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来自他个人的那种小秘密

A little secret that comes from him personally.

但是跟大家在第一期节目见面之后

But after meeting everyone in the first episode

我记得应该是到第四期还是第五期节目的时候

I remember it should be around the fourth or fifth episode of the show.

然后我的粉丝量和点击率就越来越高

Then my number of fans and click-through rate kept increasing.

虽然说吧其实现在做理智我的粉丝量不算高

Although I say this, my fan count is actually not very high right now.

我那天回顾的时候特意看了一下我的点击量播放量

I specifically looked at my click-through rate and view count when I reviewed it that day.

说实话我还是蛮惊讶的

To be honest, I am quite surprised.

因为这个数字是我自己没有想到的

Because this number is something I didn't think of myself.

然后也没有预期过的

Then there were also unexpected outcomes.

因为我更节目其实更的不是很频繁

Because I don't actually have that many shows.

这一点我必须要承认

I must admit this point.

我有懒惰性

I have a tendency to be lazy.

然后很多时候就是

Then many times it is just

忙起来

Get busy.

然后就没有时间了

Then there was no time left.

那怎么说呢

So what should I say?

我突然有一些不知道该说什么了

I suddenly don't know what to say.

然后今天想要录一期节目

Then I want to record an episode today.

是因为想要暂时告别这个平台

It is because I want to temporarily say goodbye to this platform.

我原本是想要

I originally wanted to.

将电台里的视频

Transfer the video from the radio station.

的所有节目都删除的

All programs have been deleted.

那可能如果真的是有关注到我

Then it’s possible that if you really are paying attention to me.

然后每天会偶尔翻一翻我电台节目的朋友

Then I occasionally flip through the friends of my radio program every day.

可能会发现

You may find.

现在节目列表里的节目已经比之前要少了

The number of programs in the program list is already fewer than before.

因为有一些我已经删掉了

Because I have already deleted some.

然后剩下的这些呢

Then what about the rest?

我几次想要都把它们删干净

I have wanted to delete them completely several times.

但是一直就没有狠下心

But I have never been able to be decisive.

有很多的朋友关注了我的微博

Many friends have followed my Weibo.

然后还有一些粉丝和听众呢

Then there are also some fans and listeners.

加了我的QQ

Added my QQ.

然后如果是有我的网络账号的朋友们呢

Then what about friends who have my online account?

应该是知道我剪头发了

You should know that I got a haircut.

然后这个其中的原因

Then the reason for this is...

我想大家也都知道

I think everyone knows as well.

因为我之前也有经常在我的节目里提到过

Because I have often mentioned it in my program before.

这个事情

This matter.

最开始

At the beginning.

我就是想把我想说

I just want to say what I want to say.

但是又不敢说的一些话

But there are some things I dare not say.

一些不敢表露的情绪

Some emotions that are afraid to be revealed.

放到了这个平台上去说发

Put it on this platform to say.

但现在当我自己决定要放弃的时候

But now, when I decide to give up myself.

所以我想可能

So I think maybe.

我想把电台关闭

I want to turn off the radio.

我真的其实挺舍不得的

I'm actually quite reluctant to let go.

这也是为什么

This is also why.

现在还留下了二十一期节目没有删的原因

The reason for leaving twenty-one episodes not deleted now.

就好几次都是下不了手

It's just that there have been several times I couldn't bring myself to do it.

每一次打开了

Every time I open it.

然后去反复在听的时候

Then keep listening repeatedly.

我就

I just

心里还是会有一种感慨吧

There will still be a sense of emotion in my heart, right?

其实这一路电台里的一些节目

Actually, some of the programs on the radio along the way

也见证了我这几年的变化

It has also witnessed my changes over the past few years.

我的性格

My personality.

然后我写作的文风

Then the writing style I use

录节目的一些声音啊之类的东西

Some sounds related to recording a program and such things.

然后包括对一些事情的看法

Then it includes views on certain matters.

其实也都在

Actually, they are all here.

慢慢的转变

Slow transformation.

很多人都会跟我讲说

Many people will tell me that

他们觉得我是一个

They think I am a...

目标性很强的人

A person with a strong sense of purpose.

哎呀

Oh dear!

可其实

But actually

并不是这样

It's not like that.

至少我自己觉得并不是

At least I personally feel that it is not.

我会很迷茫

I will be very confused.

然后现在呢

And what about now?

我想暂停它

I want to pause it.

也并不是说

It doesn't mean that.

我彻底的

I am thorough.

暂停它

Pause it.

我彻底的

I am thorough.

要跟这个平台say goodbye了

It's time to say goodbye to this platform.

只是rest

Just rest.

对

Yes.

然后我想要思考一下

Then I want to think about it for a while.

自己未来的走向吧

The direction of one's own future.

因为其实

Because actually

因为现在

Because now

也有很多的事情在忙

There are also many things to be busy with.

考研啊

Postgraduate entrance exam.

然后还有论文啊

And then there's the thesis.

论文啊

Paper啊

还有一堆乱七八糟的事情

There are still a bunch of messy things.

就会觉得

will feel

没有空去打理它

No time to take care of it.

但当然这个不是主要原因

But of course, this is not the main reason.

而是因为我觉得

But it's because I feel that

这几年随着自己的一个变化

In recent years, along with a change in myself.

然后这个节目的

Then this program's

最开始的定位呢

The initial positioning, right?

已经不太

Already not very.

不太适合我了

Not really suitable for me anymore.

就可能

It’s possible.

一路成长过来

Growing all the way.

你会发现

You will find.

这种

This kind

像我这样的

Like me.

小女孩的情绪

The little girl's emotions.

现在变得

Now it has become

容易被我所隐藏

Easily hidden by me.

所忽略了

Overlooked.

我希望

I hope.

我下一次开播节目的时候

The next time I broadcast my show

是以一种

It is a kind of

更成熟的眼光

A more mature perspective.

来看待我的生活

Look at my life.

和我身边的一些人

Some people around me.

一些事

Some things

然后

Then

其实说的不好

Actually, it's not good to say.

听一点

Listen a little.

我有的时候会觉得

Sometimes I feel that

自己之前的一些节目

Some of my previous shows.

呃

你撑不上节目吧

You can't handle the show, right?

就是自己录的一些东西

It's just some things I recorded myself.

就是有一点

It's just a little bit.

呃

情感化太强

Too emotional.

有一些交流造作

There are some communication pretenses.

可能是随着年龄的增长

It may be as one grows older.

所有的一些改变

All the changes.

也可能是因为

It may also be because

这些年

These years

就是

That's it.

见过的人

People I have seen.

经历的事儿

Experiences.

或者是说是

Or it can be said that.

自己心理上的一些

Some of the things in my own mind.

嗯

Hmm.

改变

Change

然后我希望我下一次

Then I hope that next time I...

重新开始的时候

When starting over

可以做一个

Can make one.

干货满满的电台

A radio station full of valuable content.

然后

Then

没有那么多的心灵鸡汤

There isn't that much motivational talk.

哎

Sigh.

因为我觉得我现在熬不了鸡汤了

Because I feel like I can't make chicken soup anymore.

真的

Really.

因为我自己

Because of myself.

自己的生活中已经没有办法给自己有灌溉那种

There is no way to provide myself with that kind of nourishment in my own life anymore.

心灵鸡汤了

It's a soul-stirring quote.

我现在有的时候会很反感看那样的东西

I sometimes really feel disgusted by watching such things now.

我也不知道

I don't know either.

这就是因为老了还是怎么样

Is it because I'm getting old or something?

嗯

Hmm.

未来呢

What about the future?

我可能也会开自己的公众号

I might also start my own public account.

然后把一些生活中有趣的事儿

Then talk about some interesting things in life.

呃

有趣的人都写下来

Interesting people write it down.

分享给你们

Share with you.

呃

所以我希望

So I hope.

我现在短暂的离开

I will leave briefly now.

呃

Uh.

你们不要忘记我

Don't forget me.

在我下一次

In my next time.

开电台的时候

When starting the radio station

嗯

Hmm.

我希望我最开始的粉丝还是你们

I hope my original fans are still you.

最开始的听众还是你们

The initial audience is still you.

希望你们继续能够来跟我

I hope you can continue to come with me.

一起体验生活中的这一些事情

Experience some of these things in life together.

也希望

also hope

我的这二十多万的收听率

My more than 200,000 listeners.

呃

Uh.

在我下一次开播的时候

When I go live next time.

也可以保持稳定

It can also remain stable.

因为马上要考研了

Because I have to take the graduate entrance exam soon.

考研的时间今年提前到十二月份了

The time for the postgraduate entrance exam has been moved up to December this year.

嗯

Hmm.

当然不考研之前我的电台更的也确实是够慢的

Of course, my progress on the radio station was indeed quite slow before I took the postgraduate entrance exam.

这个我知道

I know this.

甚至就是有很多的听众朋友

There are even many listeners.

然后给我发发私信到我的荔枝里面

Then send me a private message to my Lychee.

然后就问我

Then he asked me.

哎

Sigh.

你是要弃了这个空吗

Are you going to give up this empty one?

然后还有朋友问我

Then a friend asked me.

你最近是消失了吗

Have you disappeared recently?

然后还有人在天后上问我

Then someone asked me on Tianhou.

能不能告诉我你为什么不录节目了

Can you tell me why you stopped recording the show?

嗯

Hmm.

然后

Then

挺对不起大家的

I'm really sorry, everyone.

呵呵

Hehe

所以

我觉得

I think.

嗯

Um.

你们没有离开我

You haven't left me.

真的是

Really is it?

都是真爱啊

It's all true love.

这一千五百多个朋友们

More than fifteen hundred friends

因为我记得好像粉丝顶点的时候是两千多吧

Because I remember that the peak of fans was over two thousand, right?

好像是

It seems like it.

但是

But

哎

Sigh.

我之前有好长一段时间都没有上来

I hadn't logged in for quite a long time before.

就有好多朋友都离开了

Many friends have left.

嗯

Uh-huh.

然后我给大家的评论啊

Then my comment for everyone is...

私信回复的也都不是很及时

The replies to private messages are also not very timely.

所以在这里给大家到一个钱

So here I give everyone some money.

嗯

Hmm.

我觉得我今天说了这么多

I feel like I've said so much today.

其实已经

Actually already.

嗯

Hmm.

把我想表达的想要抒发的都已经跟大家说清楚了

I have already made clear what I want to express and convey to everyone.

嗯

Hmm.

就是

That's it.

我会暂时的离开一段时间

I will be leaving for a while.

下一次

Next time

我在出现的时候

When I appear

我一定会给你们带来

I will definitely bring you all.

惊喜

Surprise

让你们看到我的改变

Let you see my change.

我的成长

My growth

这四年来我的成长

My growth over the past four years.

以及

and

我从校园

I am from campus.

嗯

Um.

踏出脚步走向社会的时候

When stepping out to face society.

自己的

one's own

成长

Growth

嗯

Hmm.

当然呢

Of course.

生活中你们可以到我的微博上

In life, you can go to my Weibo.

然后跟我进行互动

Then interact with me.

我依然会

I will still.

嗯

Hmm.

回复你们的每一条的私信

Reply to every private message from you.

我在这里也祝福大家

I wish everyone well here too.

呃

在这一年

In this year

快要结束了

It's about to end.

也没有几天了

There aren't many days left either.