

من بعد السوشيال ميديا صار فيه كتير توعية أكتر

After social media, there has been much more awareness.

أنا خي أصغر مني بكتير

I am much older than him.

وبيعرف شو يعني بولي

And he knows what it means to be a poly.

بيعرف شو يعني تنمر

He knows what bullying means.

بيعرف شو

He knows what.

أنت قلت شي كتير مهم

You said something very important.

أنه أنا ما استرجع تقول لأهلي

I won't get it back, tell my family.

لأ ما بديه هني زعله

No, I don't want to make him upset.

هيدا التوعية هلا عالقليلة

This awareness is at least now.

تفهم الولاد الأطفال أنه أنتو إذا صار معاكم هيك شي روح أقوله لأهلكم

Children understand that if something like this happens to you, you should go tell your parents.

لازم حدا يحميكن

Someone has to protect you.

لازم حدا يعمل شي

Someone needs to do something.

لازم تعرفوا أنه

You must know that

اللي بيتنمر عليكن هيدا الشي ما خصو فيكن

Those who bully you have nothing to do with you.

it's not about you

It's not about you.

ما الشي ما بيتعلق فيكن

What is it that does not relate to you?

بيتعلق بالأشخاص اللي هني عم يتنمروا عليكن

It's about the people who are bullying you.

هيدا شي جاي من عقدة نقص

This is something coming from an inferiority complex.

من شي هني بيحسوتي جاي حالن

There is something here that makes me feel overwhelmed.

أي أكيد

Of course.

وصعب أنه تحكي مع أهلك ويصدقوك

It's difficult to talk to your family and have them believe you.

يعني sometimes بيفكروا أنه

It means sometimes they think that

هي ما بدأت تروح على المدرسة لك عم تعمل أعزار

She just started going to school; you keep making excuses.

or anything يعني أنه

or anything means that

حتى يعني أنا أهلي كتير

So, I mean, my family is very much.

بتفهموني وهيك

Do you understand me like this?

لو رحت حكيتن أكيد كانوا

If I went and told them, they definitely would have

وقفوا حدي

They stopped at my limit.

بس أنه at the same time أنا ما كنت

But at the same time I was not

بدي كمان أهلي يتدخلوا لأنه كنت خايفة أكتر

I also want my parents to intervene because I was more scared.

يتنمروا عليك أكتر

They bully you more.

إيه أنه لا

Yes, no.

بغض النظر أنه أهلي يحكوا مع

Regardless of the fact that my family talks to...

the principal أو الشي مع المدير

The principal or the thing with the manager.

ويقعدوا يعملولي مشاكل أكتر

And they keep causing me more problems.

طب أنت يا را اليوم

So you, oh Ra, today.

بالوعي اللي أنت وصلتي له

With the awareness that you have reached.

والعمر اللي أنت فيه

And the age you are in.

لو

If

عندك هيدا الخبرة بالحياة

You have this experience in life.

وهيدا الوعي بوقتها شو كنت عملت

And this awareness, what would you have done at that time?

كنت أكيد لازم أشتكي

I was sure I had to complain.

وبس غير مدرستي

"Just my school."

I think هيدا هو الحل البسيط اللي

I think this is the simple solution that

I should have done من الأساس

I should have done it from the beginning.

و

And

وما عملته

And what you did.

أنه عادي الحياة أبسط من هيك

Life is simpler than that.

easy

سهل

بتروحي بتحكي بتشتكي

You go and talk and complain.

بتقول اللي بقلبك

Say what's in your heart.

بتغير المدرسة

With a change of school.

أنني بتعيش حياة

You are living a life.

completely different

completely different

بس برأيك بتاني مدرسة

But in your opinion, is there a second school?

ما حيصير فيه تنمر؟

What will happen to bullying?

ممكن ممكن

Maybe possible.

آه ممكن لا

Ah, maybe not.

you don't know بس

You don't know, but...

بتصفي بتقوى شخصيتك

You are refining your personality.

بتصفي أنت أقوى

You are definitely stronger.

بتعرفي تردي عليهم

Do you know how to respond to them?

بتعرفي شو تعملي

Do you know what to do?

بتعرفي مع مين

Do you know who with?

بتحكي مع مين ما تحكي

"You talk to whoever you want."

بتعرفي شو تحكي وشو ما تحكي

Do you know what to say and what not to say?

تتعلمي

You learn.

تتعلمي أكيد

You will definitely learn.

بس بعدين بعد grade 11

But then after grade 11

كله مش الحال

It's all not okay.

هي بس كانت فترة grade 10

It was just the 10th grade period.

صرت أتجاهلون

I started to ignore.

وبغض النظر أنه أتجاهلون

Regardless of the fact that they ignore.

أنه أكبرت وهني كبروا

I grew up and so did they.

I think

I think

ما عادش هالحركات

These tricks are no longer happening.

ضل فيه بس أنه كتير قليل

It's just that it's very little.

وصار هيك بس ينامنوا علي من بعيد

And it became like this, they just sleep on me from afar.

ما حدا صار يقرب علي أكتر

No one has come close to me anymore.

أنه ممكن خافوي

It is possible to be afraid.

ممكن حتى صار عندي more friends

I may have even gotten more friends.

كيف حسيت أنه هالموضوع

How did you feel about this topic?

أثر عليك

It affected you.

أثر على شخصيتك؟

Did it affect your personality?

ما بحب الرفقة بقى

I don't like company anymore.

صار عندي خوف من الرفض

I have developed a fear of rejection.

يعني صار عندي خوف أنه روح وشوف

It means I became afraid to go and see.

إذا أنا هلأ قاعدة لحالي

If I'm sitting by myself right now.

وفي group of people

In a group of people.

ما بفيني روح وأقوم وأحكي مع هيدا الgroup

I can't muster the spirit to get up and talk to this group.

لأنه بخاف أنه يرفضوني

Because he fears that they will reject him.

فعندي هيدا الخوف

So I have this fear.

عندي خوف أنه أتقرب من الناس

I have a fear of getting close to people.

لأنه إذا برمت ظهري ممكن يحكوا علي

Because if I bent my back, they might talk about me.

فهلأ أنا ما عندي صحاب من ورا هيدا الشي

So now I have no friends because of this.

يعني عندي يمكن

I mean I might have.

بنعدوا على الأصابع

We count on our fingers.

يمكن 3 friends

Three friends can.

3 صحاب بس

Just 3 friends.

بس أنت اليوم حدا مشهور

But you are someone famous today.

مشهور عادة مع الشهرة بيجي الشغلة

Fame usually comes with the job.

أنه الناس بيحبوا يكونوا أصحاب معاك

People like to be friends with you.

رغم شهرتك

Despite your fame.

يعني بتحسي أنه أنت ما بتقدري

It means you feel like you can't.

تروحي تحكي مع الناس؟

Do you go talk to people?

لا ما بقدر

No, I can't.

لهلأ يعني بيجيني توتر كتير كبير

I still feel a lot of stress.

وبصير بفكر كتير

And I start to think a lot.

مين هيدا الشخص

Who is this person?

بتروح بحكي معاهم

You go talk to them.

طب بلكي رفضوني

What if they reject me?

بلكي حكيوا علي بلكي كذا

Maybe they talked about, maybe this or that.

فبتكون علاقة كتير سطحية

So the relationship becomes very superficial.

كتير سطحية

Very superficial.

وأدى شي أدى

And it led to something.

أزيني بالسوشال ميديا

"Decorate me with social media."

هيدا الشي كتير بيأثر علي

This thing affects me a lot.

بأنه عن جد ما كتير عندي أصحاب

That I really don't have many friends.

بس أنه مرتاحة نفسيا

But she is psychologically comfortable.

بس عرفت أنه

I just knew that.

لما فوت بالسوشال ميديا

When I got banned from social media.

كل اللي تنمروا علي رح يصيروا أنه

Everyone who bullied me will become that.

واو يارا صرت بالسوشال ميديا

Wow Yara, you got into social media!

وهيك

And that's it.

وهيدا الشي اللي صار

And this is what happened.

أنه بعد ما فتت بالسوشال ميديا

"That after I broke it on social media."

كان ما فيه ما فيه فرداً فرداً

It was what it was, one by one.

كل حدا كان يتنمر علي

Everyone used to bully me.

بلش يحكي معي

He started talking to me.

وما رديت عليهم

And I did not respond to them.

of course not

Of course not.

أنا عارفة أنه هيدا كان رح يكون سؤال التالي لأليك

I knew that this was going to be your next question.

كان بيقص عليك ليه كان بديك تنشهره

Why was he cutting you off? Was he trying to make you famous?

لأنه

Because

مني كنت الpopular kid بالمدرسة

I was the popular kid in school.

ما كنت بعمري popular

I was never popular in my life.

ما كان عندي أصحاب ما كنت شي

I didn't have friends; I was nothing.

وكان عندي هدف أنه

I had a goal that...

ما كنت popular بالمدرسة

I wasn't popular in school.

بس I can be popular

But I can be popular.

بمكان تاني

In another place.

ردة اعتبار يعني

Reddah i'tibar means "restoration of honor."

فكانت like

It was like.

revenge بس كان

Revenge, but it was.

انتقام

Revenge

بطريقة

In a way

أنه أنا بفرجيكم أنا مين

I will show you who I am.

أنتوا ما تكونوا تكونوا أصحابي

You all can't be my friends.

أنتوا رفضتوني

You rejected me.

كان بدي الناس يتقبلني كان هيك

I wanted people to accept me as I am.

فأنه

For indeed it

I lacked هيدا الشي مع العالم بالواقع

I lacked this thing with people in reality.

فعرفت أنه على السوشال ميديا

So I realized that it was on social media.

لما أطلع وضحكون وكون أنا

When I go out and they laugh and I am there.

أكيد العالم رح تحبني

Sure, the world will love me.

فالسوشال ميديا ساعدتني بطريقة أنه

Social media helped me in a way that

أنا عن جد بنحب

I really love.

عرفتين فأنه

You know that it is.

أنت بتنحب أكيد

You are definitely loved.

فإنه it was nice أنه

It was nice that.

5 million people عاملين لي follow

5 million people are following me.

5 million people بيحبوني

5 million people love me.

فأنه هلا الشخص الواحد ما بقى بيأثر فيني

So, that person no longer impacts me.

ماذا تفعل؟

What are you doing?

متى وصلت إلى هالنقطة

When did you reach this point?

اللي بطلت فيها يارا اللي

What Yara has stopped doing.

حاسة حالة مرفوضة

I feel rejected.

حاسة حالة أنه أنا

I feel like I am.

أنه ما فينا أعمل أصحاب

We can't be friends.

أنا صعبة

I am difficult.

أنا يارا شوف أنا مين

I am Yara, look at who I am.

اللي ممكن لما عملت

What you might have done.

my first deal

صفقتي الأولى

social media deal وهيك

social media deal and so on

أنه أول ما صور الليبرانز يحكوا معي أنه

The first thing the librarians depicted is that they talk to me that...

عن جد أنا كنت كنت تشتغلوا معي

Seriously, I used to work with you.

أنه أنا كشكل وكوجد وكجسم

That I, in shape and existence and body.

وكل شي أنا كنت كنت تشتغلوا معي

And everything I used to work with you.

وكل ما عملت أول كم إعلان وهيك

"And everything I did in the first few ads and so on."

حز حالي أنه

I am sad that

تغيرت نظرتك لحالك؟

Has your perspective on yourself changed?

أنه look at me I can do it

"Look at me, I can do it."

أنا عندي مثل

I have a proverb.

شخصية بجسمي دايما بتحكيلي

A character in my body always talks to me.

قصص مش منيحة

Not-so-good stories

فحس أنه

So he felt that

شو بتقلك؟

What does he/she tell you?

ناصحة مش حلوة

The advice is not good.

بدك هون

You want here.

دقن تكسس ما بعرف شو

Texas beard, I don't know what.

ضعيفة

Weak.

بتبكي كتير

You cry a lot.

كذا كذا كذا

So so so.

أنت ما بتقدر تعمليها

You can't do it.

كتير قصص هيك يعني سلبية

Many stories like this are negative.

فلما قدرت أنه

When I realized that it

أوصل لشي اللي بدي

Bring me what I want.

I was like

I was like

خلاص

Enough.

أنه you can do it

You can do it.

بس لحالة بتطلع هاي الشخصية

But in this case, this character emerges.

أخيراً صلحت مع حالي

Finally, I made peace with myself.

تعلمت أحب حالي أكثر من أي حدا تاني

I learned to love myself more than anyone else.

لين شحرت يا رب؟

Why did you make me suffer, O Lord?

لأنه realistic كتير

Because it's very realistic.

وقعية

Realism

والعالم بتشوف حالة فيني

"And the world sees my condition."

دايماً بجيني كومنتز حلوة هيك

I always get nice comments like this.

أنه يا رجي أنا هلأ بتاخد شعري منكش

I want you to know that I am now taking my hair from you.

وأنتي طالما مثلي بتشبهيني كتير شعرك منكش

As long as you resemble me a lot, your hair is messy.

فتت بفترة اكتئاب

I went through a period of depression.

اللي كانت وقت الكورونا

The one that was during Corona.

I think كل حدا almost

I think everyone almost.

فتت بنفس الشي

I went through the same thing.

بطلت واسقة من حالي

I stopped feeling confident about myself.

بطلت أي شي وانصحت

I quit everything and advised myself.

وصرت ألبس تيب ما شوف حالي فين

"I started wearing a cloth and I can't see where I am."

حتى العالم بتقلي يا الله شو أنتي نصحاني

Even the world tells me, "Oh God, what advice do you have for me?"

يا الله كذا

Oh God, like this.

وأنا مش شايف حالي نصحاني

And I'm not seeing myself, they advised me.

بس بعدين

But then.

بعد فترة لما بلشت

After a while when I started

self-love وبلشت

self-love and it started.

sorry بالmeditation

Sorry with meditation.

وبلشت أحب حالي أكتر

And I started to love myself more.

وبلشت بأنو

And I started with that...

شو تغير يا راتا بلشت بهيدا المسيرة؟

What changed for you, Rata, that made you start this journey?

بعد كتير ناس عني كانوا معي

After many people were with me.

كتير ناس صلوا عم الحياتي

Many people prayed for my life.

اللي كانوا كتير toxic

Those who were very toxic.

وعلاقة سام كتير

And Sam has a lot of relationships.

ومش بس هيدا هو السبب

And this is not the only reason.

بغض النظر فتحت الدنيا

Regardless, the world has opened up.

يعني كورونا

It means Corona.

بطل في كورونا

Hero in Corona

رجعت الأمور طبيعية

Things returned to normal.

رجعت الأمور طبيعية وناس سم

Things returned to normal and people are fine.

طلعت من حياتي فرجعت أنا أطلع

You left my life, so I ended up leaving again.

بحالي بالمرأة أقول

In my condition with the woman, I say.

he look so ugly

He looks so ugly.

كتير طلع بشعر شو بيكي ليه

"Why are you so upset? What's wrong with you?"

وصير أحكي مع حالي

And I start talking to myself.

من أمتى نحنا هيك

Since when are we like this?

لا أنا كتير كنت

No, I was a lot.

أنثى كتير كنت

You were a lot of a female.

كتير كنت أنو حبك

I loved you a lot.

لبسو هيك وشعر وميكب

They wore it like this with hair and makeup.

وبطلت أخر فترة أهتم بحالي

And I stopped caring about myself recently.

بس أول ما قالت كلمة أنو

But as soon as she said the word "that".

بياعة طالعة كتير بشعة

The salesperson is very ugly.

من بكرة

From tomorrow.

بتبلش روحة الجيم

It starts with going to the gym.

وبلش أضعف وبلش كل شي

And he started to weaken, and everything started to decline.

كبيت كل شي عندي تيب واسعة

I spilled everything I have; the tape is wide.

وصرت ألبس تيب ديئة وهيك

I started wearing tight clothes like this.

لشوف جسمي

To see my body.

صرت نازلة 2 كيلو بس مش بسهولة

I lost 2 kilos, but not easily.

صراحة كتير كان صعب عم أغير أكل

Honestly, it was very hard for me to change my diet.

كمان كتير عم أتمرن

I am also training a lot.

اليوم كان أول يوم بكي بالتمرين

Today was the first day I cried during the training.

يا رأى ذكرت مرتين نحنا عم نحكي

Oh opinion, you were mentioned twice while we were talking.

لحس تبعد ليكي هون

"Let me go away from you here."

أنو علاقات سامة

Toxic relationships.

طلعت من حياتك كيف الإنسان بيعرف

"You left my life, how does a person know?"

علاقة سامة؟ ما بيعرف

Toxic relationship? It doesn't know.

لما يكون مش بيحب شخص

When he doesn't love someone.

متعلق

Related

متعلق بشخص

Related to a person.

ما بيشوف

He doesn't see.

ما بيشوف إنو شو اللي عم بصير

He doesn't see what is happening.

شو الواقع حوالي اللي عم بصير

What's the reality of what's happening around?

شو الـ red flags

What are the red flags?

بصيرت عم skip

I will skip it.

لابد ما يطلع

It must come out.

ويطلع بالأسس اللي كانت صايرة

And it reveals the foundations that were established.

بعدين بيقول آه

Then they say, "Oh."

كسامة لأنو الشخص هو نفسه بيكون سام

It’s a nuisance because the person themselves can be toxic.

ولا لأنو طبيعة العلاقة هي هي

Nor because the nature of the relationship is the same.

لا أكيد مش الشخصة شخص

No, definitely not the person.

كلشي فيه منيح ويمكن يكون

Everything is fine in it and it might be.

amazing wow كلشي فيه منيح

Amazing wow, everything about it is good.

وهاك أما

And here you go.

اتنين مع بعض ما بينسجل

Two together do not get recorded.

أو بيصير شي أو

Either something will happen or...

بدخل حدا أو ما بعرف بيصير something

Someone enters or I don't know, something happens.

صفل على أسم

"Please specify a name."

يا رهان بسأليك هول الأسئلة لأنو

Oh Rihan, I'm asking you these questions because...

بعتقد توقعتي

I think you're right.

أنو معظم الأسئلة اللي وصلتني

Most of the questions I received.

هي عن إسلام

It is about Islam.

هي

She

أنت وإسلام كنتو كتير أصحاب

You and Islam were very good friends.

كتير بتصوروا مع بعض كتير منشوفكو مع بعض

Many take pictures together, and we often see you together.

وفجأة طلعتوا من حياتي

And suddenly you disappeared from my life.

بعد ما بقت صورة مع بعض ما بقى في شي مع انو انت تلاتة وحكيت عن

After the picture was taken together, there was nothing left, even though you were three and talked about.

هيدا الموضوع بس كأنو جوابك ما قنعون شوف بزعلني كتير انو اعرف

This topic just seems like your answer didn't convince them, it really upsets me to know that.

انو انا ويا مو نبقى اصحاب كتير كتير كتير بزعلم لانو كان شخص

I and you can't remain friends because I really care about that person.

كتير يعني هو شخص كتير منيح مش انو كان شخص كتير منيح هو شخص

"He's a very good person, not that he was just a very good person, he's a person."

كتير منيح كتير طيوب واهلي كتير متكانوا متعلقين فيه ويعني كان

Very nice, very kind, and my family was really attached to him, and I mean he was...

فرد عن جد كان فرد من يعني من عائلتي عن جد ويعني هول كله

A person by lineage was indeed a member of my family by ancestry, and that means all of this.

منعرفه ما منعرفه هو ليه بطل فرد من عائلتك خطأ لا حرام ما

We know him, we don’t know him; why did he stop being a member of your family? It’s a mistake, it’s not permissible.

بعرف شوفي بتايمني بالصداقات بين شاب وبنت ايه ولا ايه ولا يعني

I know, look, I support friendships between a guy and a girl, right or not, I mean.

سمتين بيكون في حب من طرف واحد سمتين ما بيكون فيه بس بعدين حتى

There will be two qualities in a one-sided love, and there won’t be just one, but then even later.

لو هو يعني صار هلا

If it means it's happening now.

for example مع اسلام ان احنا اصلا ليه بطلنا نصور مع بعض انو صار

For example, with Islam, why did we stop taking pictures together? What happened?

العالم كتير يحطونا مع بعض احنا خلاص together together together لدرجة

The world often puts us together to the point that we are just together, together, together.

صاروا اهل كتير يتدايوا انو انو متل نسمع عليك ايه انتو ما هي كان

Many people started to complain that they hear about you, but you weren't like that.

مشاعر ما كان فيه ما كان فيه علاقة حب ما كان فيه علاقة حب

Feelings, there was no love relationship, there was no love relationship.

والعالم ما تصدق بعد ما خطب بعدن مش مصدقين مش هيك عم بسألك شو

And the world doesn't believe after the speech, they don't believe. Isn't that right? I'm just asking you what.

بعرفني شو بدن اكتر انو شاب خطب يعني اصلا بس خطب انت شفت

"I know what they want more, it’s that a young man is engaged, I mean he’s just engaged, you’ve seen it."

السوشال ميديا شو صار فيها ايه كله

What happened to social media, yes, everything?

قالوا اوه وكغريب كيف دايما تطلع البنت هي المعترة والمكسورة

They said, "Oh, it's strange how the girl always appears to be the one who is hurt and broken."

كله قالوا انو يارا انو فاتت بحالة اكتئاب يارا شو وضعه هلأ

Everyone said that Yara is going through a depression. How is she doing now?

وهو خطب وهيك نعم بالعكس اسلام حكاني قبل وكنت قردين بتعرف

"And he proposed, and yes, on the contrary, Islam told me before, and I was a monkey, you know."

عليها للبنت كنت عارفة هيخطب ايه ما عرفت اليوم بالضبط ايه

I knew what the girl would be proposed to for, but I didn't know exactly what it was today.

متى حينزل بس انو ايه كنت عارفة انو هيخطب وبعرفها للبنت وكان

When is he going to propose? I knew he would, and I know the girl.

مخبرني عنها وشو كمان انو عادي يعني وانا كتير

He told me about it and also that it's normal, I mean, and I am a lot.

بتفهم الوضع يعني انو انا لو خاطبة وخطيب عنده انو ممكن ما

Do you understand the situation? I mean, if I am engaged and my fiancé has the possibility of not...

قطعها بس انو ما خليها قطعها بس انو مش متل قبل اكيد وانا

He cut it, but it's not like before, for sure, and I...

بتفهم وانا واسلامنا هلأ صحبة ولما نشوف بعض بالايفنتس اكيد اه

You understand, and Islam and I are now friends, and when we see each other at events, for sure.

كنتم كم يوم بايفنت سوا ايه كنا بايفنت تابع نور ستارز كنا وقعدنا

You were at the event together for how many days? We were at the event affiliated with Nour Stars, we were there and stayed.

وحكينا والامر طبيعي بس انو غلط نصور مع بعض لانو اصلا ما حلوة

We talked, and it's normal, but it's wrong to take pictures together because it's not nice anyway.

انو ليه ما هو هلأ

Why is it not now?

ترك صح ما هي هاي بتصير تطلع انو اول ما ترك هلأ صار صاحبي مع

"Leave it, what is this? It turns out that as soon as I left, he became my friend."

يارا لا ما نحنا كل عمرنا كنا صحاب ولهلأ اسلام ما بنساله الفضل

Yara, no, we have always been friends, and until now, Islam does not owe us a favor.

اللي عمله معي واديه ساعدني بالسوشيال ميديا وعن جد انا يعني

What he did with me and Wadi helped me on social media, and honestly, I mean...

كتير بحبه وبحب عائلته اما انو ما في عداوي ما في كره ما في

I love him a lot and I love his family, but there is no enmity, there is no hatred, there is none.

شي بيناتنا بس نحنا صحاب بطلنا التصوير لانو عالم كتير حطتنا

Something between us, but we stopped taking pictures because people put a lot of pressure on us.

مع بعض خطب بعد لما اصلا لما الواحد يخطب او شي رادي هو

With some speeches, after all, when someone proposes, or something like that, he is supposed to...

البعض اصحابه لا اراديا بس انت بعادت عن الشلة كلها لانو هني

Some of his friends involuntarily, but you distanced yourself from the whole group because of them.

كانوا صحابه مش صحابي انا اصلا فطبيعي انو هني فطبيعي ايه يعني

They were his friends, not my friends. I’m not part of it, so it's normal for them. What do you mean by normal?

وانا متل ما قلت لك انا ما كتير بحب احتك بالعالم انت مانيك شخص

As I told you, I don't really like to interact with people, you are not my type.

اجتماعي كل الوقت مش كل الوقت بس لما اكون بايفنتو هيك مبالغ

I'm social all the time, not just all the time, but when I'm at an event it feels exaggerated.

كتير اجتماعية اما انو انا اتصل واحكي وهيك انو لا خلاص عندي

I'm very social, but when it comes to calling and talking, I just can't do it anymore.

صحابي عندي اهلي عندي الناس اللي بتعرفني عن جد وخلاص اما

I have my friends, I have my family, I have the people who really know me, and that's it.

الشلة اكيد لما اشوفها بحكي معهن وبتعلم عليهم ووايك بس انو

The group, of course, when I see them, I talk to them, and I learn from them, and that's it, but...

بس هني مع اسلام وانا كنت اطلع معهن لانو انا واسلام كنا رفقة فلما

But here it is with Islam, and I used to hang out with them because Islam and I were friends.

بطلنا رفقة ضل هو مع اصحابه وضلتني انا مع اصحابه بتقايمني

Our hero is with his friends, and I remained with his friends instead of him.

بالصداقات بالسوشال ميديا اي لانو مش كلن مش كلن اكيد اكيد اكيد اما

"With friendships on social media, it's not all of them, definitely not all of them, for sure."

انا وفي رفيقتي سارة ميلاد يعني بكل شي لانو قبل ما بتهتم

I am and my companion Sarah Milad means everything to me because before, she didn't care.

بالفيوز

With the fuse

وصوريني ومنشن يعني في مرة كان بابا مسافر

"And take pictures of me and mention me, I mean there was a time when my dad was traveling."

خمستاشر يوم اجت قاعدت عندي خمستاشر يوم كأنو احنا عايشين مع

Fifteen days she stayed with me, fifteen days as if we were living together.

بعض ولا شلنا تليفون وصورنا انو احنا مع بعض لدرجة انو قديم

We took a phone and snapped pictures to show that we were together to the extent that it feels old.

ننبسط ما فيه اوقات هلأ بروحنا عند العالم ما بتعرف انو انا

We relax sometimes, but now we go to people who don't know who I am.

عندها بنقعد نعيش بلايك بلايك

Then we'll sit and live without you, without you.

بالصداقات اللي هي بالسوشال ميديا اللي بنشوفها والناس عن

Regarding the friendships on social media that we see and people about.

جد كتير بتحبها هل حقيقية يعني هيك وهيك حسب فيه

You really love her a lot. Is that true, like this and that? According to what?

ناس

People

بلا بحسوا انو كتير بدون يكونوا صاحبين معاك لانو هني

They feel like they really need to be your friends because they...

ناس منيح اما فيه ناس لا بحسوا انو شغل بس غلط انو يكون

There are good people, but there are also people who feel that it's work, but it's wrong for it to be.

شغل لا لانو هو شغل وفيه ناس بيستغلوا بتطلعي معو بحط الكاميرا

"It's work, not because it's work, but because there are people who take advantage of it; when you're with him, he puts the camera on."

بوجك ويلا وان تو تري انو هاي بتصفح انو هلا شو بتعملي

"With your face, come on one two three, what are you doing now?"

بهالحالة اكيد صارت معي كتير ما بشو عم انا ما بعمل شي صوري

In this case, it definitely happened to me a lot, and I don't do anything harmful.

شو بدي اعمل انو شو فيكي تقولي انو بليز ما تصوروني

What should I do to tell you please do not take my picture?

بتبيني شايفة حالك وما بعرف شو خلاص انو

"You think you see yourself, and I don't know what it is, that's it."

بس تعرف انو اول ما بلشت وشل ميديا قلتلي كده الشي انو

But you know that as soon as I started on social media, you told me that thing that...

كانوا في ناس ما كتير بيعرفوني ايه فكتروحة ايفنتس وكنا نكون بسيركل

There were people who didn't know me very well, so we used to be in a circle at events.

يصوروا كل حدا يعملولي سكيب سامهام

"Everyone is taking pictures of me doing a skip."

انو ما يصوروني لانو انا ما كنت كتير مشهورة متلون

They don't take pictures of me because I wasn't very famous like them.

لانو هني بشوفوا العالم 1.2 مليون 200 تابسات كذا كذا كذا

Because they see the world 1.2 million 200 tablets such and such and such.

انتي بتصور معاك انتي ما بتصور معاك اما لما عرفت بوقتها انو البنت

You are taking pictures with you, you are not taking pictures with you, but when I found out at that time that the girl...

انو واحدة من الصحابي قالتلها قلتلها ما بتعرفيها انو هي يارش

One of the female companions told her, "Did you not know that she is Yara?"

2 مليون على تيك توك ولاو ما بتعرفي كيف تغيرت وفجأة صارت

2 million on TikTok and you don't even know how it changed and suddenly it became.

مي باست فريند بالقاعدة كلها بالايفنت شو عملتش شو دي اما

My friend, the whole base at the event didn't do anything at all.

ولا شي ما بدل عالم تكرهها قدتي ما ايه يا رب تعرفي تقولي لا انت

Nothing can change a world you hate, my strength isn't what it used to be, oh God, can you tell her no, it's you.

بالحياة هلا ايه هلا بعرفي اقول لا قبل ما كنت عارفة اقول لا لانو

In life, yes, yes, I know how to say no now, but I didn't know how to say no before because...

كانت خايفة من الرفض خايفة انو اذا قلتلها لا انو حتى لو

She was afraid of rejection, afraid that if she said no, even if...

زعجوني بجي على حالي بس انا ما ازعجوني ويرفضوني ويصير في

They bothered me, I approach on my own, but they do not disturb me, they reject me, and it happens.

بخاف لانو بخافي يؤذوني بخاف انو ما عرفت مين هي اصلا ما

I'm afraid because I'm afraid they'll hurt me; I'm afraid I don't even know who she is.

عرفت انو اذا قلتلها لا او كنت ماني منيحة معا كتير شو ممكن هي

I knew that if I told her no or if I wasn't very nice to her, what she might be.

تعمل او شو ممكن تحكي وكنت ما عندي جديدة عالسوشال ميديا ما

"What can you say about work? I didn't have anything new on social media."

بدي حدا يخرب لي سماتي ما بدي كذا فا شاكن كتير وضعها مضحك

I want someone to ruin my reputation; I don't want things like this, so her situation is very funny.

مين اقرب ناس لقليك غير سارة بسوشال ميديا ايلا بنارين كتير

Who are the closest people to you besides Sara on social media? There are quite a few.

لما كنت بعيدة دخليك سألوني انا ماني ملاحظة كنت مسافرة او كنت

When I was far away, they asked me if I wasn't noticing that I was traveling or if I was.

بالاردن اكشلي

In Jordan, actually.

بس لما رجعت عملنا

But when I came back, we did.

وقعدنا وحكينا وعطيتها عطيتها مثل سنسالي بس ع اسمها وكتير

We sat and talked, and I gave her something that was like a **sunsali**, but in her name and a lot.

بحب نور وحب كلن كلن صحاب بس ممكن اقول انو سارة اكيد وحبها

I love Nour and love everyone, they are all friends, but I can say for sure that I love Sara.

وحب كلن نارين يمكن بحكي لها قصص يعني بنحكي اصرار لبعض

And the love of everyone is two fires; maybe I'm telling it stories, meaning we share our determination with each other.

احنا هيك شردنا عن الموضوع كنا عم نحكي عن طفولتيك عن كندا كنا مكملين بس ذكرتي اشي خلتني هيك انو اقول لا حلق لازم اسألك عني

We kind of strayed from the topic; we were talking about your childhood in Canada, and we were continuing, but you mentioned something that made me say, "No, I have to ask you about me."

ايه مت عفلتي من كندا

What do you mean about Canada?

19 سنة

19 years old

كنت بوقتها عم تدرسي هونيك طب جنائي صح

At that time, you were studying forensic medicine there, right?

كتير بحب كنت كون طبيب بس ما بحب احكي مع العالم اجان توتر كنت احضر مسلسل اسمه بونز ومن هيدا المسلسل صرت بدي كون فرانزيك انتروبولوجيست

I really love the idea of being a doctor, but I don't like talking to people. I was anxious. I used to watch a show called Bones, and from that show, I wanted to become a forensic anthropologist.

اللي هي كنت بدي كون دكتورة

I wanted to be a doctor.

لانو اهلي كانوا يقولوا لي انو انتي لازم تكوني دكتورة

Because my family used to tell me that I must be a doctor.

طيب كم سنة عملتها

Okay, how many years did you do it?

عملت سنتين

I worked for two years.

ما قدرت انو حول الكريديتز تبعيني هون ولانو هون ما فيه كان فرانزيك انتروبولوجي كان بس فيه تبعي البصمات وهيك

I couldn't transfer my credits here, and since there wasn’t any forensic anthropology available, there was only the fingerprinting related to mine, and that's it.

اما قلت خلص ايه دون وانت وكنت مبالشة اورادي سوشال ميديا

Did I not say it’s done, and you were already engaging on social media?

بدي انا اعرف اهليك اللي هن كان بدنياك تصير طبيبة كيف تقبلوا انو انتي توقفة يعني ما تاخدش هادة انت مانيك رح تاخدش هادة

I want to know how your family, who wanted you to become a doctor, accepted that you stopped; I mean, they shouldn't accept that you won't take this path.

بس هلا رح فوز

But now I will win.

كيف انتي متقبلة كمان

How are you accepting it as well?

نو مبالا انا ما رح واقف جامعة

I don't care, I won't stand at the university.

رح فوز

I will win.

شو حتعمل

What will you do?

رح اعمل ماركتنج فتحت شركة ماركتنج وهيك

I will do marketing; I opened a marketing company and that's it.

رح فوز

Go win.

فانت انو بدرس بدرس منشان اوي حالة فيها

You are studying for a reason related to her situation.

شو المطلوب هلا

What is required now?

مبورت

Mebourt

السوشال ميديا والماركتنج is everything

Social media and marketing is everything.

وبالنهاية يعني اللي ما بيقولوا انو شو بيقولوا انو المصاري مش كل شيء بالحياة غلط لانو اتقز كل شيء بالحياة هيك منعيش هيك منأكل هيك منجيب كل شيء

In the end, those who say that money is not everything in life are wrong, because in reality, everything in life is like that; this is how we live, this is how we eat, this is how we acquire everything.

ذكرتيني بالفيديو اللي شفتوا لالك هاديك نهارة على التكتوك انو عم تقولي انو انتي بدك بس تتجوزي بدك واحد مرتاح يعيشك بنفس المستوى اللي انت عيشتيه هلا انتي بهمك المصاري

You reminded me of that video I saw of you the other day on TikTok where you were saying that you just want to get married and you want someone who is comfortable living at the same level you are living at. Right now, you care about money.

اه بهمني وما بستحبولي كتير

Oh, I care about him and they don't like me much.

كتير ناس بيفكروا متلك انا ما عم اقول هيدا شي غلط او صح انا عم اقول ما حدا بيقوله

Many people think like you do. I'm not saying this is right or wrong; I'm saying that no one says it.

لا انا بقوله مستحيل اخد حدا ما معه مصاري مستحيل ليه عشو ليه بدي اعذب حالي ليه بدي اعيش

No, I'm telling you it's impossible to take someone who doesn't have money. It's impossible. Why? Why should I torture myself? Why should I live?

حب بلكن غرمت

Love but with a heavy heart.

هلا بنغرم بس انا ما بسمح لحالي ان غرم وتشي ممكن غلط اقولها بحدا بعرف ما رح يعيشني هي الحياة اللي انا بدي اعيشها ليه بدي اظلمه وليه بدي اظلم حالي

Sure, we might fall in love, but I won't allow myself to fall in love with someone I know won't let me live the life I want to live. Why would I wrong him, and why would I wrong myself?

يعني انا شخص عايشة هيك العمري بلشت شغل من انا عمري 14 سنة انا بسروف كتير يعني ما عم اقول بدي حدا معه فراري يجي ياخدني بالفراري كل يوم بس بدي حدا يجيبلي بيت حلو

I mean, I am someone who has been living like this; I started working when I was 14 years old. I spend a lot, and I'm not saying I want someone with a Ferrari to come pick me up in a Ferrari every day, but I just want someone to get me a nice house.

تقبل

Accept

لا بس يجيبلي بيت حلو

No problem, just bring me a nice house.

شو يعني حلو

What does sweet mean?

انو غرفة غرفة لكل ولد انا say for example عندي ولدين بدي اعيش

It's a room for each boy. For example, I have two sons and I want to live.

كم ولد بدك

How many boys do you want?

بده اتنين يا اتنين يا اربعة

I want two, either two or four.

ها

Ha.

ايه

Ayah

يعني ليه ثلاثين

What does thirty mean to me?

لا

No

ما بدي ثلاثة لانو ازا راحوا ع الملاهة ولا شي وضل واحد برة

I don't want three because if they go to the amusement park or something and one is left outside.

اووووووووووووووووووو

Ooooooooooooooooooo

ايه فهم يلعبوا مع بعضهم تو تو

They understand that they play with each other two by two.

وما عم اقول هو الوحيد اللي رح يشتغل انا بشتغل

And I'm not saying he's the only one who will work; I work too.

اما باول كم سنة بدي كون بحب كون رب تمنزل يعني ما بحب اشتغل من تسعة لال ستة

I want to be in a loving relationship for a while, meaning I don't want to work from nine to six.

بحب يكون عندي بزنس لحالي وكن مهتمة بولادك

I love to have my own business and be concerned about your kids.

الولادة. انو هيك انا رأيي. انو ليلى اللي عز بحالي. انو انا كل

Birth. That's my opinion. That Leila is the one who cares about me. That I...

عمري عايشة مرتاحة. وكل عمري بشتغل. وكل عمري بصرف. واكيد ازا

I have lived comfortably my whole life. I have worked my whole life. I have spent my whole life. And surely if...

اتجوزت رح ساعدك. ولو نقلها بالدولب مش انو بتركو او صار ما

"I got married, I will help you. Even if you carry it in the wheelbarrow, it's not that they leave it or that it became something."

معك مصاري خلاص تركتك. لا. بس من الاساس بياخد حدا شغيل ادحاله

"I have money with me, I'm done with you. No. But to begin with, who hires someone to work for him?"

رجل بقدر يهتم فيني وبعيلتي. وازا اهلي شنهار انو عتازو شي.

A man who cares about me and my family. And if my family needs anything.

هيك. يقدر يهتم فيك. ياه.

Like this. He can care about you. Wow.

هلأ وقت اجيت على دبي انت ايجان خبرتني انو اهلك كانوا

When you came to Dubai, you told me that your family was...

مرتاحين. ايه. بس وقتا رجعتو قطعتو بفترة كتير صعبة كمان. اه

We are comfortable. Yeah. But when you came back, you cut off during a very difficult period too. Yes.

انا اظن كل حدا لبناني بدي اقطع فيهم. كل حدا. احنا رحنا عدوبي.

I think everyone Lebanese deserves to be cut off. Everyone. We went to a place.

راح بابا اكشلي عدوبي. وانا كنت بعد مع ماما كنا اول شي بلبنان

My dad went to my uncle. And I was also with my mom, we were initially in Lebanon.

بعد ما فلينا من كندا. نعم نزوره هيك. صارت الاحداث. فرحنا على

After we finished from Canada. Yes, we visit him like that. The events happened. We were happy about it.

سوريا عبيت اهل ماما. اه. يعني وعندنا احنا بيت

Syria is where Mama's family is. Yeah. I mean we have a house there.

كنين كمان. فبابا راح يشتغل بدبي وكان عم بيجيب معه اخيلي. فانا

Kanin also. My dad went to work in Dubai and was bringing my brother with him. So I...

عملت المصايب كيف انا ما بدي اجي عدوبي. جابني واخيرا عدوبي. قلت

The disasters happened, how could I not come to my ears? He finally brought me to my ears. I said.

له خلاص. انتو خسرتو مصريتكن بالازمة بلبنان. اه. فلما رحت قال

"He's saved. You lost your Egyptian identity in the crisis in Lebanon. Yeah. So when I went, he said..."

لي بابا انو هلأ هيدي الفترة انتو هيك ما كنت بدي اجيبك. حتكون

I told my dad that during this period, I didn't want to bring you. It will be.

صعبة. حتكون صعبة. بدي يرجع يبلش من جديد. اه. لانو كل شي خسرتو. اه

It's difficult. It's going to be difficult. He wants to start over. Yes. Because he lost everything. Yes.

هلأ. كان عنده هو مزبط حاله انو كان عندنا شوية مصاري في بانك

Now. He had arranged for himself that we had a little money in the bank.

بكندا وهيك. وبيعنا بيتنا بكندا. فانو كان لانو. مش الحالة. بس مش

In Canada, and so on. We sold our house in Canada. So it was because. It's not the case. But it's not.

متل قبل. اه. رفت? فا وكان الامور هيك شوية صعبة عليهم. فضلت ماما

Like before. Yeah. Did it go? So, things were a bit tough for them. Mom stayed.

بسوريا علقت هونيك بالكورونا هي وخيد صغير. وصفينا انا وخيي

In Syria, she got stuck there with the coronavirus and a small brother. My brother and I were described.

وبابا بدبي. كنا عايشين بغرفة واحدة وصالون. انت وبيك وخيك. اه.

And Dad is in Dubai. We were living in one room and a living room. You, your father, and your brother. Yes.

يا عمري بابا كان ينام على الكنباي ما كان يقبل يخليه ينام على

My dear, Dad used to sleep on the couch; he wouldn't let him sleep on it.

التخط. انا خلي لك. تانك يو. فبعدين عم اقدم على شغل وهيك. لابد ما

I'm sorry. I'm leaving it for you. Thank you. Later, I'm applying for a job and so on. It must be.

ضبطت معي السوشيال ميديا وجاني اول اعلان. وانت بتساعد اهلك اكيد.

I caught the social media with me and I got the first ad. And you are definitely helping your family.

اه. اه بساعدونه. يا عمري يا بابا كتير بحبو انا. وبتعب بحسه كبير

Oh. Oh, they are helping him. My dear, my father, I love him a lot. And I feel exhausted, he seems big.

يعني انا حلم حياتي هيك بالعالم انو يتقاعدوا اهلي هيك. تقاعدوا

It means the dream of my life is for my parents to retire like this. They retired.

ويعيشوا وابعدتن على البحر.

And they live far away by the sea.

يا عزيز. شو اول اعلان اجاك? فاشل نوفا فهيك ايه تيب وانا ضحكوا

Oh dear. What was the first announcement you received? Nova was a failure, so yes, they laughed at me.

عليه كتير يعني. ايه. كنت اول مرة بشوف هيك مبلغ انو قلت. بحبسك

"That's a lot, you know. Yes. It was the first time I saw such an amount, and I said, 'I will keep you.'"

واو بابا. بعدين بابا لما شاف وهيك. انا والله. اشتغلي انا بساعدك.

Wow, Dad. Then Dad saw it like this. I swear. Work, I will help you.

والله طب جميع. ايه. شو عملت في اول مبلغ تتذكره? اول مبلغ مش

I swear, it’s all good. Yes. What did you do with the first amount you remember? The first amount, I don’t remember.

متذكره اكزاك بس شوبينج. لانه انا كنت جاي على اساس تو ويكس

I remember you, but shopping. Because I was coming based on two weeks.

ها دبي.

Here is Dubai.

وعلقت بالكورونا. اه. فما كنت جايب تيب. فرحت اشتريتك راد.

I got stuck with COVID. Ah. So I wasn't bringing anything. I was happy to buy you a rad.

اشتريت كل شيء. واو. وما خليتي وكل يوم اطلب كل يوم اطلع انا اجاني

I bought everything. Wow. And you didn't leave anything, and every day I order, every day I go out, I have something coming to me.

انا بستحق اخد مصاري من بابا. اه. فما استرجي قل له بدي اطلب ما

I deserve to take money from my dad. Yes. So I can't dare to tell him that I want to ask for it.

استرجي قل له هاي. ان هو عم يطعق. هو دايما بيعطيني. اه. وسباشل بعد

Tell him, "Hey." He's being annoying. He always gives me. Yeah. And he's special too.

ما اشتغلت انو كنت طالع عشرة دولار بالساعة عشرة دولار يعني

I wasn't working, I was making ten dollars an hour, ten dollars, you know.

بكندا مش انو عم تقارنيها بهون. فكنت اضحك كنت دايما احسبها انو

In Canada, it's not like you're comparing it to here. I used to laugh; I always thought it was that.

طب هلأ عم بدي اخد مية دولار يعني هلأ كم ساعة عم بدي اقف على

So now I want to take a hundred dollars, so how many hours do I need to stand for?

اجريه لطلع المية دولار. هيك. صرت تعرفة امت مصاري اكتر.

I made it to get the hundred dollars. Like this. You now know when to expect more money.

شو اكتر شي بيخوفك بالدنيا? ايه رجعنا بكينا. شو بكيه? انا بسألك

What scares you the most in the world? Yes, we cried again. What are you crying about? I'm just asking you.

سؤال. انو اهلي يكبروا. او انو اخسرهم. اه. الله لا يقدر. في

Question. Whether my parents get older or I lose them. Ah. God forbid.

فترة من الفترات.

A period of time.

اه. توفى حدا عالسوشال ميديا. ايه فينك هو الممثل محمد قنوع.

Oh. Did someone die on social media? Yes, where are you, the actor Mohammed Qannou?

الله يرحمه. الله يرحمه. فبنته كانت منزلي اصوص كثير كثير بتزاعل.

May God have mercy on him. May God have mercy on him. His daughter used to frequently argue with me about many things.

وكانت منزلي نفس الفيديو اللي انا منزلته. بس هي منزلته انو بيا

My house was the same video that I posted. But she posted it as if it were hers.

توفى وانا منزلته انو اي لوف بابا. حسيت انو انو يعني هو ما كان

He passed away, and I posted that I love you, Dad. I felt that he wasn't.

مرير بيا ما كان بوشي. هيك. فجأة فاقت ما لقته. كل يوم كل يوم كل

Bitter, with nothing to do. Like this. Suddenly, I woke up and didn't find it. Every day, every day, every...

يوم صرت من بعد هيدا الخبر. وانا ما بعرفهن.

The day I became after this news. And I don’t know them.

فوت لعند بابا عالغرفة. افتح الباب. اتأكد عم بيتنفس. ارجع

Go to Dad's room. Open the door. Make sure he is breathing. Come back.

سكر الباب. هو ناقزه. اه. ونقزه. كل مرة ينقز. ارجع خاف اذا نقسته

Close the door. He jumps. Oh. And he jumps. He jumps every time. Come back, I'm afraid if he jumps on it.

يصير له شي وانا نقسته. فحاول فوت انو حتى ما هو انو يزعله مني

If something happens to him and I didn't pay attention to it, try to make sure that he doesn't get upset with me.

انو خلاص عم بفكس له نومته. عالاربعة الصباح عم فوت عم شوف

I’m just fixing his sleep. I’ll go in at four in the morning to check.

ازا انه هو منيح عم بيتنفس. حط ايدي هيك عم بتنفس وسكي. صار عندي

If he is good and breathing. I put my hand like this, breathing and smoking. I started to have.

هوسة. حتى بابا شو قال لي انو عندي مسج من بابا عالواتساب انو

It's a mess. Even my dad told me that I have a message from dad on WhatsApp that...

لازم تشوفي حكيم نفساني. ونام واتخيل انو يبعد الشر الف مرة من

You need to see a psychiatrist. Sleep and imagine that he drives away evil a thousand times from you.

هون. نعم. اتخيل انو انا بالعزة. او انا كذا. ايه. ايه. وشوف

Here. Yes. I imagine that I'm in luxury. Or I'm like this. Yeah. Yeah. And look.

اليوتيوبرز انو شوف اليوتيوبرز كلهم حوالي. ما بعرف ليه اتخيلتن

The YouTubers, like, look at all the YouTubers around. I don't know why I imagined them.

كلهم حوالي. انو قام نطها القد قريب منهم. اتخيل ما احنا اتخيلت

They are all around. You know, he jumped and hit the wall close to them. I can't believe what I just imagined.

اسامة يجي يحكي معي انو تسكي وكذا. ما بعرف ما بعرف اتخيل قصص

Osama comes to talk to me that he's drunk and stuff. I don't know, I can't imagine stories.

غريبة. وصير قولي انا براسي انو لا ما تفاولي. اللي بيقولوا ما

Strange. I tell myself that no, do not be pessimistic. What they say is not...

تفاولي يعني انا على الشخص. فعني يعني وفتت بحالة رعب وحالة

My optimism means that I rely on the person. It means I entered a state of fear and a state.

اكتئاب كتير كبيرة. قل له هو بالشغل. وينك بابا صار لك شيء.

A lot of depression. Tell him he is at work. Where have you been, Dad? Is something wrong?

ضلني معه على التليفون لو يوصل على البيت. خوفته. حتى هو صار

He kept me on the phone to see if he would get home. I scared him. He became scared too.

خاف. اكيد. هو خاف. كيف تلاتة منه? آآ ضللت مش ثلاثة ايام عند

He was scared. For sure. He was scared. How about three of him? Uh, I stayed with him for three days.

رفيقتي. صارها. كيف ما بدي حبك. قلبي مغروم بقلبك.

My companion. It's been a while. How can I not love you? My heart is enamored with your heart.

اه

Ah.

طيب القلب شو وضعه? القلب? عم بيدق. اكيد عم بيدق. لمين? مغسي

How is the kind-hearted one? The heart? It's beating. Of course, it's beating. For whom? For Mghsi.

ايديي والموضوع. يعني انت في حدا معجبت في على قليل. اي اكيد

"Of course, I have someone I like at least."

يعني. اوكي. كل بلد معجب بحدا يعني. اكيد. مبعرف. يعني انا

I mean. Okay. Every country admires someone, you know. For sure. I don't know. I mean, I...

مش ام لحلق لارتحت يعني لحلق لعرفت انا شو بدي اعمل لاعرف حالي

I'm not going to shave to feel relaxed, I mean to shave to know what I want to do to understand myself.

ازا انا ام رادي فوت بشي ولا لا. اما انو اكيد انا معجبة بهذا.

If I should go for something or not. But I am definitely interested in this.

عندي. تبتم نينة. اه مرتاح؟ ايه.

I have. You are good. Are you comfortable? Yes.

ocas amina. حدا بغير انو مرتاح مادية. شو وصفات? خفارس لاحلم

Amina, is there anyone who isn't comfortable financially? What are the recipes? To keep the dream alive.

يلاي. بدي كيها. نحب اهلي. اه. اه اهم هاي اخشي بدي اعيش بدي يكون

Yalla. I want it. I love my family. Ah. Ah, this is what I want, I want to live.

مرتاح مادية ليفتح لي بيت. وانا اكون عاكس ياء مرتاحه مادية لقا

I am financially comfortable to open a house. And I am reflecting, yes, financially comfortable to find.

افتح بيت لاهلي حد. اه وشو كمان بدي ايايكون كريمة.

I opened a house for my family, enough. Oh, what else do I want? I want you to be generous.

ورايق

Calm.

لأنه أنا عصبية شوية

Because I am a little nervous.

أنت عصبية؟

Are you nervous?

أدونه إذا بيسموه عصبية

"Write it down if they will call it nerves."

أما ردات فعل غلط

But the reactions are wrong.

يعني ردات الفعل

It means reactions.

دغري

Straightforward

إنفعالية

Emotionality

لأنه ما حساتك حدا عصبة

"Because I don't feel like you have anyone close."

بس إنفعالية

Just emotional.

كتير إموشنل

Very emotional.

وباخد قرارات بسرعة

I make decisions quickly.

فبدي حدا يكون

I want someone to be.

رايق

Calm.

منشاني أنه ستوب

It means "I don't know why it stopped."

فاكريق عادي عملي

A regular practical forklift.

أبدي حدا يكون

Let someone be.

I don't care إذا حلو ولا مش حلو

I don't care if it's nice or not.

أنا بعرف إذا بحبه

I know if I love him.

رح شوفه حلو بعيوني

I will see him beautiful in my eyes.

أكيد يكون شخص يرفتني

Surely there is someone who annoys me.

لأنه أول ما تتعرف على شخص

Because the first thing you do when you meet someone

ما بيكون بتعرفيه

You won't know it.

أما أنه I don't care إذا العالم

As for me, I don't care if it's the world.

لتلقي حلو أو لا

To receive sweet or not.

أهم شي حيلته كمان

The most important thing is his cunning as well.

إذا ما بتفق مع حيلته مستحيل

If you don't agree with his trick, it's impossible.

لأنه أنا بأمن أنه لما تتجوزي

Because I believe that when you get married

تتجوز العيلة

The family gets married.

أمان بهاي الشي

Trust in this thing.

وبدي يكون

I want it to be.

مادوم وضحكني

As long as you made me laugh.

يلعب مايك ليستيشن

Mike is playing on the PlayStation.

وشو كمان بس

And what else just?

أه وبحب حدا

Oh, and I love someone.

وين ما حطه

Wherever he puts it.

يوقف يعني لو كنا

It means "it stops if we were."

قاعدين مع ماي فرنز بالسوشال ميديا

Sitting with my friends on social media.

وهيه وهو يكون ويقف معهم

And he is, and he stands with them.

يعرف يحكي معهم

He knows how to talk to them.

لو وقفين مع عالم من بلد تاني وثقافات

If we stand with a scholar from another country and cultures.

جديدة يعرف يحكي معهم

New, knows how to talk to them.

ما بحب الشخص اللي

I don't love the person who...

الجاهل بحب شخص يكون

The ignorant loves someone.

زكي بيعرف

Zaki knows.

بيشوف الأخبار

He is watching the news.

كتير بتابع الأخبار

I follow the news a lot.

ما بحب شي يكرج من حد

I don't like anything that comes from anyone.

حب تابع كل شي

Love follows everything.

ما بحب حدا يسألني وما بعرف شو جاوبه

I don't like anyone to ask me questions that I don't know how to answer.

بهمك تكون ثقافته متلك

"It matters to you that his culture is like yours."

يعني يكون من نفس البلد

It means to be from the same country.

أو من نفس البيئة

Or from the same environment.

ايه أكيد

Yes, of course.

استحيل أقدر أخد

I cannot take it.

تكون بيشبهك

It looks like you.

ايه

Yes.

يا رأى انت بلشت على السوشال ميديا

Hey, you started on social media!

قد كن عمريك

You may have lived a long time.

19

19

19 عام 24

19 years 24

مش كتير صغيرة

Not too small.

بس كمان كنت بعدك مراهقة

But you were still a teenager.

ايه

Yes.

انت اليوم

You today.

فتحت هالشركة

I opened this company.

بتصير هيك

It becomes like this.

أنضج أكبر

Ripen bigger.

محتويك عم يتغير أصلا

Your content is already changing.

ايه

What?

اللي طريقة صوتك

The way your voice is.

نبرة صوتك

The tone of your voice.

الانفعالية اللي كنا نشوفها عم تتغير

The emotionality we used to see is changing.

يا رأى ما بتخاف

Oh opinion, aren't you afraid?

انه الناس اللي

It's the people who

أو الفان بيس

Or the fan base.

أو القاعدة

Or the rule.

الجماهيرية اللي انت جمعتها

The republic that you have gathered.

على أساس شي معين

Based on a certain thing.

ما تحب

What do you like?

اليهرة الجديدة

The new hippo

لا بخاف

I'm not afraid.

ودائما بحاول أعطي نفس هاي الأنرجي

And I always try to give the same energy.

بس بحاول أخففها

I'm just trying to lessen it.

يعني حتى من إذا بتشوفوا فيديوهات من قبل

It means even if you watch videos from before.

كنت كتير مجدونة أكتر

I was very crazy, even more.

بس ما ما بستحب

But I don't prefer it.

أقول إذا بدي أخطب

I say if I want to propose.

أنه تجي أمه تشوف فيديوهاتي وأنا هبلة

"My mom comes to watch my videos and I'm being silly."

تخطب

You are engaged.

ام

mother

تصير

It becomes.

أنه إذا يعني

That if it means

أنه تصير أمه تشوف فيديوهاتي الهبلة

That his mother ends up watching my silly videos.

أنه لا أحترمي حالك أكتر

I don't respect your situation more.

بتلاقي أنه كوني

You find that I am كون.

رازينة

Rationale

آه

Ah.

أوه شو هالكرقو رازينة

Oh, what a calm and composed person!

وستكرة

And it will be hated.

لما أطلع قدام حدا يقادي

When I go out in front of someone, I feel embarrassed.

أني أنت التكتاكر

Are you the TikToker?

شو بتعمل بتطلع بترقصي

What are you doing, looking and dancing?

فهلأ

So now

أنه عم بثبت له

He is confirming it to him.

أنه لا

That no

أنه فيه محتوى حلو

It has nice content.

اللي لحظته كمان يارا

What I noticed as well, Yara.

أنه أنت منك حدا

That you are someone from you.

بيعمل تعاونات كتير

He does a lot of collaborations.

مع اليوتيوبرز

With the YouTubers

أو مع الصناعة المحتوى

Or with the content industry.

in general

In general

ليش؟

Why?

ما بحب يجيلي من عند المتابعين

I don't like to receive from the followers.

مش هو هيدا الهدف

This is not the goal.

تبع التعاون؟

Did cooperation continue?

ياس

Yas

بس بصير

But it will happen.

الهدف

The goal

أنه

That he

بكون أنا

It will be me.

يعني

It means.

for example

على سبيل المثال

صورت معهم فيديو

I filmed a video with them.

أوكي

Okay

جاي من عندهم

I’m coming from them.

عشر تلاف متابع

Ten thousand followers.

خمس تلاف متابع

Five thousand followers.

whatever

whatever

it's really good

It's really good.

الحمد لله

Praise be to God.

إيه

Yeah.

أما هني بس عم يتابعوني

As for Hani, he is just following me.

لأنه أنا عملت تعاون مع شخص

Because I collaborated with someone.

وبس ناطرين

We're just waiting.

أنه هيدا الشخص

This is the person.

يطلع عندي مرة تاني

It comes up for me again.

ليه ما بتفكرين

Why aren't you thinking?

أنه هولي الجمهور تبعه

He is the idol of his audience.

تعرف عليك

I know you.

ما كان بيعرفك

He didn't know you.

impossible

impossible

بس جربتها

I just tried it.

كذا مرة جربتها

I have tried it so many times.

وما زبط

It didn't work.

يعني كذا مرة

It means "like this several times."

على فيديو عد ميلادي

In the video, count my birthday.

كان في شخص

There was a person.

مثير كتير للجدل

Very controversial.

مع شخص مثير كتير للجدل تاني

With another very controversial person.

حلو

Sweet

فينا نقول مين

Can we say who?

لأنه

Because

إيه

Yeah.

آكي خلص يلا

Okay, that's enough, come on.

غايت و نارين

Gait and Narin

أنه مبينين بالكومنتس عمدي

They are clearly stated in the comments intentionally.

كأنه

As if.

إيه

Yeah.

أنه كانوا مرة

They were once.

هني بعيد ميلادي

Happy birthday to me.

وكان

And it was

ما بعرف شو دهون العالم

I don’t know what the world’s fats are.

فايرين عليهم

They're firing at them.

لأنه كانوا بعيد ميلادي

Because they were far from my birthday.

كل الـ views

All the views

إجت بسم الله

In the name of Allah.

ماي فيديو طلعت

My video came out.

ترند

Trend

واو

Wow

وكذا

Likewise.

أما كل الكومنتات

As for all the comments.

غايت و نارين

Ghait and Narine

فرجينا غايت

Show us the goal.

فرجينا كذا

Show us like this.

فصفة أنا قاعدة

The phrase translates to "I am sitting."

عم بقرأ الكومنتس

I am reading the comments.

أنه

That he

طب ما

What?

it's my birthday

It's my birthday.

وعيد ميلادي

My birthday

أنه

That він

يجين بس

It just comes.

ولو

And if.

happy birthday

عيد ميلاد سعيد

عرفت؟

Did you know?

next day

the next day

نزلت فيديو تاني

I uploaded another video.

أنه ما جيب ربع الـ views

It doesn't get a quarter of the views.

اللي هداك الفيديو جابوا

The one who brought that video.

سنة حلوة يا يا رب

A sweet year, oh Lord.

سنة حلوة يا جميل

Happy year, beautiful!

سيدة منه تعاول

Mrs. Manah is working.

هذا كان احتفل فيه كتير عالم

Many people celebrated this.

تعاول أنه مثلاً تطلع مع حدا

You hope that, for example, you will go out with someone.

و...

And...

بتعملوا شو سوى

What are you doing?

أنا بتعب

I’m getting tired.

بتعب على حالي كتير

I work really hard on myself.

بتعب على محتواي

I work hard on my content.

بتعب على الناس اللي

I tire for the people who

بتجي وبتتبعني وهيك

You come and follow me like that.

ما بحب خلاص ناس غريبة

I don't like strange people anymore.

ترجع تجي

Come back again.

وتتبعني من أول وجديد

And you follow me from the beginning and anew.

من عند حدا تاني

From someone else.

ما يكونوا

What they be

يعني كيف بدي أقولك

It means how do I tell you.

نفس الـ environment تبعي

My environment is the same.

يعني أنا وهاديل وسارة

I mean, me, Hadeel, and Sara.

وكلها كتير منصور

And all of them are very victorious.

و...

And...

أما ما بحب بحط حالي مع حدا

As for me, I don't like to put myself in a position with anyone.

يجي شنهار

It will come a day.

يزلني

It shakes me.

أو يقللي

Or tell me.

أنا عملتك

I did it to you.

أنا سويتك

I made you.

الفيديو طلع ترند بسببه

The video went viral because of it.

no no no

لا لا لا

صاروا عندك هل قد متابعين

You've got this many followers now?

لأنه أنا عملتك

Because I made you.

جاهزة لأسئلة الجمهور؟

Ready for audience questions?

yes جاهزة

Yes, ready.

هولي أكتر أشخاص متابعينك

These are the most followed people on your account.

أكتر أشخاص مركزين معيك

The people who focus on you the most.

وبدون يعرفوا كل شي

And without them knowing everything.

نعم

Yes

بس في شغلة

But there is something.

إنه السؤال

It is the question.

ما فيك تقعد تفكره

You can't sit and think about it.

ما فيك تلفلوا الدورة

You can't cheat the system.

بديك تجاوبيني بكل سرعة

I want you to answer me as quickly as possible.

وبكل صراحة

To be completely honest.

okay

Okay

في صديق

There is a friend.

اللي كفترة

The one who is on time.

بتنزلي

Are you coming down?

stories معه

Stories with him.

بس ما بيطلع وجهه

But his face doesn't show.

مين هو؟

Who is he?

تفيقي

My achievement

هذا مش جواب

This is not an answer.

مين هو؟

Who is he?

ليه ما بيطلع وجهه؟

Why doesn't his face show?

ما بيحب

He doesn't love.

يعني جد ما بيحب

It means he really doesn't love.

أنا بترجيه يطلع معي ما بيحب

I'm begging him to go out with me, but he doesn't want to.

هل هو الشخص اللي كنا نحكي عنه قبل شوية؟

Is he the person we were talking about a little while ago?

لا

No

لا؟

No?

أي

Any

شو؟

What?

لا أو إيه؟

No or yes?

يعني

It means.

لا أو إيه؟

No or yes?

يعني عم تفضحيني

It means you are exposing me.

okay خلاص وصل حقي أنا

Okay, I've finally received my rights.

وصل للجواب يا جماعة

The answer has arrived, guys.

إذا فيك تغيري شغلة واحدة بشكلك شو بتكون؟

If you could change one thing about your appearance, what would it be?

وزنة

Weight

هيدة منعرفة

This is not known.

بطنة

Abdomen

ليه؟

Why?

ما بحب يكون عندي كرش

I don't like having a belly.

ممكن نرجع نشوفك عم تصوري مع إسلام أفرو؟

Can we come back and see you filming with Islam Afro?

إذا بده

If he wants.

يعني أنت جاهزة

It means you are ready.

ممكن مش مثل قبل لأنه

It might not be like before because

I don't know يعني

I don't know means.

بس إنه إذا بده بنصور

But if he wants, we can take a photo.

إذا ما بده ما بنصور

If he doesn't want it, we won't take a picture.

ما نكزعليني على القصص اللي صارت؟

Why are you making me sad about the stories that happened?

no

لا

لأنه بتصير

Because it becomes.

بتصير

It becomes.

حدا

Someone

ما عادي

It's normal.

أنت عادة ما بتزعل من الناس اللي بيبعدوا عنك وبيرجعوا

You usually get upset with people who distance themselves from you and then come back.

ما بتزعل من العالم؟

Aren't you upset with the world?

بزعل منه لو بعد عني على سبب

I get upset with him if he distances himself from me for a reason.

يعني مش معقول يعني

I mean, it's not reasonable.

بس إنه it's normal عادي

It's normal.

صار بينتنا قصاص خطب هو

There has been a retribution between us; it is his engagement.

ما بعرف إذا بتغار ما بتغار

I don't know if you get jealous or not.

whatever بعدنا

Whatever, we're done.

عن بعض

About some

شو الشي اللي معقول يخليك توقف السوشيال ميديا؟

What could possibly make you quit social media?

ولا شي

Nothing.

ولا شي؟

Nothing?

ليه خط؟ ما عنديك خط أحمر؟

Why is there a line? Don't you have a red line?

إنه هيدا إذا والله صار أنا موقف

This is it, if God wills, I will stand my ground.

ليه؟ ما بعرف شو بده يصير

Why? I don't know what's going to happen.

لا أقول

I do not say.

إنه فيه ناس مثلاً بيجاوبوا إنه إذا أجيغن أولاد أو شي

There are people, for example, who respond that if they have children or something.

بلأ إذا أجيني أولاد أنا بحطهم كلهم على السوشيال ميديا

Well, if I have kids, I'll put all of them on social media.

ما عم أقولك هذا شي صح؟

I'm not saying this is right?

كلهم بنزلن مش لعبنوا المحتوى

They all come down, they didn't play with the content.

يبلشوا يطلعوا حفظاتهم لو صار

"They will start to show their memorization if it happens."

شي مرة أخدت الشي من أولاك؟

When did you take the thing from them?

سرقة؟

Theft?

أخدت الشي من أولاك؟

Did you take the thing from them?

أيه؟

What?

شو؟

What?

مرة كان فيه بريز كهربا حلو وهيدا إيه؟

Once there was a nice electrical socket, and what is this?

عطينا إياه بهدية سرقته من كيس بنت خالي إذا عم تحتر يا

We gave it to him as a gift that we stole from my cousin’s bag. If you’re angry, oh...

I'm sorry

أنا آسف

شو أكبر كذبة مكذبتي ع بيك؟

What is the biggest lie I have ever lied to you?

أوه

Oh

كذب أوكي؟ كثير مكذبة ع بيك

Lying, okay? There are many lies about you.

بابا I love you كثير

Daddy, I love you a lot.

بكذبة ما بيعرفها

With a lie he doesn't know.

هلا بده يعرفها

He wants to get to know her.

أنا من قبل

I am from before.

كنت حاب شخص وإنت ما بتعرف

I liked someone and you didn't know.

شو قصة؟

What’s the story?

ببلش بحرف

I start with a letter.

بز

Buzz.

زهر

Flower

أوكي

Okay

بيعرفوا بايك

Do they know you?

لا هذا الشخص

Not this person.

بس ما بيعرفوا

But they don't know.

لو كنت تحبه

If you loved him.

ايه مميز

What a unique thing!

هو كان يحبني كمان

He loved me too.

مش بس أنا

Not just me.

او كنت تحبوا بعض

Or you love each other.

بايك حدا متشدد

There is no one very strict.

مباشرة معاك

Straight to you.

بهالأمور

In these matters.

هلا لا بس كنت صغير

No, I was just young.

مبالغ

Amounts

هلا خلص يعني

"Is it finished or not?"

عمري يعني

My age means

أكيد بيقيت عرف

Sure, I will know.

و هيك يعني

And like that, you know.

بدي أحب و أنحب

I want to love and be loved.

أكيد

Sure.

من بعد هيدا الانترويو

After this interview.

حقي كلها أكيد

My rights are definitely mine.

فعرفي أنه بالسوشال ميديا

So know that on social media

عادة كلما شاب و بنتة

Usually whenever a young man and a woman...

هيك يصوروا مع بعض

That's how they take pictures together.

بيربطوهم ببعض

They connect them together.

بيصير أنه في علاقة

It happens that there is a relationship.

تحب بينياتهم

She loves them.

كيف أنت و اسلام

How are you and Islam?

ايه

Yes.

نفس الشي

The same thing.

اوكي بس أنا هلا

Okay, but I am right now.

سؤالي هو

My question is

بدي أعطيكي سلسلة

I want to give you a necklace.

خمس أسماء

Five names

أوكي

Okay

و أنت

And you?

لو كنت أنت خطابة

If you were a matchmaker.

أوكي

Okay

أنت برأيك

You think.

مع مين بيلبقوا

Who do they fit with?

أوكي

Okay

ديل

Tail

أول اسم

First name

وسامة مروة

Marwa's handsomeness.

ايه خلاص ما كل الناس

Yeah, not everyone is done.

بتحطوا مع عشرين

You put it with twenty.

بدي أحطوا مع عشرين

I want to put it with twenty.

وأنت

And you.

أنا ما عم بسألكي شو الناس بتقول

I'm not asking you what people say.

عم أقولكي أنت

I am telling you.

يارا

Yara

هذين كوت مع بعض

These two are sewn together.

بيطلعوا مع بعض

They go out together.

طالعين كوت مع بعض

We're going out to the coop together.

طب ليه ما بتشجعيهم

So why don't you encourage them?

بخصني

Regarding me

أو يمكن

Or it could be.

أوسامة و رغد

Osama and Raghad

بيلبقوا لبعض

They suit each other.

ولا

No.

واحد

One

شيرين

Shirin

طيب

Okay.

نارين

Narin

مستحيل

Impossible

لأعطيها حدا من السوشال ميديا

To give her a break from social media.

ليه

Why?

مستحيل

Impossible

لأنه ما بحس

Because I don't feel.

هلأ هي

Now this is it.

لعينك بتحب حدا من السوشال ميديا

Do you love someone from social media?

يعني ما بيلبق لحدًا من السوشال ميديا

It means it doesn't suit anyone from social media.

ما بيلبق لعيونك

It doesn't suit your eyes.

البقلى رجل ما تمكن

The fool is a man who is unable.

بالمعنى الكلمة

In the literal sense.

إنت معقولة تكون مي مع حدا من السوشال ميديا

Are you seriously not dating anyone from social media?

مستحيل

Impossible

ليه

Why?

حتى مستحيل طالعوا على السوشال ميديا

Even impossible things have appeared on social media.

وَواو

And wow

قلت مستحيل

I said impossible.

مش أنو

Not that

مستحيل

Impossible

لا بس

No worries.

لأنه بصيرون عالم يعنور فتنة

Because they become a world that ignites confusion.

تطلع لياه هيك

She looked at him like this.

بضحك فيها هيك

I'm laughing like this.

ليه يعمو هيك

Why do they do this?

آه فبصيروا هون بيفوتوا بيناتكم

Ah, so they get in between you here.

آه فبصيروا انتو يوليك انو عنجد طلعت فين انت اليوم بطريقة غير هيك يعني عرفت

Ah, so you see, it really turned out that you showed up today in a different way, you know what I mean?

بالاسم التالي رغضة

With the following name, Raghda.

يالله عم تعطيني اسماء رادي العالم حطتهم مع بعض فما فيني اشيلهم مع بعض

Come on, you keep giving me names of people who are related, and I can't take them all together.

لا أنا بدأ انت رأيك

No, I will start. What is your opinion?

أحمد حمدا

Ahmed Hamda

لازم لازم خلاص يعني خلاص خلاص زودتوا

It’s necessary, it’s necessary, that’s it, I mean that’s it, you’ve added too much.

انت برأيك اني بيعلي او ما بيقولوا

Do you think I am elevating or not saying?

أنا لأكيد بيشوف الفانز شو بيعملوا ما بعرف أنا مش هلأ قد متقربة منهم يعني

I'm sure he sees what the fans are doing; I don't know, I'm not that close to them right now.

بس لو كانوا كتير بطلعوا كيوت

But if they are many, they look really cute.

بطلعوا كيوت

They look cute.

طيب اخر اسم رادي

Okay, the last name I want.

ياس

Yas

اسلام افرو

Islam Afro

بحطه مع هو بده حدا هيك مجنون

"I'll put him with someone who needs someone crazy like that."

انرجي هايبر

Energy Hyper

أو بتعرفي شو ممكن حطه مع حدا كالم

Or do you know what I can put with someone like that?

مشان يهديله الانرجي طبعه

So that he can calm down his energy.

ممكن سيدرة

Can you please?

تحسي سيدرة كتير هيك

You feel very much like Sidra.

هو كتير رائع

He is very wonderful.

لحظتي اتجوستي عائلة بيوتي كلها

At that moment, I just passed by the entire beauty family.

اتجوز

Get married.

امه اللي روح في بيتي العريس

His mother is the one who went to the groom's house.

طيب حبه

Okay, my dear.

طب بيسان

Tob Bisan

يعني كنا نشوفها مع اناس

It means we used to see her with people.

اما هلا ولا حدا

But oh, neither anyone.

ما بتشوفها مع حدا

You don't see her with anyone.

ما بحب

I don't like.

ممكن ما بعرفها

"Maybe I don't know her."

اوكي

Okay

ممكن ما بعرفها لا اعرف انو ما مين ممكن لبقها

I might not know her; I don't know who could accept her.

بس مشان بيسان بده حدا كمان رائع

But for Baysan, she also wants someone great.

بده حدا رائع

I want someone amazing.

اوكي

Okay

مثل مين

Like who?

مثل شخصية اسامة

Like the character Osama.

بس مش اسامة

But it's not Osama.

بتعرفي مين كمان بحب مع بعض

Do you know who else loves together?

احمد النشيط ولا غير

Ahmed is active and nothing else.

هو بيقول انو بده حدا هيك

He is saying that he wants someone like that.

نفس تفاصيلها هي

The same details are hers.

اما ما بيقول انو هي اكيد

As for what he says, it's definitely that.

بيقول انو بدي حدا راكز وهادي

He says he wants someone focused and calm.

فبس اسمع انا حدا راكز وهادي

Just listen, I am someone who is focused and calm.

تتخيل رغود

You imagine Raghod.

ما بعرف ازا بيلبقوا مع بعض

I don't know if they suit each other.

بده حدا متل شخصيتها

She wants someone with a personality like hers.

هي هيك كتير حدا مهزاب وهادي

She is really such a calm and gentle person.

كتير كتير

Very very.

عن جد بعقده هنا العائلة كمان

Seriously, the family is also tied up here.

تتجرأ تقولي

You dare to tell me.

قدي بتاخدها على اعلان عالتكتاب

You might take it as an advertisement on the book.

لا

No

ما بتجرأ اقول

I don't dare to say.

انا سمعت انو

I heard that...

مش قلل من خمسين الف دولار

Not less than fifty thousand dollars.

A etc

A etc

انا بدي اخد على الخمسين الف دولار

I want to get fifty thousand dollars.

هيك وصللي من المتابعينك

This is how it reached me from your followers.

انا انا خمسين الف دولار

I am fifty thousand dollars.

ومامعي فراري ولامبرغي

I don't have a Ferrari or a Lamborghini.

تبقى قلل من فوق الخمسمية الاف دولار

There remain less than five hundred thousand dollars.

تسأليني لانه كل حدا مفكر انو انا معي كتير مصاري لانو جبت لماما سيارة وعند البيت وعطت اخي انو دعمته

You're asking me because everyone thinks that I have a lot of money since I bought my mom a car and helped my brother with support.

وبتساعد اهلي

And you help my family.

وبتساعد اهلي حمدلله معي ومتمكنة وقدر اعيش وام اوكي الحمدلله الحمدلله الحمدلله اما مش متل ما هني متخيلين بس انا كل شي بعمله بقدمه لأهلي

I help my family, thank God I'm capable, and I can live and I'm okay, thank God, thank God, thank God. It's not like what they imagine, but everything I do, I do it for my family.

فهني بيشوفوا انو واو كتير معا مصاري انو معا كتير مصاري قادرة تستغني عني شوي لأ انا مش هيك انا كل شي بعمله بعطيونيه انو بدي اتأكد هني عايشين هني منيح هني كل شي you know

So, they think that I have a lot of money and that I can afford to do without them a little. But that's not how it is; everything I do, I do it to make sure they are living well and that they have everything, you know.

فا اما السوشيال ميديا لصراحة بتطلع مصاري بتطلع

Social media, honestly, makes money; it really does.

انا تركت الطب وانا مش اشتغل بالسوشيال ميديا لصراحة اما انو هلا ما وصلت لهاد مبالغ

I left medicine and I'm not working in social media, to be honest, because I haven't reached these amounts yet.

يعني مثلا كم فيديو بالشهر لازم تعملي لتعيشي مرتاحة؟

For example, how many videos a month do you need to make to live comfortably?

ما ادنو لانو ما باخد حسب الفيديو

I'm not close because I don't follow according to the video.

ميش هتجاوبي

Are you not going to answer?

ما بعرف

I don't know.

يارا عن جد عن جد كنت متوقع انو الانترويو هيكون مهضوم بايك

Yara, honestly, I really expected the interview to be fun and lighthearted.

بس انو ما كنت متوقع انو رح يكون هالقد هيك فيو بكي فيو ضحك فيو جاوبة حكت على العالم يعني انو ما توقعت

I just didn’t expect that it would have so much crying, laughter, and responses talking about the world, I mean, I didn’t anticipate that.

صراحة ما توقعتها مني لانو انتي شخص هيك انو كتير بيفكر بأجوبته

Honestly, I didn't expect that from you because you are someone who really thinks a lot about your answers.

فأنا كتير مبسطة بوجودك معي

I am very happy to have you with me.

وان شاء الله

And God willing.

وان شاء الله يارب هيك كل الأحلام اللي عم تحلمي فيها تقدر تجذبيها وتحقيقيها

And God willing, may all the dreams you are dreaming of come to you and be achieved.

واتكوني مبسوطة

And you should be happy.

ان شاء الله ما اكون جبت العيد يعني شو ما صاري جماعة ما تزعلوا مني انا انسان

God willing, I hope I didn't mess things up. I mean, whatever happened, guys, don't be upset with me; I'm just a human.

سوري

Sorry.

جبت العيد

I brought the holiday.

يا الله

Oh God

شو هيك بالضبط انا ما بحب اعمل انترويوز

What exactly is this? I don't like doing interviews.

يعني ما بحب شي بحكي

It means I don’t like to talk about anything.

خلص

Done.

مع السلامة

Goodbye.