活出神愛的心意(二) - 江秀琴 牧師

全球各地的家人们 大家好

Hello to families around the world!

我还活着

I am still alive.

我也爱你们

I love you all too.

感谢主

Thank the Lord.

有些人以为我已经亡了

Some people think I have already died.

感谢主

Thank the Lord.

我不知道什么有人以为什么的话

I don't know what someone thinks for what reason.

我也是想到

I also thought of that.

因为里面有感动

Because there are feelings inside.

还有一些话没讲

There are still some words left to say.

那我就觉得说

Then I think that...

OK 那我就顺服继续讲

OK, then I will obey and continue to speak.

我就觉得我第一句话

I just feel that my first sentence.

我还活着耶

I am still alive!

感谢主

Thank you, Lord.

好

Good.

因为上次跟大家

Because last time with everyone

讲到路加四章

Speaking of Luke chapter four.

十八节

Eighteenth section

最主要是

The main thing is

我在2021年

I was in 2021.

2021年的12月底

The end of December 2021.

得了COVID

Caught COVID.

很严重

Very serious.

那时候血氧到了70

At that time, the blood oxygen level was at 70.

我不知道70以下

I don't know below 70.

还是70

Still 70.

大概就是70左右

It's around 70.

反正我已经分明不行就对了

Anyway, it's clear that I'm not able to do it.

我方向都不知道

I don't even know the direction.

所以我现在就想到

So I am thinking of it now.

从床上起来

Get out of bed.

要走到厕所

Need to go to the bathroom.

我找不到方向在哪里

I can't find where the direction is.

这样子

Like this.

然后他们后来就叫了救护车

Then they called an ambulance later.

来叫我去

Come and call me.

因为白天前一天

Because the day before in the daytime.

他们要把我送去医院

They want to send me to the hospital.

我都说不用不用

I said no need, no need.

结果后来隔天反正就

Anyway, the next day it turned out that...

请了我的一个亲人

I invited one of my relatives.

打了电话给

Called the phone.

给我的亲人打电话给我

Call my relatives for me.

给医院

To the hospital.

直接救护车来我家

Directly send an ambulance to my house.

我想怎么两个大男人进来

I wonder how two big men came in.

然后就说

Then said

就把我

Just take me.

驾到车子里面

Get into the car.

然后我就看着

Then I just watched.

我记得我一生第一次

I remember the first time in my life.

这样躺在那个车子里面

Lying like this in that car.

然后我躺着的时候

Then when I was lying down

左边

Left side

他的柱子刚好

His pillar is just right.

有一只油大的狮子

There is a fat lion.

有一只狮子

There is a lion.

我就是觉得

I just feel that.

这油大的狮子一吼叫

The oil-greased lion roared loudly.

我明天就出院了

I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

就这样

That's it.

结果后来

As a result, later on.

反正在医院里面

Anyway, in the hospital.

我的那个血氧

My blood oxygen.

血氧就是一直很低

Blood oxygen has always been very low.

后来我躺在医院的时候

Later, when I was lying in the hospital.

我看见阿爸父在我的右边

I see Abba Father on my right side.

我平常是不会看医像的人

I usually don't look at people in medical images.

我从来没有做过异梦

I have never had a different dream.

我也不会看异象

I also cannot see visions.

但是我那一天

But that day for me

我就是看见阿爸父在我右边

I just saw Father God on my right side.

耶稣在我左边

Jesus is on my left.

然后

Then

耶稣呢

Where is Jesus?

是就像电影里面

It's just like in the movies.

那个这样

That way.

跪在那个地方

Kneel in that place.

然后被人家

Then be it to others.

那个鞭子

That whip.

那个九个钉子

The nine nails.

这样

In this way.

啪

Bang

这样

Like this.

这样的变

Such a change.

那

That.

然后阿爸父在我右边

Then Dad is on my right side.

就跟我讲

Just tell me.

孩子

Child

我只要你快乐

I just want you to be happy.

好

Good.

我会做

I can do it.

我

I

我会做

I can do it.

我说是的

I said yes.

爸爸

Dad

好

Good.

我会快乐

I will be happy.

这样

Like this.

爸爸就是

Dad is just

不要我

Do not want me.

为

for

任何一件事

Anything.

特别教会的事

Special Church Matters

有一点点的挂虑

A little bit of concern.

担心

Worry

他要我快乐

He wants me to be happy.

就这样

Just like that.

那真的我答应爸爸

I really promised Dad.

隔天又出现了

The next day it appeared again.

我就说

I just said.

爸爸我有

Dad, I have.

我快乐

I am happy.

这样

Like this.

然后后来我的血氧就一直上升起来

Then later my blood oxygen levels kept rising.

所以

So

21年

21 years

到现在

Until now

24年

24 years

前些日子

A few days ago.

主就开启我

Lord, just open me.

看见

See

爸爸不但会做

Dad can not only do

而且

Moreover

他这句话其实是很深的

His words are actually quite profound.

我会做

I can do it.

我会做得很好

I will do very well.

他真的是做得很好

He really did a great job.

而且做得很深

And it was done very thoroughly.

做得

Done.

很完美

Very perfect.

做得很快

Doing it very quickly.

做得很奇妙

Done wonderfully.

你看他坐在我们整个的教会

Look at him sitting in our whole church.

一个这么大的教会

A church so large.

牧师长期的这样的爱称

The pastor's long-term endearment.

对教会很不容易

It's not easy for the church.

不容易

Not easy.

然后

Then

,但是神会做

But God will do it.

他真的会做

He can really do it.

就是他做

It's him who did it.

刚开始做

Just starting out.

就是做的会你看不大出来

It's just that the work is not very apparent to you.

刚开始会你看不大出来

At first, you might not notice it much.

为什么

Why?

因为那个都地底下的根基

Because that is the foundation deep underground.

那然后渐渐的

Then gradually

开始往上一直做

Start doing it consistently upward.

然后从领袖开始

Then starting from the leader.

然后就越做越大

Then it just kept getting bigger and bigger.

越做越大

The more you do, the bigger it gets.

然后他所做的

Then what he did.

我真的说爸爸你好会做

I really said, "Dad, you are so good at cooking."

我现在我都每一次我都是说爸爸你好会做

Every time I say to my dad, "Hello, you are so good at cooking."

你做得真好

You did really well.

你好棒

You are amazing.

你好会做

Hello, can you do it?

你看我就是这个生病的这个期间

You see, I am in this period of being sick.

学会了跟爸爸撒娇

Learned to act coy with Dad.

因为爸爸的这种爱

Because of this kind of love from dad.

让我深深体会

Let me experience deeply.

他不是要我做一个能干的人

He doesn't want me to be a capable person.

还有苦干能干苦干的一直做

Still working hard on what can be done.

他不是要我做一个能干的人还有苦干能干苦干一直做

He doesn't want me to be a capable person; he wants me to work hard, be diligent, and keep doing it without stop.

他不是要我做一个能干的人还有苦干能干一直做

He doesn't want me to be a capable person; he just wants me to keep working hard and doing it.

他要我做一个就是快乐

He wants me to just be happy.

然后就跟他讲

Then I told him.

他就会做

He will do it.

就是这样

That's it.

那我也不需要

Then I don't need it either.

一直去跟人讲

Always go tell someone.

或者跟人商量

Or discuss it with someone.

他怎么做

What did he do?

有时候你跟人商量

Sometimes you discuss with others.

很累

Very tired.

真的很累

I'm really tired.

这个的意见是这样

The opinion on this is as follows.

那个的看法是那样

That view is like that.

这个考量是这样

This consideration is as follows.

那个又有另外一个想法

That has another idea.

真的

Really.

越讲越多

The more you talk, the more there is to say.

然后都花掉好多时间

Then they spent a lot of time.

这样子

Like this.

有时候传话又传错

Sometimes the message gets passed incorrectly.

可是你跟阿爸父讲

But you tell Dad.

阿爸父真的好会做

Dad really knows how to cook.

你就跟他讲

Just tell him.

他民宿暗宿

He stayed at a homestay secretly.

他就在人的里面

He is inside people.

在环境的里面

Inside the environment.

他就

He just.

你看见他好像没做什么

You see, it seems like he hasn't done anything.

忽然间就

Suddenly

就这样

That's how it is.

他就做了

He just did it.

好

Good

那

That

所以

So

我就觉得

I just feel that.

我发现

I discovered.

这一次的复习

This time's review.